Tis been awhile since one has done this. And one is ashame for falling so far behind in her writings. What kind of scribe am i, let alone slave.
As of late besides being sick in RL, one is starting to understand more of her slavery and the feelings that goes with it.
Being a slave, one is learning obedience and respect to and for both her Masters, RL and SL. One is still learning to take orders and obeying them all without question.
One also been reciting the mantra each night, kneeling along in the dark. This way one could picture more clearly her Beloved Vana'she (RL), standing over me watching one with such hunger and need.
One could feel her belly tightening even as the inner muscles clench. The heated nectar dampening her thighs. Sending shivers through her whole being.
The other day my Master had me perform a dance for him. One did her best to pleased him. He even suggested for one to write him a dance, which one believe she could do. He also suggested to imagine that it is my Vana'she whom one is performing for and not him. To move one's slave beauty for her Beloved.
One has to admit she was heated after dancing for him, that she wished to please him more. Yet, nervous that she might not be able to. Even toni told one not to worry, that one shall be fine, to relax and go with what seems natural.
Well, anyways, one needs to slip away for a little to follow her Master's orders to go and recite the mantra. Plus, he says he has something for one when he returns. One is curious of what it could be. But, of course curiosity isnt becoming of a kajira.
Monday, July 25, 2011
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Day6:Journal
I know the closer I get to my Beloved and during my training, both my mind and body will slowly starts to change and excepting who and what I am.
Each night and even in the morning as I wake, i kneel nadu upon the bed, naked to the flesh. Reciting the slave mantra, feeling shivers going through me each time i recite the words. A soft moan slips from me.
The other night, I was talking to my Beloved. He seems very pleased that Im taking the extra steps to please Him and learning more of myself.
I even had a dream that shocked me yet thrilled me. My Beloved just picked me up from the station, took me to His home where i stripped and presented myself to Him. He collared me as I pleasure Him. Then as He took me He branded me with His mark, not once but twice. Pain and pleasure rocked through me. Soon I woke to the dim reality, yet ive found the results of my dream upon the sheets.
I was shocked that such happened and embarrassed if someone found it. But in all of it, I was thrilled, the feeling of sheer pleasure running through me, burning and tightening me belly. Even the thought now I could feel the heat dampening my core.
Slowly I feel the lightening of my body freeing itself from the burdens that held me as I begin to be myself. My true self. Im glad and working harder to bring her out more. Soon, she be there for all to see and for the pride and pleasures of my Beloved.
Each night and even in the morning as I wake, i kneel nadu upon the bed, naked to the flesh. Reciting the slave mantra, feeling shivers going through me each time i recite the words. A soft moan slips from me.
The other night, I was talking to my Beloved. He seems very pleased that Im taking the extra steps to please Him and learning more of myself.
I even had a dream that shocked me yet thrilled me. My Beloved just picked me up from the station, took me to His home where i stripped and presented myself to Him. He collared me as I pleasure Him. Then as He took me He branded me with His mark, not once but twice. Pain and pleasure rocked through me. Soon I woke to the dim reality, yet ive found the results of my dream upon the sheets.
I was shocked that such happened and embarrassed if someone found it. But in all of it, I was thrilled, the feeling of sheer pleasure running through me, burning and tightening me belly. Even the thought now I could feel the heat dampening my core.
Slowly I feel the lightening of my body freeing itself from the burdens that held me as I begin to be myself. My true self. Im glad and working harder to bring her out more. Soon, she be there for all to see and for the pride and pleasures of my Beloved.
Monday, July 11, 2011
Day5:Journal
Been already a week under the Master's training event though a part of it was on hold since he had to move. But, Im glad that he believes Im doing well.
Im still couping with my feelings, understanding them. I try to keep an open mind and relax, just to let everything flow smoothly. Granted, in the end I do find myself very light headed and drained. Guess it also doesnt help that Im an empath and trained myself to block out and keep emotions stable.
But here Im learning to let it go, one step at a time, easing it slowly. To let it flow quickly would be like drinking too much and too fast. Not a good combination.
I would admit, I did feel a little envious sitting and watching the Master and his toni, interact. But then, I remember about my Beloved and how He and I get along. Even through dreams.
Ever since He been talking about marking me and how He was going to do it, sends shivers through me and the tightening of my body. Plus, the dampness that I find as I wake. It all make sense after listening to the Master's words.
Soon, it will be reality, and not some dream. I soon wake to find myself kneeling before my Beloved, giving it all to Him. As I do so, then I know its no longer a dream but a reality. One I wish fully and only the gods would know.
Im still couping with my feelings, understanding them. I try to keep an open mind and relax, just to let everything flow smoothly. Granted, in the end I do find myself very light headed and drained. Guess it also doesnt help that Im an empath and trained myself to block out and keep emotions stable.
But here Im learning to let it go, one step at a time, easing it slowly. To let it flow quickly would be like drinking too much and too fast. Not a good combination.
I would admit, I did feel a little envious sitting and watching the Master and his toni, interact. But then, I remember about my Beloved and how He and I get along. Even through dreams.
Ever since He been talking about marking me and how He was going to do it, sends shivers through me and the tightening of my body. Plus, the dampness that I find as I wake. It all make sense after listening to the Master's words.
Soon, it will be reality, and not some dream. I soon wake to find myself kneeling before my Beloved, giving it all to Him. As I do so, then I know its no longer a dream but a reality. One I wish fully and only the gods would know.
Day3:Lessons
[18:37] Fox approaches him lightly, feeling the silks brushing against her flesh, shivers slightly still not used to them from the long gowns she used to wear
[18:37] Gunner: sion
[18:38] Gunner: I was just thiking
[18:38] Fox: yes my Master...looks to him
[18:43] Gunner: Mine I have to talk to you
[18:43] Gunner: I have things to say
[18:43] Fox purses her lips as she looks to him...yes my master
[18:44] Gunner: you have come so far in a short time
[18:44] Fox: thank you my Master
[18:44] Gunner: for RL I have trained more then 200 slaves
[18:45] Fox: i see
[18:45] Gunner: and I onlly remember 2 that were slave as you
[18:45] Fox nods slightly
[18:46] Gunner: this may make you
[18:47] Gunner: and what I am going to say
[18:47] Gunner: may bother you
[18:47] Fox bites her lip
[18:47] Gunner: I want you to be happy
[18:48] Fox: of course my Master
[18:48] Gunner: I will protect you
[18:48] Gunner: you soni are a special female
[18:48] Gunner: you are slave
[18:49] Gunner: I will continu to train you
[18:49] Gunner: teach you top be slave
[18:49] Fox: thank you my Master
[18:49] Gunner: know this
[18:49] Gunner: I will protect yopu
[18:50] Fox: yes my Master
[18:50] Gunner: I will always be there for you
[18:50] Gunner: anything
[18:50] Gunner: I am there
[18:50] Fox nods offering a light smile
[18:50] Gunner: this is RL as well as SL
[18:51] Fox: yes my Master, blushing some
[18:52] Gunner: when I have My garden finished
[18:52] Gunner: you will plant a flower
[18:52] Gunner: this flower will be you
[18:52] Fox looks up confused
[18:52] Fox: oh
[18:53] Gunner: and as the flower needs water and food and cair
[18:53] Gunner: so do you
[18:54] Gunner: you will come to find
[18:54] Gunner: that I care
[18:54] Gunner: I can be hard
[18:54] Fox: yes my Master
[18:54] Gunner: demanding
[18:54] Gunner: but in it all I care
[18:55] Gunner: the slaves I train
[18:55] Gunner: are My floweres
[18:55] Gunner: I want to see them blossem into the best slaves
[18:55] Fox nods lightly
[18:56] Gunner: talenders one and all
[18:56] Fox blushes
[18:57] Gunner: Iwant to see you continu to blosssem
[18:57] Gunner: grew
[18:57] Gunner: and be what you are
[18:57] Fox: yes my Master
[18:57] Gunner: you know what you are
[18:57] Gunner: as I do
[18:57] Gunner: a beautiful
[18:57] Gunner: needing slave
[18:58] Gunner: the roght Master
[18:58] Gunner: can make you complets
[18:58] Gunner: the right Master can take My training and finish it
[18:58] Gunner: I am your trainer
[18:59] Gunner: I can take you only so far
[18:59] Fox nods dropping her gaze...yes my Master, i understand
[18:59] Gunner: the rest is up to your Master
[18:59] Gunner: I can teach you how to think
[18:59] Gunner: how to feel
[19:00] Gunner: hiw to feel yourself a slave
[19:00] Gunner: the differances between a Man and female
[19:00] Gunner: how to obey
[19:01] Gunner: how to want and need to obey
[19:01] Gunner: and you
[19:01] Gunner: have it in you
[19:01] Gunner: deep
[19:01] Gunner: to be slave
[19:01] Fox bites her lip
[19:02] Gunner: it shows every day
[19:02] Gunner: more and more
[19:02] Gunner: your feelings
[19:02] Gunner: your thoughts
[19:02] Gunner: they all come through
[19:03] Gunner: I have to turl ther pool filetr back on the breaker
[19:05] Gunner: Ok now
[19:05] Gunner: to you
[19:05] Gunner: sion
[19:06] Gunner: here is what you will do
[19:06] Gunner: go into your room
[19:06] Fox looks up at him
[19:06] Gunner: strip
[19:06] Gunner: and naked drop into nadu
[19:07] Gunner: and resite the slave mantra
[19:07] Fox: yes my Master
[19:07] Gunner: then come back to the keyboard
[19:11] Fox: back my Master
[19:12] Gunner: do you know why I just had you do that
[19:12] Gunner: one
[19:12] Gunner: to make you obey
[19:12] Fox: to see if i obey...she whispers
[19:12] Gunner: two
[19:13] Gunner: to make you see how far you have came
[19:13] Gunner: did you think
[19:13] Gunner: or did you just obey
[19:13] Gunner: and how did it make you feel
[19:14] Gunner: sion I can guide you show you the way
[19:14] Fox: i went and did it my Master
[19:14] Gunner: the feelings
[19:15] Gunner: must come from you
[19:15] Fox: yes my Master
[19:15] Gunner: all I do everything I command you
[19:16] Gunner: it is up to you to allow the slave to be therr
[19:16] Fox nods
[19:16] Gunner: now this is deep
[19:16] Gunner: but I must ask
[19:16] Gunner: when you obeyded Me
[19:17] Gunner: did it make you feel right
[19:17] Gunner: did it make you hot
[19:17] Gunner: deep in your belly
[19:17] Fox blushes nods lowering her eyes
[19:18] Gunner: I am your RL trainer
[19:18] Gunner: and your SL Master
[19:18] Gunner: you may find your self
[19:18] Gunner: having feelings
[19:18] Gunner: needs
[19:18] Gunner: some what sexual as you obey Me
[19:19] Gunner: this is not wrong or bad
[19:19] Fox groans softly, biting her lip
[19:19] Gunner: it comes as you feel more slave
[19:19] Gunner: OK
[19:20] Gunner: a slave
[19:20] Gunner: is all about feelings
[19:20] Gunner: the feelings guide and move throught her
[19:20] Gunner: and the strongest feelings or one of them is sexual
[19:21] Fox: yes my Master
[19:21] Gunner: this in no way takes from your RL Master
[19:21] Gunner: I would never take from Him
[19:21] Fox nods
[19:22] Gunner: but you need to knnw that these feelings will get stronger
[19:22] Gunner: as I train you
[19:22] Gunner: teach you more about what you are
[19:22] Fox: i understand my Master
[19:22] Gunner: guide you
[19:24] Gunner: you are ready to know this
[19:24] Gunner: the feelings
[19:24] Gunner: desires
[19:24] Gunner: needs you feel
[19:25] Gunner: wanting to be slave
[19:25] Gunner: are deep and primal
[19:25] Gunner: they go to your DNA what you are genetics
[19:26] Gunner: most
[19:26] Fox nods pursing her lips swallows a little
[19:26] Gunner: deny them push them away
[19:26] Gunner: the few of us that accept them
[19:26] Gunner: wrap our lives sround them
[19:26] Gunner: are happy comp;ete
[19:27] Gunner: living a slave or a Master is not easy
[19:27] Gunner: but the rewards
[19:27] Gunner: from this life choice
[19:27] Gunner: is one that cant be denied
[19:27] Gunner: the Master slave relationship
[19:28] Gunner: is the most complete
[19:28] Gunner: the most fulfilling
[19:28] Gunner: and the most trusting
[19:28] Gunner: because
[19:28] Fox nods
[19:28] Gunner: the slave gets from the Master what she needs to be complete
[19:29] Gunner: and the Master gets from the slave what He needs to be complete
[19:29] Gunner: one
[19:29] Gunner: woned
[19:29] Gunner: the other owning
[19:29] Gunner: one contro;d
[19:30] Gunner: the other controlling
[19:30] Gunner: to be a complete slave
[19:30] Gunner: you need to know how Masters think
[19:30] Gunner: what drives them
[19:30] Fox: i see my Master...nods gently
[19:30] Gunner: and you need to know
[19:31] Gunner: what slaves thing
[19:31] Gunner: what drives them
[19:31] Gunner: My job if you want to call it that is to teach you these things
[19:32] Gunner: tto show you how to think
[19:32] Gunner: your job is to learn
[19:32] Gunner: and sion you have
[19:32] Gunner: it is like everything I say to you
[19:32] Gunner: goes into your mind
[19:32] Gunner: and stays there
[19:33] Gunner: as a stubent you are a joy
[19:33] Gunner: a true slave
[19:34] Gunner: I will teach you things I dont often teach
[19:34] Fox blushes deeply
[19:34] Gunner: now listen
[19:34] Gunner: a slave is all deelings
[19:34] Fox: yes my Master
[19:34] Gunner: feelings
[19:35] Gunner: a slave gives
[19:35] Gunner: andf gives
[19:35] Gunner: a Master is all wants
[19:35] Gunner: desires
[19:35] Gunner: and takes
[19:36] Fox: yes my Master
[19:36] Gunner: when a slave gives a Master takes what she gives then takes more from her
[19:37] Gunner: the more He takes the more she gives
[19:37] Gunner: the complete each other
[19:37] Gunner: with Me you will learn to give
[19:37] Gunner: to obey
[19:37] Gunner: and to be slave
[19:38] Fox nods
[19:38] Gunner: when I send you out to your RL Master
[19:38] Gunner: you will be more slave
[19:38] Gunner: your body your mind and your heart
[19:38] Gunner: will all be His
[19:38] Gunner: because you will give it all to Him
[19:39] Fox closes her eyes shivers
[19:39] Gunner: you wiull need to
[19:39] Gunner: will
[19:39] Gunner: this is what it is to be slave
[19:39] Fox: yes my Master
[19:39] Gunner: needing to give all you are to a Mastert
[19:39] Gunner: are you sure this is what you want
[19:40] Fox: yes my Master it is...blushes
[19:40] Gunner: when you belly down naked to your Master and submit to Him
[19:40] Gunner: beg Hin for His collar
[19:41] Gunner: His complete ownership of ypu
[19:41] Gunner: you wil know deep in side that you are His peoperty
[19:41] Fox: yes my Master
[19:42] Gunner: when He locks His collar on your neck
[19:42] Gunner: takes what he now owns'
[19:42] Gunner: if ti is right
[19:42] Gunner: you will be complete
[19:43] Gunner: you will know
[19:43] Fox gently nods
[19:43] Gunner: you will feel it deeply
[19:44] Gunner: as he will
[19:45] Gunner: does any of this touch you
[19:45] Fox: yes my Master it does
[19:45] Gunner: how
[19:45] Gunner: remember feelings
[19:47] Fox: i could feel it seeping into me, making me shiver, yes i am a little frightened, but im happy for taking such a step, its like freeing all burdens i might have
[19:49] Gunner: you My sion
[19:49] Gunner: are stepping into a new life
[19:50] Fox blushes
[19:50] Gunner: sion
[19:50] Gunner: this new life
[19:50] Fox: yes my Master
[19:50] Gunner: is one of service
[19:50] Gunner: obeydance
[19:50] Gunner: and love
[19:51] Gunner: and in it you will be complete
[19:51] Gunner: you are just now feeling the completness the rightness of it
[19:51] Gunner: a heavy weight lifting from you
[19:52] Gunner: but beware
[19:52] Gunner: the past can hurt you
[19:53] Gunner: the lies that you have been taught can creap back in
[19:53] Gunner: you are getting free
[19:53] Gunner: free to be what you tru;y are
[19:53] Gunner: therer will ne doubts
[19:54] Gunner: and I want you to bring them to Me
[19:54] Fox nods...yes my Master
[19:54] Gunner: I am happy with you
[19:54] Gunner: you are one of the best I have ever had the chance to train
[19:55] Gunner: and to train you for another
[19:55] Fox: thank you my Master
[19:55] Gunner: makes me pleased
[19:56] Gunner: when I gve you a command toy obey
[19:56] Gunner: you
[19:56] Gunner: when your RL Master commands you
[19:56] Gunner: you will find that your heat may get wet
[19:56] Gunner: your nipples harden
[19:57] Gunner: again this is natural
[19:57] toni has entered chat range.
[19:57] Fox: yes my Master...blushes
[19:57] Gunner: My toni is on
[19:57] Fox smiles
[19:58] toni smiles, 'Greetings my Master'
[19:58] toni: Greetings sion
[19:58] Fox: greetings toni
[19:58] PocketPusssy kneels and hugs masterperry's hips.
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[20:05] Gunner: a slave is all about feelings
[20:05] Gunner: a Master is all desires and needs
[20:05] Gunner: one gives the other takes
[20:05] Gunner: a slave gives
[20:05] Gunner: a master takes
[20:06] Gunner: in this they complete each other
[20:06] Gunner: the slave needs to give of herself
[20:06] Gunner: a Master needs to own
[20:06] Gunner: so He takes what He owns
20:07] Gunner: when a slave
[20:07] Gunner: bellyes down naked and begs a collar
[20:07] Gunner: gives her total submission
[20:08] Gunner: this one acy complets her when the Master takes her
[20:08] Gunner: act
[20:08] Gunner: but
[20:08] Gunner: the Master neesds to understand and know what this submission truly is
[20:09] toni listens carefully
[20:09] Gunner: and He must respect it
[20:09] Gunner: for the full submission of a slave
[20:09] Gunner: is the only priceless thing left in the wro;d
[20:09] Gunner: world
[20:10] Gunner: it cant be bought
[20:10] toni: yes my Master, it is sacred
[20:10] Gunner: i cant be stoles or forced
[20:10] toni: it is love in its purest form
[20:10] Gunner: stolen
[20:10] Gunner: I told sion that I care for her
[20:10] Gunner: and I will protect her
[20:12] Gunner: sion
[20:12] Gunner: I love toni
[20:12] Fox: yes my Master
[20:12] Fox smiles
[20:12] Gunner: your Master will love you too if He is smart
[20:12] Gunner: if he is a fool send him to Me I will educate him
[20:12] Fox: yes my Master...blushes lightly
[20:13] Gunner: My wonderful toni
[20:13] Gunner: did you have a good night sleep
[20:14] Gunner: noty wanting to I gently let you down from My arms
[20:14] toni slips softly to her knees and smiles up at him with adoration
[20:14] toni: i .. had a troubled night as Alana is having troubles sleeping since school is out right now
[20:15] toni: she is having her schedule messed up from the holiday
[20:15] Gunner: did you and her take your walk
[20:16] toni: yes my Master
[20:16] toni: and i spent time dancing and did my errands
[20:16] Gunner: sion as I said as your training progresses you will find things about your self different
[20:16] Fox: yes my Master
[20:16] Gunner: you will find just the toought of your Master makes you hot
[20:17] toni grins (grin)
[20:17] toni: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
[20:17] Gunner: you sex drive will grow
[20:17] toni: yes very much so
[20:17] Gunner: do not fight this
[20:17] Gunner: imbrace it (dress it)
[20:18] Gunner: your master will desire you for your body but he will want you for your mind
[20:18] Fox nods...yes my Master..blushes lightly
[20:18] Gunner: a Master desires a slave for their bodies
[20:18] Gunner: but He wants them for their minds
[20:19] Gunner: all Mastere want a slave that they can talk with
[20:19] Gunner: any slave can please in the furs some better then othere "looking at My toni with a lick of My lips
[20:20] Fox: yes my Master, i can understand this each time my Beloved and i talk...smiles softly
[20:21] toni grins and glides her eyes up him lustily
[20:21] Gunner: when you and He talks are you finding your self more needing of His touch
[20:22] Fox: yes my Master, and it sends shivers through me
[20:22] Gunner: as you grow in your slavery this will grow also
[20:23] Gunner: My toni gets wet when she is thinking of Me as I get hard just in a simple passing thought of her
[20:24] Gunner: when a Master holds what He owns
[20:24] Gunner: knows that the femalle is His
[20:24] Gunner: his desire for her
[20:25] Gunner: if He is not in control of himself
[20:25] Gunner: can get away from Him
[20:25] Gunner: when a Master is in love with His slave this desire burns hotter then any other desire
[20:26] Gunner: and He need to own her more
[20:26] Gunner: a slave
[20:26] Gunner: has a desire to be ownde
[20:26] Gunner: property
[20:26] Gunner: controled
[20:27] Gunner: and the master gives her this
[20:27] Gunner: but
[20:27] Gunner: there is ont thing that must be there for it tp work
[20:27] Gunner: not love
[20:27] Gunner: trust
[20:28] toni: yes
[20:28] Gunner: love completes it
[20:28] Fox nods
[20:28] Gunner: trust makes it possible
[20:28] Gunner: if a slave cant have total trust in her Master he cant be her Master
[20:29] Gunner: this kind of trust cant be given
[20:29] Gunner: it must be erned
[20:29] Gunner: proven
[20:29] Gunner: tested
[20:29] Gunner: shown pure
[20:30] Gunner: sometimes
[20:30] Gunner: a Master will screw up
[20:30] Gunner: then it is His place to ern that trust back\
[20:30] Gunner: to get His Honor back
[20:31] Gunner: in My life as gorean
[20:31] Gunner: I know many even Myself that has made screwups
[20:31] Gunner: but we can regain the trust needed to make a Master slave releationship work
[20:32] Gunner: sion I am telling you this for a good reasion
[20:32] Gunner: it may happen to you
[20:32] Fox nods..yes my Master i understand
[20:32] Gunner: and I wouldnt want it to hurt you to the point you give uo on your slavery
[20:33] Gunner: I am Gorean
[20:33] Gunner: a Master and a slaver
[20:33] Gunner: and I made some of the biggest screwups any can make
[20:33] Gunner: and I know slaves
[20:34] Gunner: no one is purfect
[20:34] Gunner: but two can be purfect for each other
[20:34] Gunner: again I lookj to My toni love and desire in My hazee eyes
[20:35] toni smiles to him with love and trust
[20:36] Gunner: when I commanded you to get naked and recite the slave mantra sion what did you truly feel
[20:36] Fox: i felt the tightening in my belly, warmth running through me, my Master
[20:37] Gunner: the slave girl that had been fighting to get out
[20:37] Gunner: I think she is growing
[20:37] Gunner: getting stronger
[20:37] Gunner: My toni
[20:38] Gunner: I dreamed about you again
[20:38] Gunner: why did you bite my thigh
[20:39] Gunner: when I woke up I felt your teath
[20:40] toni giggles
[20:40] toni: i do not know that one my Master i will have to look it up
[20:40] toni: i am sure i had the wrong leg is all
[20:40] Fox smiles lightly
[20:40] Gunner: giggle all you want I want to know why you bit me
20:41] Gunner: you want to bite someone else leg hmmm
[20:41] toni: i think i was wanting the middle leg, my Master
[20:41] Gunner: maybe I need to shorten your chains
[20:42] Gunner: bite me there and we will both hurt
[20:42] Gunner: sion when a Master finds his slave
[20:43] Gunner: the one that was born just to belong to Him
[20:43] Fox purses her lips trying not to laugh, smiles looking back to him
[20:43] Gunner: something happens top both
[20:43] Gunner: to both
[20:43] Gunner: at first their wourlds collode
[20:44] Gunner: then merge into one
[20:44] Gunner: whgen I find a new student
[20:44] Gunner: and feel she is a true slave
[20:44] Fox bires her lower lip chewing it
[20:44] Gunner: I hold her tight and teach her all I can
[20:45] Gunner: wjen I bought toni in the hub I was buying for the vilage
[20:45] Gunner: but I couldnt
[20:45] Gunner: I had to buy her for Myself
[20:46] Gunner: I knew from the first she was Mine
[20:46] Gunner: as I knew from the first you are slave
[20:46] Gunner: I only hope you and your RL can find what I have
[20:46] Gunner: toni still needs training
[20:47] Fox: yes my Master
[20:47] Gunner: the kiond of training you will need when I am done training you
[20:47] toni: yes i do
[20:47] Gunner: the training only your master can give you
[20:47] Fox nods gently
[20:48] Gunner: before then you need to learn to thing and feel slave
[20:48] Gunner: think
[20:48] Gunner: toni
[20:48] Gunner: what is a slave
[20:49] toni: a slave is owned property
[20:50] Gunner: I own you
[20:50] toni: yes my Master
[20:50] Gunner: so are you a slve with a Master or the slave of a Master
[20:50] toni: i am the slave of a Master
[20:50] Gunner: what is the differance
[20:51] Gunner: beep
[20:52] toni: the difference is:
[20:52] toni: a slave with a Master implies the slave owns the Master as the word "with" implies ownership
[20:52] toni: slaves own nothing
[20:52] toni: they are owned
[20:53] Gunner: and this is why you are My slave and My fg
[20:53] toni: yes my Master
[20:53] Gunner: see her body I desire her mind I want
[20:55] Gunner: when a slave can have intelagent talks with her Master make him think entertain Him with her Mind she is a complete slave
[20:55] Gunner: ant girl can fucjk
[20:55] Gunner: qa slave is more then a fuck
[20:56] toni nods and nods
[20:56] Gunner: a slave makes her Master think
[20:56] Gunner: she intertains him
[20:56] Gunner: SHE MAKES hIM WANT TO BE WITH HER
[20:56] Gunner: damn cap lock
[20:56] Fox nods ()
[20:57] Gunner: sion you can fuck
[20:57] toni giggles
[20:57] Gunner: as slave you need to entertain your Master away from the furs
[20:57] Fox blushes then nods..yes my Master
[20:58] Gunner: what you cant fuck?? hmmm
[20:58] Gunner: that will make My job harder
[20:58] Fox smirks at him, wrinkling her nose
[20:58] Gunner: who says school cant be fun
[20:59] Gunner: maybe I will change the school moto from I train the mind to I tran the slave to fuck
[20:59] Fox giggles
[21:00] Gunner: come on girls I am trying to make it fun here
[21:00] Fox: yes my Master
[21:00] Gunner: OK sion you have been My student for a week or so
[21:01] Gunner: I have had long talkes with you
[21:01] Fox: yes my Master, i believe so
[21:01] Fox nods ()
[21:01] Gunner: what is the first thought a slave should have about all she does
[21:02] Gunner: pencles ready
[21:02] Gunner: I will give you a hint
[21:02] Fox: to make her Master proud in all she does
[21:02] Gunner: almost that is a c-
[21:02] toni: i think i know
[21:02] Fox blushes
[21:03] toni: may i try to answer my Master?
[21:03] Gunner: will this please my Master
[21:03] Gunner: toni you next
[21:03] toni: i was going to say that my Master only because i have already learned that one
[21:04] Gunner: and not the book answer this needs to come from you toni
[21:04] Gunner: what is a slaves first and most importent duty
21:05] toni: to please her Master
[21:06] Gunner: to be fully obeydant in this she will please her Master so toni you get a c
[21:07] toni: yes my Master
[21:07] Gunner: when a slave obeys her Master she pleases him
[21:08] Gunner: sion do you understand this
[21:08] Fox: yes my Master
[21:08] Gunner: be obeying your Master
[21:08] Gunner: you show Him He was right when He collared you
[21:08] Fox nods ()
[21:08] Gunner: and in this you please him
[21:09] Gunner: toni as you grew in My collar
[21:09] Gunner: did yopu find your sex drive grow
[21:09] toni: yes my Master
[21:10] Gunner: can you tell Me whay this happened
[21:10] Gunner: why
[21:10] toni: i think i can
[21:10] Gunner: ok (ok)
[21:10] Gunner: tell Me
[21:11] toni: i began to feel more feminine and less like having to be a man, always wearing the pants... i felt i could let that man stuff go and be fully female and it made me feel more beautiful and desirable, sexier ... and there is this tension that is created in being collared and at the mercy of another that is highly erotic, i think that had something to do with it as well
[21:12] Gunner: good very good toni A+
[21:13] Fox smiles
[21:13] toni: ohh!
[21:13] toni smiles and exhales, relieved
[21:13] Gunner: as you leyt go of all the wrong feelinngs you felt female
[21:13] Gunner: the mopre you grew the more female you became
[21:14] Gunner: females are sexual creaturs
[21:14] Gunner: hell you have an orgen that is only for sexual pleasure men dont
[21:15] Gunner: sion as you grow in your slavery you will feel more and more female
[21:16] Gunner: you will stop fighting these feeelings and embrace them
[21:16] Fox nods..yes my Master
[21:16] Gunner: and soon you will desire them
21:16] Gunner: a female slave
[21:16] Gunner: is the most beautiful desirable and wanted
[21:17] Gunner: no true Man can knoe till He has owned one
[21:17] Gunner: when you are held in the arms of youe master
[21:17] Gunner: owned property
[21:18] Gunner: He will know wjhat it is to be a Man
[21:18] Gunner: and you will know what iot is to be female
[21:18] Gunner: some Masters fight
[21:19] Gunner: the true feelings thay have for their slaves
[21:19] Gunner: as Master thay can
[21:19] Gunner: slaves cant they must give in to the feelings they are not allowed to deny them
[21:20] Gunner: a smart Master
[21:20] Gunner: will feel deeply for His slave and the smartest of them fall in love with their slaves
[21:21] Gunner: for a Master
[21:21] Gunner: His slave is a part of Him
[21:21] toni smiles looking over and up at him with her eyes shining
[21:21] Gunner: he owns her
[21:21] Gunner: she is not His girlfrined
[21:22] Gunner: she is not His wife she may be but she is more she is His slave
[21:22] Gunner: a wife is a p[artner
[21:22] Gunner: a slave is owned
[21:22] Fox nods
[21:23] Gunner: so how much more will He want her if He owns her
[21:23] Gunner: Masters
[21:23] Gunner: have a need deep drivimg
[21:23] Gunner: to own
[21:23] Gunner: when they desire a slave
[21:24] Gunner: thay Must own them
[21:24] Gunner: they may marry them
[21:24] Gunner: but they own them first last and always
[21:25] Gunner: OK
21:25] Gunner: a man may marry a female then make her His slave
[21:25] Gunner: or he may make His slave His wife
[21:25] Gunner: but she is His slave always
[21:26] Gunner: is she is a true slave
[21:26] Gunner: a marrage will not be enouugh for her
[21:26] Gunner: she needs to be slave owned comtroled property
[21:27] Gunner: only as slave does she know her Master truly desires her
[21:27] Gunner: shge knows the depth of his desire
[21:28] Gunner: He owns her
[21:28] Gunner: this is how much He desires her
[21:28] Gunner: when a slave is owned
[21:28] Gunner: contro;ed
[21:29] Gunner: property she knows her place and knows in her mind and heart what she is to her Master
[21:29] Gunner: the most desirable of females
[21:29] Gunner: as slave
[21:30] Gunner: you need to be that
[21:30] Gunner: the most deserable of females
[21:30] Fox: yes my Master
[21:30] Gunner: am I confusing you sion or you toni
[21:30] toni: no not at all my Master
[21:30] Fox shakes her head...no my Master
[21:30] toni: it makes perfect sense to me
[21:31] Gunner: to be a slave
[21:31] Gunner: you need to know Masters
[21:31] Gunner: to be Master
[21:31] Gunner: he needss to know slaves
[21:31] Gunner: a Master
[21:31] Gunner: can ,make a slaves life heven or hell
[21:32] Gunner: a smile to His slave makes her heart sing
[21:32] Gunner: a cross word crushes her
[21:32] Gunner: He as Master needs to know this
[21:33] Gunner: and you as slave needs to accept this about your self
[21:33] Fox nods
[21:33] Gunner: sion if your Master found pleasure with another slave
[21:34] Gunner: what do you think you would feel
[21:34] Gunner: remember Honest feelings here
[21:35] Fox: a little sad, but im be happy and thrilled that He is being pleased and that would also pleases me
[21:35] Gunner: I need a char with coushions for My slaves
[21:35] toni: yes my Master
21:36] Gunner: now you toni
[21:36] toni: i will need to talk to you about furnishing this place in time....
[21:37] Gunner: say I took sion to the furs and found pleasure with her how would you feel
[21:37] toni: i do not know, i answered this question before but now i do not know anymore
[21:38] toni: a part of me would feel turned on, a part would feel left out and hurt, a part would not care because it has nothing to do with my relationship with you
[21:38] Gunner: the truth is the right answere
[21:39] Gunner: I could always tie you up and make you watch :)
[21:39] toni chuckles
[21:39] Gunner: I am getting bad
[21:40] Fox smiles
[21:40] toni: it is no worries my Master, i like it when you are bad
[21:41] toni: i know dana serves you in the furs in RL and it does not bother me, i am not there and cannot do it and i am glad someone is so that you can be relaxed and fulfilled
[21:41] Gunner: thing is
[21:41] Gunner: well never mind
[21:41] Gunner: you know
[21:41] toni: know what my Master?
[21:42] Gunner: that it is you I desire
[21:42] toni: yes my Master
[21:42] toni: but still i am glad you have someone serving you
[21:42] Gunner: My desire burns deep and hot
[21:43] Gunner: sion your RL Master has this desire also
[21:43] Fox nods
[21:43] Gunner: just as a slave desires to be owned
[21:43] Gunner: a need to be slave
[21:44] Gunner: only one thing can make her slave
[21:44] Gunner: being owned
[21:44] Gunner: this
[21:44] Gunner: fills her with joy it frees her to be female
[21:44] Gunner: she no longer has to decide
[21:45] Gunner: her Master will
[21:45] Gunner: toni said it well a few times
[21:46] Gunner: a slave obeys and is a good girl the Master takes all the responcibulity
[21:46] toni: yes he has the hard part, all the work.. all she has to do is obey
[21:46] Gunner: toni I do love you
[21:47] toni: yes my Master, and i love you
[21:47] Gunner: sion have you learned anything in the last week
[21:48] Fox: i believe so my Master
[21:48] Gunner: has the way you think changed at all
[21:49] Gunner: have your feelings changed
[21:49] Fox: it has some, my Master, i will admit i am still a little hesitent
[21:49] Gunner: ;ets go with that
[21:49] Gunner: why
[21:50] Gunner: what is it that makes you so
[21:50] Fox: i have a little shy streak, always had since i was young my Master, so it take me a bit to jump
[21:51] Gunner: you already took the big jump
[21:51] Fox: yes my Master
[21:52] Gunner: My toni
[21:52] toni: yes my Master?
[21:52] Gunner: she has a lot to fear
[21:52] Gunner: but she is slave
[21:52] Gunner: and My slave
[21:52] toni: there is nothing to fear
[21:52] Gunner: ty Mine
[21:52] toni: i am not afraid at all
[21:52] Fox smiles
[21:53] toni: i feel at total peace
[21:53] toni: and joy... complete
[21:53] Gunner: someday soon I will have you in RL and take you as Mine
[21:54] toni: yes my Master *smiles and smiles soft*
[21:54] Gunner: sion when you obey
[21:55] Gunner: when you hear a command from your Master
[21:55] Gunner: you will feel a compoulsion to obey Him
[21:55] Gunner: a drive
[21:56] Gunner: and when you do
[21:56] Gunner: you will be filled with joy
[21:56] Fox: yes my Master
21:57] Gunner: when a slave obeys her Master
[21:57] Gunner: she is filling a need in her self
[21:58] Gunner: she is pleasing her Master
[21:58] Gunner: and in pleasing Him she is pleasing herself
[21:58] toni smiles
[21:59] Gunner: look at it like a curcle
[21:59] Gunner: in a curcle
[21:59] Gunner: joined
21:59] Gunner: in pleasing him she is pleasing herself
[22:00] toni: yes *smiles* and it is perfect and beautiful
[22:01] Gunner: sion you need to look deep inside youe self as I have said
[22:01] Gunner: in there is the slave
[22:01] Fox: yes my Master
[22:02] Gunner: ty sion
[22:02] Fox smiles
[22:03] Fox: may i kennel for the night my Master, tis growing late
[22:03] Gunner: yes you may
[22:03] toni: sleep sweet dear sion and sweetest of dreams
[22:03] Gunner: remember
[22:03] Gunner: slave mantra naked in nadu
[22:03] Fox: thank you my Master, yes my Master
[22:04] Fox: good night my Master, sweet dreams dear toni
[18:37] Gunner: sion
[18:38] Gunner: I was just thiking
[18:38] Fox: yes my Master...looks to him
[18:43] Gunner: Mine I have to talk to you
[18:43] Gunner: I have things to say
[18:43] Fox purses her lips as she looks to him...yes my master
[18:44] Gunner: you have come so far in a short time
[18:44] Fox: thank you my Master
[18:44] Gunner: for RL I have trained more then 200 slaves
[18:45] Fox: i see
[18:45] Gunner: and I onlly remember 2 that were slave as you
[18:45] Fox nods slightly
[18:46] Gunner: this may make you
[18:47] Gunner: and what I am going to say
[18:47] Gunner: may bother you
[18:47] Fox bites her lip
[18:47] Gunner: I want you to be happy
[18:48] Fox: of course my Master
[18:48] Gunner: I will protect you
[18:48] Gunner: you soni are a special female
[18:48] Gunner: you are slave
[18:49] Gunner: I will continu to train you
[18:49] Gunner: teach you top be slave
[18:49] Fox: thank you my Master
[18:49] Gunner: know this
[18:49] Gunner: I will protect yopu
[18:50] Fox: yes my Master
[18:50] Gunner: I will always be there for you
[18:50] Gunner: anything
[18:50] Gunner: I am there
[18:50] Fox nods offering a light smile
[18:50] Gunner: this is RL as well as SL
[18:51] Fox: yes my Master, blushing some
[18:52] Gunner: when I have My garden finished
[18:52] Gunner: you will plant a flower
[18:52] Gunner: this flower will be you
[18:52] Fox looks up confused
[18:52] Fox: oh
[18:53] Gunner: and as the flower needs water and food and cair
[18:53] Gunner: so do you
[18:54] Gunner: you will come to find
[18:54] Gunner: that I care
[18:54] Gunner: I can be hard
[18:54] Fox: yes my Master
[18:54] Gunner: demanding
[18:54] Gunner: but in it all I care
[18:55] Gunner: the slaves I train
[18:55] Gunner: are My floweres
[18:55] Gunner: I want to see them blossem into the best slaves
[18:55] Fox nods lightly
[18:56] Gunner: talenders one and all
[18:56] Fox blushes
[18:57] Gunner: Iwant to see you continu to blosssem
[18:57] Gunner: grew
[18:57] Gunner: and be what you are
[18:57] Fox: yes my Master
[18:57] Gunner: you know what you are
[18:57] Gunner: as I do
[18:57] Gunner: a beautiful
[18:57] Gunner: needing slave
[18:58] Gunner: the roght Master
[18:58] Gunner: can make you complets
[18:58] Gunner: the right Master can take My training and finish it
[18:58] Gunner: I am your trainer
[18:59] Gunner: I can take you only so far
[18:59] Fox nods dropping her gaze...yes my Master, i understand
[18:59] Gunner: the rest is up to your Master
[18:59] Gunner: I can teach you how to think
[18:59] Gunner: how to feel
[19:00] Gunner: hiw to feel yourself a slave
[19:00] Gunner: the differances between a Man and female
[19:00] Gunner: how to obey
[19:01] Gunner: how to want and need to obey
[19:01] Gunner: and you
[19:01] Gunner: have it in you
[19:01] Gunner: deep
[19:01] Gunner: to be slave
[19:01] Fox bites her lip
[19:02] Gunner: it shows every day
[19:02] Gunner: more and more
[19:02] Gunner: your feelings
[19:02] Gunner: your thoughts
[19:02] Gunner: they all come through
[19:03] Gunner: I have to turl ther pool filetr back on the breaker
[19:05] Gunner: Ok now
[19:05] Gunner: to you
[19:05] Gunner: sion
[19:06] Gunner: here is what you will do
[19:06] Gunner: go into your room
[19:06] Fox looks up at him
[19:06] Gunner: strip
[19:06] Gunner: and naked drop into nadu
[19:07] Gunner: and resite the slave mantra
[19:07] Fox: yes my Master
[19:07] Gunner: then come back to the keyboard
[19:11] Fox: back my Master
[19:12] Gunner: do you know why I just had you do that
[19:12] Gunner: one
[19:12] Gunner: to make you obey
[19:12] Fox: to see if i obey...she whispers
[19:12] Gunner: two
[19:13] Gunner: to make you see how far you have came
[19:13] Gunner: did you think
[19:13] Gunner: or did you just obey
[19:13] Gunner: and how did it make you feel
[19:14] Gunner: sion I can guide you show you the way
[19:14] Fox: i went and did it my Master
[19:14] Gunner: the feelings
[19:15] Gunner: must come from you
[19:15] Fox: yes my Master
[19:15] Gunner: all I do everything I command you
[19:16] Gunner: it is up to you to allow the slave to be therr
[19:16] Fox nods
[19:16] Gunner: now this is deep
[19:16] Gunner: but I must ask
[19:16] Gunner: when you obeyded Me
[19:17] Gunner: did it make you feel right
[19:17] Gunner: did it make you hot
[19:17] Gunner: deep in your belly
[19:17] Fox blushes nods lowering her eyes
[19:18] Gunner: I am your RL trainer
[19:18] Gunner: and your SL Master
[19:18] Gunner: you may find your self
[19:18] Gunner: having feelings
[19:18] Gunner: needs
[19:18] Gunner: some what sexual as you obey Me
[19:19] Gunner: this is not wrong or bad
[19:19] Fox groans softly, biting her lip
[19:19] Gunner: it comes as you feel more slave
[19:19] Gunner: OK
[19:20] Gunner: a slave
[19:20] Gunner: is all about feelings
[19:20] Gunner: the feelings guide and move throught her
[19:20] Gunner: and the strongest feelings or one of them is sexual
[19:21] Fox: yes my Master
[19:21] Gunner: this in no way takes from your RL Master
[19:21] Gunner: I would never take from Him
[19:21] Fox nods
[19:22] Gunner: but you need to knnw that these feelings will get stronger
[19:22] Gunner: as I train you
[19:22] Gunner: teach you more about what you are
[19:22] Fox: i understand my Master
[19:22] Gunner: guide you
[19:24] Gunner: you are ready to know this
[19:24] Gunner: the feelings
[19:24] Gunner: desires
[19:24] Gunner: needs you feel
[19:25] Gunner: wanting to be slave
[19:25] Gunner: are deep and primal
[19:25] Gunner: they go to your DNA what you are genetics
[19:26] Gunner: most
[19:26] Fox nods pursing her lips swallows a little
[19:26] Gunner: deny them push them away
[19:26] Gunner: the few of us that accept them
[19:26] Gunner: wrap our lives sround them
[19:26] Gunner: are happy comp;ete
[19:27] Gunner: living a slave or a Master is not easy
[19:27] Gunner: but the rewards
[19:27] Gunner: from this life choice
[19:27] Gunner: is one that cant be denied
[19:27] Gunner: the Master slave relationship
[19:28] Gunner: is the most complete
[19:28] Gunner: the most fulfilling
[19:28] Gunner: and the most trusting
[19:28] Gunner: because
[19:28] Fox nods
[19:28] Gunner: the slave gets from the Master what she needs to be complete
[19:29] Gunner: and the Master gets from the slave what He needs to be complete
[19:29] Gunner: one
[19:29] Gunner: woned
[19:29] Gunner: the other owning
[19:29] Gunner: one contro;d
[19:30] Gunner: the other controlling
[19:30] Gunner: to be a complete slave
[19:30] Gunner: you need to know how Masters think
[19:30] Gunner: what drives them
[19:30] Fox: i see my Master...nods gently
[19:30] Gunner: and you need to know
[19:31] Gunner: what slaves thing
[19:31] Gunner: what drives them
[19:31] Gunner: My job if you want to call it that is to teach you these things
[19:32] Gunner: tto show you how to think
[19:32] Gunner: your job is to learn
[19:32] Gunner: and sion you have
[19:32] Gunner: it is like everything I say to you
[19:32] Gunner: goes into your mind
[19:32] Gunner: and stays there
[19:33] Gunner: as a stubent you are a joy
[19:33] Gunner: a true slave
[19:34] Gunner: I will teach you things I dont often teach
[19:34] Fox blushes deeply
[19:34] Gunner: now listen
[19:34] Gunner: a slave is all deelings
[19:34] Fox: yes my Master
[19:34] Gunner: feelings
[19:35] Gunner: a slave gives
[19:35] Gunner: andf gives
[19:35] Gunner: a Master is all wants
[19:35] Gunner: desires
[19:35] Gunner: and takes
[19:36] Fox: yes my Master
[19:36] Gunner: when a slave gives a Master takes what she gives then takes more from her
[19:37] Gunner: the more He takes the more she gives
[19:37] Gunner: the complete each other
[19:37] Gunner: with Me you will learn to give
[19:37] Gunner: to obey
[19:37] Gunner: and to be slave
[19:38] Fox nods
[19:38] Gunner: when I send you out to your RL Master
[19:38] Gunner: you will be more slave
[19:38] Gunner: your body your mind and your heart
[19:38] Gunner: will all be His
[19:38] Gunner: because you will give it all to Him
[19:39] Fox closes her eyes shivers
[19:39] Gunner: you wiull need to
[19:39] Gunner: will
[19:39] Gunner: this is what it is to be slave
[19:39] Fox: yes my Master
[19:39] Gunner: needing to give all you are to a Mastert
[19:39] Gunner: are you sure this is what you want
[19:40] Fox: yes my Master it is...blushes
[19:40] Gunner: when you belly down naked to your Master and submit to Him
[19:40] Gunner: beg Hin for His collar
[19:41] Gunner: His complete ownership of ypu
[19:41] Gunner: you wil know deep in side that you are His peoperty
[19:41] Fox: yes my Master
[19:42] Gunner: when He locks His collar on your neck
[19:42] Gunner: takes what he now owns'
[19:42] Gunner: if ti is right
[19:42] Gunner: you will be complete
[19:43] Gunner: you will know
[19:43] Fox gently nods
[19:43] Gunner: you will feel it deeply
[19:44] Gunner: as he will
[19:45] Gunner: does any of this touch you
[19:45] Fox: yes my Master it does
[19:45] Gunner: how
[19:45] Gunner: remember feelings
[19:47] Fox: i could feel it seeping into me, making me shiver, yes i am a little frightened, but im happy for taking such a step, its like freeing all burdens i might have
[19:49] Gunner: you My sion
[19:49] Gunner: are stepping into a new life
[19:50] Fox blushes
[19:50] Gunner: sion
[19:50] Gunner: this new life
[19:50] Fox: yes my Master
[19:50] Gunner: is one of service
[19:50] Gunner: obeydance
[19:50] Gunner: and love
[19:51] Gunner: and in it you will be complete
[19:51] Gunner: you are just now feeling the completness the rightness of it
[19:51] Gunner: a heavy weight lifting from you
[19:52] Gunner: but beware
[19:52] Gunner: the past can hurt you
[19:53] Gunner: the lies that you have been taught can creap back in
[19:53] Gunner: you are getting free
[19:53] Gunner: free to be what you tru;y are
[19:53] Gunner: therer will ne doubts
[19:54] Gunner: and I want you to bring them to Me
[19:54] Fox nods...yes my Master
[19:54] Gunner: I am happy with you
[19:54] Gunner: you are one of the best I have ever had the chance to train
[19:55] Gunner: and to train you for another
[19:55] Fox: thank you my Master
[19:55] Gunner: makes me pleased
[19:56] Gunner: when I gve you a command toy obey
[19:56] Gunner: you
[19:56] Gunner: when your RL Master commands you
[19:56] Gunner: you will find that your heat may get wet
[19:56] Gunner: your nipples harden
[19:57] Gunner: again this is natural
[19:57] toni has entered chat range.
[19:57] Fox: yes my Master...blushes
[19:57] Gunner: My toni is on
[19:57] Fox smiles
[19:58] toni smiles, 'Greetings my Master'
[19:58] toni: Greetings sion
[19:58] Fox: greetings toni
[19:58] PocketPusssy kneels and hugs masterperry's hips.
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[20:05] Gunner: a slave is all about feelings
[20:05] Gunner: a Master is all desires and needs
[20:05] Gunner: one gives the other takes
[20:05] Gunner: a slave gives
[20:05] Gunner: a master takes
[20:06] Gunner: in this they complete each other
[20:06] Gunner: the slave needs to give of herself
[20:06] Gunner: a Master needs to own
[20:06] Gunner: so He takes what He owns
20:07] Gunner: when a slave
[20:07] Gunner: bellyes down naked and begs a collar
[20:07] Gunner: gives her total submission
[20:08] Gunner: this one acy complets her when the Master takes her
[20:08] Gunner: act
[20:08] Gunner: but
[20:08] Gunner: the Master neesds to understand and know what this submission truly is
[20:09] toni listens carefully
[20:09] Gunner: and He must respect it
[20:09] Gunner: for the full submission of a slave
[20:09] Gunner: is the only priceless thing left in the wro;d
[20:09] Gunner: world
[20:10] Gunner: it cant be bought
[20:10] toni: yes my Master, it is sacred
[20:10] Gunner: i cant be stoles or forced
[20:10] toni: it is love in its purest form
[20:10] Gunner: stolen
[20:10] Gunner: I told sion that I care for her
[20:10] Gunner: and I will protect her
[20:12] Gunner: sion
[20:12] Gunner: I love toni
[20:12] Fox: yes my Master
[20:12] Fox smiles
[20:12] Gunner: your Master will love you too if He is smart
[20:12] Gunner: if he is a fool send him to Me I will educate him
[20:12] Fox: yes my Master...blushes lightly
[20:13] Gunner: My wonderful toni
[20:13] Gunner: did you have a good night sleep
[20:14] Gunner: noty wanting to I gently let you down from My arms
[20:14] toni slips softly to her knees and smiles up at him with adoration
[20:14] toni: i .. had a troubled night as Alana is having troubles sleeping since school is out right now
[20:15] toni: she is having her schedule messed up from the holiday
[20:15] Gunner: did you and her take your walk
[20:16] toni: yes my Master
[20:16] toni: and i spent time dancing and did my errands
[20:16] Gunner: sion as I said as your training progresses you will find things about your self different
[20:16] Fox: yes my Master
[20:16] Gunner: you will find just the toought of your Master makes you hot
[20:17] toni grins (grin)
[20:17] toni: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
[20:17] Gunner: you sex drive will grow
[20:17] toni: yes very much so
[20:17] Gunner: do not fight this
[20:17] Gunner: imbrace it (dress it)
[20:18] Gunner: your master will desire you for your body but he will want you for your mind
[20:18] Fox nods...yes my Master..blushes lightly
[20:18] Gunner: a Master desires a slave for their bodies
[20:18] Gunner: but He wants them for their minds
[20:19] Gunner: all Mastere want a slave that they can talk with
[20:19] Gunner: any slave can please in the furs some better then othere "looking at My toni with a lick of My lips
[20:20] Fox: yes my Master, i can understand this each time my Beloved and i talk...smiles softly
[20:21] toni grins and glides her eyes up him lustily
[20:21] Gunner: when you and He talks are you finding your self more needing of His touch
[20:22] Fox: yes my Master, and it sends shivers through me
[20:22] Gunner: as you grow in your slavery this will grow also
[20:23] Gunner: My toni gets wet when she is thinking of Me as I get hard just in a simple passing thought of her
[20:24] Gunner: when a Master holds what He owns
[20:24] Gunner: knows that the femalle is His
[20:24] Gunner: his desire for her
[20:25] Gunner: if He is not in control of himself
[20:25] Gunner: can get away from Him
[20:25] Gunner: when a Master is in love with His slave this desire burns hotter then any other desire
[20:26] Gunner: and He need to own her more
[20:26] Gunner: a slave
[20:26] Gunner: has a desire to be ownde
[20:26] Gunner: property
[20:26] Gunner: controled
[20:27] Gunner: and the master gives her this
[20:27] Gunner: but
[20:27] Gunner: there is ont thing that must be there for it tp work
[20:27] Gunner: not love
[20:27] Gunner: trust
[20:28] toni: yes
[20:28] Gunner: love completes it
[20:28] Fox nods
[20:28] Gunner: trust makes it possible
[20:28] Gunner: if a slave cant have total trust in her Master he cant be her Master
[20:29] Gunner: this kind of trust cant be given
[20:29] Gunner: it must be erned
[20:29] Gunner: proven
[20:29] Gunner: tested
[20:29] Gunner: shown pure
[20:30] Gunner: sometimes
[20:30] Gunner: a Master will screw up
[20:30] Gunner: then it is His place to ern that trust back\
[20:30] Gunner: to get His Honor back
[20:31] Gunner: in My life as gorean
[20:31] Gunner: I know many even Myself that has made screwups
[20:31] Gunner: but we can regain the trust needed to make a Master slave releationship work
[20:32] Gunner: sion I am telling you this for a good reasion
[20:32] Gunner: it may happen to you
[20:32] Fox nods..yes my Master i understand
[20:32] Gunner: and I wouldnt want it to hurt you to the point you give uo on your slavery
[20:33] Gunner: I am Gorean
[20:33] Gunner: a Master and a slaver
[20:33] Gunner: and I made some of the biggest screwups any can make
[20:33] Gunner: and I know slaves
[20:34] Gunner: no one is purfect
[20:34] Gunner: but two can be purfect for each other
[20:34] Gunner: again I lookj to My toni love and desire in My hazee eyes
[20:35] toni smiles to him with love and trust
[20:36] Gunner: when I commanded you to get naked and recite the slave mantra sion what did you truly feel
[20:36] Fox: i felt the tightening in my belly, warmth running through me, my Master
[20:37] Gunner: the slave girl that had been fighting to get out
[20:37] Gunner: I think she is growing
[20:37] Gunner: getting stronger
[20:37] Gunner: My toni
[20:38] Gunner: I dreamed about you again
[20:38] Gunner: why did you bite my thigh
[20:39] Gunner: when I woke up I felt your teath
[20:40] toni giggles
[20:40] toni: i do not know that one my Master i will have to look it up
[20:40] toni: i am sure i had the wrong leg is all
[20:40] Fox smiles lightly
[20:40] Gunner: giggle all you want I want to know why you bit me
20:41] Gunner: you want to bite someone else leg hmmm
[20:41] toni: i think i was wanting the middle leg, my Master
[20:41] Gunner: maybe I need to shorten your chains
[20:42] Gunner: bite me there and we will both hurt
[20:42] Gunner: sion when a Master finds his slave
[20:43] Gunner: the one that was born just to belong to Him
[20:43] Fox purses her lips trying not to laugh, smiles looking back to him
[20:43] Gunner: something happens top both
[20:43] Gunner: to both
[20:43] Gunner: at first their wourlds collode
[20:44] Gunner: then merge into one
[20:44] Gunner: whgen I find a new student
[20:44] Gunner: and feel she is a true slave
[20:44] Fox bires her lower lip chewing it
[20:44] Gunner: I hold her tight and teach her all I can
[20:45] Gunner: wjen I bought toni in the hub I was buying for the vilage
[20:45] Gunner: but I couldnt
[20:45] Gunner: I had to buy her for Myself
[20:46] Gunner: I knew from the first she was Mine
[20:46] Gunner: as I knew from the first you are slave
[20:46] Gunner: I only hope you and your RL can find what I have
[20:46] Gunner: toni still needs training
[20:47] Fox: yes my Master
[20:47] Gunner: the kiond of training you will need when I am done training you
[20:47] toni: yes i do
[20:47] Gunner: the training only your master can give you
[20:47] Fox nods gently
[20:48] Gunner: before then you need to learn to thing and feel slave
[20:48] Gunner: think
[20:48] Gunner: toni
[20:48] Gunner: what is a slave
[20:49] toni: a slave is owned property
[20:50] Gunner: I own you
[20:50] toni: yes my Master
[20:50] Gunner: so are you a slve with a Master or the slave of a Master
[20:50] toni: i am the slave of a Master
[20:50] Gunner: what is the differance
[20:51] Gunner: beep
[20:52] toni: the difference is:
[20:52] toni: a slave with a Master implies the slave owns the Master as the word "with" implies ownership
[20:52] toni: slaves own nothing
[20:52] toni: they are owned
[20:53] Gunner: and this is why you are My slave and My fg
[20:53] toni: yes my Master
[20:53] Gunner: see her body I desire her mind I want
[20:55] Gunner: when a slave can have intelagent talks with her Master make him think entertain Him with her Mind she is a complete slave
[20:55] Gunner: ant girl can fucjk
[20:55] Gunner: qa slave is more then a fuck
[20:56] toni nods and nods
[20:56] Gunner: a slave makes her Master think
[20:56] Gunner: she intertains him
[20:56] Gunner: SHE MAKES hIM WANT TO BE WITH HER
[20:56] Gunner: damn cap lock
[20:56] Fox nods ()
[20:57] Gunner: sion you can fuck
[20:57] toni giggles
[20:57] Gunner: as slave you need to entertain your Master away from the furs
[20:57] Fox blushes then nods..yes my Master
[20:58] Gunner: what you cant fuck?? hmmm
[20:58] Gunner: that will make My job harder
[20:58] Fox smirks at him, wrinkling her nose
[20:58] Gunner: who says school cant be fun
[20:59] Gunner: maybe I will change the school moto from I train the mind to I tran the slave to fuck
[20:59] Fox giggles
[21:00] Gunner: come on girls I am trying to make it fun here
[21:00] Fox: yes my Master
[21:00] Gunner: OK sion you have been My student for a week or so
[21:01] Gunner: I have had long talkes with you
[21:01] Fox: yes my Master, i believe so
[21:01] Fox nods ()
[21:01] Gunner: what is the first thought a slave should have about all she does
[21:02] Gunner: pencles ready
[21:02] Gunner: I will give you a hint
[21:02] Fox: to make her Master proud in all she does
[21:02] Gunner: almost that is a c-
[21:02] toni: i think i know
[21:02] Fox blushes
[21:03] toni: may i try to answer my Master?
[21:03] Gunner: will this please my Master
[21:03] Gunner: toni you next
[21:03] toni: i was going to say that my Master only because i have already learned that one
[21:04] Gunner: and not the book answer this needs to come from you toni
[21:04] Gunner: what is a slaves first and most importent duty
21:05] toni: to please her Master
[21:06] Gunner: to be fully obeydant in this she will please her Master so toni you get a c
[21:07] toni: yes my Master
[21:07] Gunner: when a slave obeys her Master she pleases him
[21:08] Gunner: sion do you understand this
[21:08] Fox: yes my Master
[21:08] Gunner: be obeying your Master
[21:08] Gunner: you show Him He was right when He collared you
[21:08] Fox nods ()
[21:08] Gunner: and in this you please him
[21:09] Gunner: toni as you grew in My collar
[21:09] Gunner: did yopu find your sex drive grow
[21:09] toni: yes my Master
[21:10] Gunner: can you tell Me whay this happened
[21:10] Gunner: why
[21:10] toni: i think i can
[21:10] Gunner: ok (ok)
[21:10] Gunner: tell Me
[21:11] toni: i began to feel more feminine and less like having to be a man, always wearing the pants... i felt i could let that man stuff go and be fully female and it made me feel more beautiful and desirable, sexier ... and there is this tension that is created in being collared and at the mercy of another that is highly erotic, i think that had something to do with it as well
[21:12] Gunner: good very good toni A+
[21:13] Fox smiles
[21:13] toni: ohh!
[21:13] toni smiles and exhales, relieved
[21:13] Gunner: as you leyt go of all the wrong feelinngs you felt female
[21:13] Gunner: the mopre you grew the more female you became
[21:14] Gunner: females are sexual creaturs
[21:14] Gunner: hell you have an orgen that is only for sexual pleasure men dont
[21:15] Gunner: sion as you grow in your slavery you will feel more and more female
[21:16] Gunner: you will stop fighting these feeelings and embrace them
[21:16] Fox nods..yes my Master
[21:16] Gunner: and soon you will desire them
21:16] Gunner: a female slave
[21:16] Gunner: is the most beautiful desirable and wanted
[21:17] Gunner: no true Man can knoe till He has owned one
[21:17] Gunner: when you are held in the arms of youe master
[21:17] Gunner: owned property
[21:18] Gunner: He will know wjhat it is to be a Man
[21:18] Gunner: and you will know what iot is to be female
[21:18] Gunner: some Masters fight
[21:19] Gunner: the true feelings thay have for their slaves
[21:19] Gunner: as Master thay can
[21:19] Gunner: slaves cant they must give in to the feelings they are not allowed to deny them
[21:20] Gunner: a smart Master
[21:20] Gunner: will feel deeply for His slave and the smartest of them fall in love with their slaves
[21:21] Gunner: for a Master
[21:21] Gunner: His slave is a part of Him
[21:21] toni smiles looking over and up at him with her eyes shining
[21:21] Gunner: he owns her
[21:21] Gunner: she is not His girlfrined
[21:22] Gunner: she is not His wife she may be but she is more she is His slave
[21:22] Gunner: a wife is a p[artner
[21:22] Gunner: a slave is owned
[21:22] Fox nods
[21:23] Gunner: so how much more will He want her if He owns her
[21:23] Gunner: Masters
[21:23] Gunner: have a need deep drivimg
[21:23] Gunner: to own
[21:23] Gunner: when they desire a slave
[21:24] Gunner: thay Must own them
[21:24] Gunner: they may marry them
[21:24] Gunner: but they own them first last and always
[21:25] Gunner: OK
21:25] Gunner: a man may marry a female then make her His slave
[21:25] Gunner: or he may make His slave His wife
[21:25] Gunner: but she is His slave always
[21:26] Gunner: is she is a true slave
[21:26] Gunner: a marrage will not be enouugh for her
[21:26] Gunner: she needs to be slave owned comtroled property
[21:27] Gunner: only as slave does she know her Master truly desires her
[21:27] Gunner: shge knows the depth of his desire
[21:28] Gunner: He owns her
[21:28] Gunner: this is how much He desires her
[21:28] Gunner: when a slave is owned
[21:28] Gunner: contro;ed
[21:29] Gunner: property she knows her place and knows in her mind and heart what she is to her Master
[21:29] Gunner: the most desirable of females
[21:29] Gunner: as slave
[21:30] Gunner: you need to be that
[21:30] Gunner: the most deserable of females
[21:30] Fox: yes my Master
[21:30] Gunner: am I confusing you sion or you toni
[21:30] toni: no not at all my Master
[21:30] Fox shakes her head...no my Master
[21:30] toni: it makes perfect sense to me
[21:31] Gunner: to be a slave
[21:31] Gunner: you need to know Masters
[21:31] Gunner: to be Master
[21:31] Gunner: he needss to know slaves
[21:31] Gunner: a Master
[21:31] Gunner: can ,make a slaves life heven or hell
[21:32] Gunner: a smile to His slave makes her heart sing
[21:32] Gunner: a cross word crushes her
[21:32] Gunner: He as Master needs to know this
[21:33] Gunner: and you as slave needs to accept this about your self
[21:33] Fox nods
[21:33] Gunner: sion if your Master found pleasure with another slave
[21:34] Gunner: what do you think you would feel
[21:34] Gunner: remember Honest feelings here
[21:35] Fox: a little sad, but im be happy and thrilled that He is being pleased and that would also pleases me
[21:35] Gunner: I need a char with coushions for My slaves
[21:35] toni: yes my Master
21:36] Gunner: now you toni
[21:36] toni: i will need to talk to you about furnishing this place in time....
[21:37] Gunner: say I took sion to the furs and found pleasure with her how would you feel
[21:37] toni: i do not know, i answered this question before but now i do not know anymore
[21:38] toni: a part of me would feel turned on, a part would feel left out and hurt, a part would not care because it has nothing to do with my relationship with you
[21:38] Gunner: the truth is the right answere
[21:39] Gunner: I could always tie you up and make you watch :)
[21:39] toni chuckles
[21:39] Gunner: I am getting bad
[21:40] Fox smiles
[21:40] toni: it is no worries my Master, i like it when you are bad
[21:41] toni: i know dana serves you in the furs in RL and it does not bother me, i am not there and cannot do it and i am glad someone is so that you can be relaxed and fulfilled
[21:41] Gunner: thing is
[21:41] Gunner: well never mind
[21:41] Gunner: you know
[21:41] toni: know what my Master?
[21:42] Gunner: that it is you I desire
[21:42] toni: yes my Master
[21:42] toni: but still i am glad you have someone serving you
[21:42] Gunner: My desire burns deep and hot
[21:43] Gunner: sion your RL Master has this desire also
[21:43] Fox nods
[21:43] Gunner: just as a slave desires to be owned
[21:43] Gunner: a need to be slave
[21:44] Gunner: only one thing can make her slave
[21:44] Gunner: being owned
[21:44] Gunner: this
[21:44] Gunner: fills her with joy it frees her to be female
[21:44] Gunner: she no longer has to decide
[21:45] Gunner: her Master will
[21:45] Gunner: toni said it well a few times
[21:46] Gunner: a slave obeys and is a good girl the Master takes all the responcibulity
[21:46] toni: yes he has the hard part, all the work.. all she has to do is obey
[21:46] Gunner: toni I do love you
[21:47] toni: yes my Master, and i love you
[21:47] Gunner: sion have you learned anything in the last week
[21:48] Fox: i believe so my Master
[21:48] Gunner: has the way you think changed at all
[21:49] Gunner: have your feelings changed
[21:49] Fox: it has some, my Master, i will admit i am still a little hesitent
[21:49] Gunner: ;ets go with that
[21:49] Gunner: why
[21:50] Gunner: what is it that makes you so
[21:50] Fox: i have a little shy streak, always had since i was young my Master, so it take me a bit to jump
[21:51] Gunner: you already took the big jump
[21:51] Fox: yes my Master
[21:52] Gunner: My toni
[21:52] toni: yes my Master?
[21:52] Gunner: she has a lot to fear
[21:52] Gunner: but she is slave
[21:52] Gunner: and My slave
[21:52] toni: there is nothing to fear
[21:52] Gunner: ty Mine
[21:52] toni: i am not afraid at all
[21:52] Fox smiles
[21:53] toni: i feel at total peace
[21:53] toni: and joy... complete
[21:53] Gunner: someday soon I will have you in RL and take you as Mine
[21:54] toni: yes my Master *smiles and smiles soft*
[21:54] Gunner: sion when you obey
[21:55] Gunner: when you hear a command from your Master
[21:55] Gunner: you will feel a compoulsion to obey Him
[21:55] Gunner: a drive
[21:56] Gunner: and when you do
[21:56] Gunner: you will be filled with joy
[21:56] Fox: yes my Master
21:57] Gunner: when a slave obeys her Master
[21:57] Gunner: she is filling a need in her self
[21:58] Gunner: she is pleasing her Master
[21:58] Gunner: and in pleasing Him she is pleasing herself
[21:58] toni smiles
[21:59] Gunner: look at it like a curcle
[21:59] Gunner: in a curcle
[21:59] Gunner: joined
21:59] Gunner: in pleasing him she is pleasing herself
[22:00] toni: yes *smiles* and it is perfect and beautiful
[22:01] Gunner: sion you need to look deep inside youe self as I have said
[22:01] Gunner: in there is the slave
[22:01] Fox: yes my Master
[22:02] Gunner: ty sion
[22:02] Fox smiles
[22:03] Fox: may i kennel for the night my Master, tis growing late
[22:03] Gunner: yes you may
[22:03] toni: sleep sweet dear sion and sweetest of dreams
[22:03] Gunner: remember
[22:03] Gunner: slave mantra naked in nadu
[22:03] Fox: thank you my Master, yes my Master
[22:04] Fox: good night my Master, sweet dreams dear toni
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Day2:Administration Slave Wine, Serve
[16:12] Gunner: sion
[16:12] Gunner: you are exquisite
[16:12] Fox: thank you my Master
[16:12] Gunner: your beauty comes from inside you
[16:13] Gunner: the slave I see
[16:13] Gunner: is more then the slave you feel now
[16:14] Gunner: the fire that burns inside you
[16:14] Gunner: the slave you are
[16:15] Gunner: moving close to you I reach into the pouch on My belt and remove a small green vile
[16:15] Fox looks to him shrinking back some
[16:15] Gunner: holding it up to you "this is slave wine"
[16:16] Gunner: I take a fistfull of your hair and pull your head back as I break the seal
[16:16] Fox pales as her eyes widens a little as she looks to teh vail, struggles hisses at the grip
[16:16] Gunner: "swollow it all" I place the opening to your sweet lips and pour it into your mouth
[16:17] Fox gasps gagging a little, whimpers as she swallows the contents, coughing
[16:17] Gunner: dropping the vile I cover your mouth with My hand
[16:17] Fox shakes her head, tears forming looking at him helplessly trembling
[16:17] Gunner: "sion tonght you have had slave wine
[16:18] Gunner: the time for your opening is close
[16:18] Fox pants heavily, clenching her small fists
[16:18] Gunner: "tell Me how does it feel knowing that I will be opening you soon"
[16:20] Fox: frightening, uncertainty...she looks to him swallowing hard still tasting teh bitterness in her mouth
[16:20] Gunner: berin Me a bowl of paga and you may have a small sip of water
[16:20] Fox: yes my Master
[16:26] Fox moves pass him with care, rubbing a little at the back of her head where he had gripped her hair, entering, she moves to teh kitchen salon, finding the bottle of paga upon the shelf she gently uncorks it, remembering he prefers it heated, she pours it lightly into the kettle before returning it to the shelf, reaching up upon the top shelf she found the blue and gold bowl of his, her muscles tight as she stretches, she coukld feel the warmth from the hearth, causing her to flush and small beads of sweat formed upon her pale flesh, wiping out the bowl with the edge of what was left of her silks she sets it down upon the counter, carefully picking up the kettle she fills the bowl with the paga, she was shaking a little, shakes her head to calm herself she sets the kettle back down.....<c>
[16:30] Fox picks the bowl with care she turns upon her feet, emerald eyes gazes out as she moves with sensual care, approaches him, purses her lips lightly as she steps lightly, gently melting down to her knees she brought the bowl up, lowering her head as she proffers it to him, her arms stretched before her as she spoke softly....your paga my Master, hope tis to your liking and that it refreshes you...she whispers trying to keep calm under his gaze
Day4:Journal
Much been said in today's lessons and much happened.
I got to meet the Master's first girl. She seems kind enough and well knowledge. Im glad to have the chance to meet and talk with her.
Im still quite shaken from what the Master had me do this day. Removing my belt, tossing it to the side then fetching it. Even the thought of it has my heart thumping and my breathing quickening. The thought of moving upon the command was a little nervous, yet thrilling almost.
And he is right, its best that I come to understand my Beloved, this way I know what to expect and how to please Him more. How much I want to please Him? How much I want Him happy and proud of me? He already knows that I would do anything for Him, that my feelings for Him is deep. As His feelings for me.
I missed out talking to Him this afternoon, making me sad, but I will make it up to Him fully. I want ot hear His voice and let Him know all that is happening.
The Master also requested and had me fix up his seal for him. Just placing 'Gunner's slave School," across the slaver seal. He was very pleased with it and Im glad to do such a small thing for him.
I feel so hot as my body tightens more and more each day as I recite the mantra and kneeling. Also, doing these little things has me going almost light headed, like being drained and dizzy.
I placed my hand to my throat earlier, as if i could feel the thin steel band upon it, then to my heart knowing that one is forming there as well, slowly but its there i could feel it as i could feel the young female struggling to come through. One so pleasing and sensual. I dream and wish to be her. Knowing that soon that dream be a reality.
Im still quite shaken from what the Master had me do this day. Removing my belt, tossing it to the side then fetching it. Even the thought of it has my heart thumping and my breathing quickening. The thought of moving upon the command was a little nervous, yet thrilling almost.
And he is right, its best that I come to understand my Beloved, this way I know what to expect and how to please Him more. How much I want to please Him? How much I want Him happy and proud of me? He already knows that I would do anything for Him, that my feelings for Him is deep. As His feelings for me.
I missed out talking to Him this afternoon, making me sad, but I will make it up to Him fully. I want ot hear His voice and let Him know all that is happening.
I feel so hot as my body tightens more and more each day as I recite the mantra and kneeling. Also, doing these little things has me going almost light headed, like being drained and dizzy.
I placed my hand to my throat earlier, as if i could feel the thin steel band upon it, then to my heart knowing that one is forming there as well, slowly but its there i could feel it as i could feel the young female struggling to come through. One so pleasing and sensual. I dream and wish to be her. Knowing that soon that dream be a reality.
Day2:Lessons
[10:01] Fox looks up at Him as He approaches slips down to her knees, emerald eyes glances to Him then lowers lightly
[10:01] Gunner: come here Mine up in My lap
[10:01] Fox: yes my Master
[10:02] Gunner: tell Me Mine what have you been doing while I was away
[10:02] Fox gently moves closer she slips into his lap a faint blush still crosses her cheeks
[10:03] Fox: i've been practicing my kneeling as you have asked and repeating the verse you sent me
[10:03] Gunner: have you been keeping up with your rightings
[10:03] Gunner: wrightings
[10:03] Gunner: writing
[10:03] Gunner: cant spell topday
[10:03] Fox: i fell behind only a little cuz i got distracted in rl...she admits lowering her gaze
[10:04] Gunner: distracted by what?? Nothing is more importent then obeying Me
[10:06] Fox: i..i was on the phone mostly with Him...she whispers...plus trying to find work myself atm
[10:06] Gunner: that is OK then if you were talking to your other Master
[10:07] Fox nods lightly
[10:07] Gunner: what kind of work are you looking for
[10:08] Fox: nothing to straining, used to do house keeping, but been thinking of just setting up a small booth and sell crafts that i do by hand
[10:08] Gunner: sion I am working on a seculed for your training I need times you wull be on line
[10:09] Gunner: some will be SL but most will be RL geared to make you a better slave in life
[10:09] Fox nods...i have work at a club only 4 days a week, three of them mon, tues and fri is from 2-4, wed i work 6-10
[10:10] Fox: thats a sl job
[10:10] Gunner: is that SL time of CST
[10:10] Fox: have to help pay teirs...wrinkles nose
[10:10] Fox: sl time
[10:10] Gunner: pay teirs??
[10:10] Fox: help nessa pay for the land
[10:10] Fox: sorry my spelling is off as well still waking up
[10:11] Fox: tiers...smacks forhead
[10:11] Gunner: well she gets 2000 L from Me each month I was a little behind this month had to move some money around from savings to My checking
[10:11] Fox nods
[10:11] Fox: she should be on later
[10:15] Fox: but my free times are usually in the late afternoons except saturdays unless i could get on late
[10:17] Gunner: the afterneen will work and so will late if you can manage it
[10:17] Gunner: afternoon
[10:17] Fox nods
[10:17] Gunner: are you alone and behind a closed door
[10:18] Fox shakes head....i have to take my roommate to work in about an hour and half, then im pretty much be alone after that
[10:19] Gunner: at that time I will start workoing with you
[10:19] Fox purses her lips lightly as she looks up at him
[10:19] Gunner: till then twll Me when you recite the slave mantra how does it make you feel
[10:20] Gunner: when you think about a collar on your neck how does it male yopu feel
[10:21] Gunner: are you here
[10:21] Fox: as i recite the mantra i get a sense of light headedness and i feel as if something being lifted from me
[10:22] Gunner: do you know what that something is??
[10:22] Fox shakes her head...no my Master
[10:23] Gunner: what it is is the heavy chains that you have worn most of your life
[10:24] Gunner: the chains that have been on you from all the thoughts you have been fed about a female and male being the same and equals
[10:24] Gunner: when you decide that you were a slave
[10:24] Gunner: submissave
[10:24] Fox: i..i see
[10:25] Gunner: that started to weaken the chains
[10:25] Gunner: then when you came to me for training it weakened them even more
[10:26] Fox nods...it seems to make sense
[10:27] Gunner: think about it all your life you have been tols that Men and woman were the same equal only a few different body parts
[10:28] Gunner: but the truth is that Men and woman are different
[10:28] Gunner: they think differently
10:28] Gunner: they have diferent needs
[10:28] Gunner: Men need to own and control if they are Honest with themselves
[10:29] Gunner: and females need to be owned and controled if they are honest with themselves
[10:29] Fox bites her lip
[10:29] Gunner: you have a deep need to be owned
[10:30] Gunner: if I didnt feel it i never would have agreed to train you
[10:30] Fox: and yet struggle with it...whispers admitting , then nods
[10:30] Gunner: when you admitted this to first yurself
[10:30] Gunner: then to Me you took the first step to a happy and fulfilling life
[10:31] Gunner: sion your training has just started in time that strugglke will be gone
[10:31] Fox: yes my Master
[10:32] Gunner: if you fully obey Me and listen to all I say and learn what it is I am teaching you
[10:32] Gunner: you will wake up one day soon
[10:32] Gunner: and the first thought you will have
[10:32] Gunner: will be "i hope i can please my Master today'
[10:33] Fox slowly nods
[10:33] Gunner: no matter if that Master is Me here in SL or your RL Master
[10:33] Gunner: your need to please and serve will surface
[10:34] Gunner: you will gorw and be an equesit slave one that will bring jopy and pride to your Master
[10:35] Gunner: and in doing so it will bring Me pride and pleasure
[10:35] Fox blushes some
[10:35] Gunner: there will be lots of times we will just talk like now
[10:35] Gunner: but always remember even this is training
[10:36] Gunner: your RL Master does He have issues with you being trained and soon used in the furs by Me
[10:37] Gunner: I see it this way
[10:37] Gunner: He owns you in RL
[10:37] Gunner: I am training youi for Him
[10:37] Fox: He knows im here, seeking aid, knowing that it wont interfer with His or mine relationship
[10:38] Gunner: it wont interfeer no but it will cross over into yours and His releationship
[10:38] Fox swallows some nodding
[10:39] Gunner: as you learn more and more about your self as you begen to feel more and more a slave
[10:39] Gunner: it will move into your RL
[10:39] Fox: i see my Master
[10:39] Gunner: good girl
[10:40] Gunner: it is nice to have an intelagent student and slave
[10:40] Fox blushes more dropping her head some...and frightened
[10:40] Gunner: "Are Men and females equal and if not how are they not"?
[10:41] Gunner: looking softly into your warm eyes as i wate for your answere
[10:42] Fox: men and females arnt equal, for by nature if a man should choose, he is one who is in need to control and master, as for the female by nature should she give into it wanting to be owned and controlled
[10:44] Gunner: a small smile comes accross My face then again I look deeply into your eyes "soni do you belive this to be truth is it truth for you"?
[10:45] Fox peeks up at him....i believe it is, even how much i struggle and fear, i know it to be truth deep within
[10:57] Gunner: I can understand the strugle Mine but tell Me what is it that you fear
[10:58] Gunner: be open and fullly Honest with Me
[10:58] Gunner: do not worry about that I will be Perving you soon
[10:59] Fox: the fear is that it might not be true and that i couldnt be myself, that i must stay hidden and bound by the rules of society
[10:59] Gunner: soni when I know your ready I will open you for pleasure
[10:59] Fox blushes hotly
[10:59] Gunner: in this society we do have to hide a few aspects of our true selves but
[11:00] Gunner: never that fact your a slave
[11:00] Gunner: if people dont understand well that is their loss not yours
[11:00] Fox nods slowly
[11:01] Gunner: never allow someone or society to dictate to you who and what you are
[11:01] Gunner: that is My job
[11:01] Gunner: be proud your a slave
[11:02] Gunner: wear your collar in the open and with pride in the Master that has put it on your neck
[11:02] Gunner: for it shows ALL how much He desires you
[11:02] Gunner: how much He wants you
[11:02] Gunner: and in time how much He loves you
[11:02] Gunner: about that
[11:02] Gunner: love
[11:03] Gunner: something you need to know
[11:03] Gunner: a lot of Masters will not allow themselves to fall in love with their slaves
[11:03] Fox bites lip
[11:03] Gunner: they feel that loving them gets in the way of owning and Mastering them
[11:03] Gunner: I talk about this often to many Masters
[11:04] Gunner: it doesne get in the way what it does is make her more yours
[11:04] Gunner: for the Master that loves His slave keeps her in a tighter and more complete slavery
[11:05] Gunner: He will demand and get more from her
[11:05] Gunner: Hw will expect her to be perficty for Him
[11:05] Gunner: perfict
[11:06] Gunner: your needs to serve
[11:06] Gunner: to please and to be owned
[11:06] Gunner: they are a part of you
[11:06] Gunner: they are deep and will only grow and get stronger
[11:07] Fox: yes my Master...shivers a little
[11:08] Gunner: soni you do want to be complete and happy right
[11:08] Gunner: for you the only way you can be is to completly give into these feelings
[11:08] Gunner: I know this will be hard at first
[11:09] Gunner: but I promass you in a short time it will be easy and you wil begen to feel right
[11:10] Gunner: when I command you to do something or your RL Master commands you to do something and you obey does this not make you feel happy
[11:10] Fox nods....yes tis what i want, and yes it does make me feel happy...blushes peeking up shyly
[11:11] Gunner: while I was gone and you obeyd Me and praticed nadu or did your writings how did it make you feel
[11:12] Fox: it made me feel calm, happy almost, even though i was confused starting it
[11:12] Gunner: It will be confusing I am your SL Master and your RL trainer
[11:13] Fox: yes my Master
[11:14] Gunner: touch your neck feel no collar there yet and then try to feel what a locked collar will feel like (If your RL Master has placed a collar there tell Me how it feels to touch ut))
[11:15] Gunner: at this time I uslay have the slave place a training collar on her neck in RL
[11:16] Gunner: you will ask your RL Master if I can have you wear a training collar in RL when I am working with you
[11:16] Fox shivers some...i wear one of my own chains about my neck, til i get to be with Him, and yet i feel as if i do have a full collar about me, sturdy and strong such as His will upon me
[11:16] Fox nods lightly
[11:17] Gunner: if He allows it the collar will make My training of you more real
[11:18] Fox: yes my Master, i'll see about it when i talk to Him next time...bites her lip blushing
[11:18] Gunner: I will exoect and demand you to always be open and honest with Me I demand that you give Me any feelings I ask from you
[11:19] Gunner: feelings are what guide a slave
[11:19] Gunner: they are what makes her slave and a joy to own
[11:19] Gunner: a slave ls not permitted to hide her feelings
[11:20] Gunner: a slave in training must allow her feelings to control her actions and thoughts
[11:20] Fox nods..yes my Master, is just remembering something my Master mentioned
[11:21] Gunner: what is??
[11:21] Gunner: a collar??
[11:21] Fox purses her lip whimpers softly
[11:22] Fox: that when He takes me He will collar me and marked me just as He takes me, making His kitten purr for Him begging for His milk...blushes more drops her head against his chest
[11:22] Gunner: if He needs to know where to find some nice collars I know just the place for Him
[11:22] Gunner: I want to talk to Him sometime
[11:22] Gunner: it sounds like He is the right Master for you
[11:23] Gunner: I want to assure Him I don't want to own you in RL but I want to train you
[11:23] Fox nods lightly
[11:24] Gunner: also He needs to understand a few things too
[11:24] Fox: Hes rarely on the computer, cuz of work
[11:24] Gunner: such as I will be commanding you to do things in RL that are part of your training
[11:26] Gunner: when I collared and took dana I made her Mine I marked her and will make it a lifetime mark after we are together one year
[11:26] Fox: i see and that is good
[11:26] Gunner: I have a friend that will make Me a branding iron
[11:27] Fox: sounds like Him...smirks wrinkling her nose
[11:28] Fox: Hes taking classes to learn how to make such thing and also the delicate art of the tatoo branding
[11:28] Gunner: when I branded My maryln it affected her in a way that made her more slave something about a Master burniing Hios mark on a slaves body makes the slave know deeply she is His property
[11:29] Fox nods paling a little
[11:30] Gunner: I can telll you this the pain is part of it but as in child burth the pain fades quickly and is not remembered just that pure feeling of being owned remains
[11:31] Gunner: dana wants Me to brand her sooner but I know that if we remain together a year then she is Mine always if a releatonship is going to go bad that happens in the first year
[11:31] Fox swallows hard nodding...i was warned what to expect and that afterwards He doesnt want me to do too much until i heal fully
[11:32] Gunner: when it happens it will itch as it heals
[11:32] Gunner: you need to never scratch it
[11:33] Gunner: the branding is not just a mark on your body
[11:33] Gunner: the mark goes deeper
[11:33] Fox: Hes planning to have it on my back, Hes going to do it when..um...blushes hotly...as He fills me and takes me
[11:33] Gunner: it also markes your mind your thoughts and your feelings
[11:34] Fox: i..i understand
[11:34] Gunner: just keep this one thought in mind a brand is forever
[11:35] Gunner: unlike a tattoo that can be removed simply a brand cant be removed
[11:35] Fox nods...yes my Master
[11:36] Gunner: soni I care for you deeply you are My SL slave and as such I feel responcibule for you
[11:36] Gunner: more then that I am also training you for RL and that makes Me more responcibule
[11:37] Gunner: when I am finished with your training you will obey without thinking
[11:37] Fox purses her lips, swallowing hard
[11:37] Gunner: you will find your self needing to serve
[11:38] Gunner: needing to be pleasing
[11:38] Gunner: I dont train every slave that askes Me to
[11:39] Gunner: some I feel dont have the intelagance to be slave and if I did train them they would get hurt buy others
[11:39] Gunner: by
[11:39] Gunner: I take and show you how to pull all these needs to serve to please to obey
[11:40] Fox: if i may ask, how am i different from others who asked
[11:40] Gunner: and make them the center of your life they guide your actions and your thoughts
[11:40] Fox: yes my Master
[11:40] Gunner: you are smart enough not toi fall for the wrong type of Master
[11:41] Fox blushes dropping her eyes
[11:41] Gunner: when you submit to a Master in RL
[11:41] Gunner: it will be a full and honest submission
[11:41] Gunner: you will be giving your self completly yo Him
[11:41] Gunner: to
[11:42] Gunner: what I train you will be a part of you
[11:42] Gunner: you will ojnly be able to please and serve Him to obey Him without question but that can only happen if you trust Him
[11:43] Gunner: Masters are not purfict we are Men and we do make mistakes but a true Master will admit when He has made a mistake or an errior in judgement this is part of Mastering your self
[11:44] Fox nods...i see my Master
[11:44] Gunner: you reaining will also include lessions in Masters
[11:44] Gunner: to be slave you also need to understand how Masters think
[11:45] Fox: i will do my best my Master
[11:45] Gunner: yes you will
[12:07] Gunner: are you alnoe now
[12:07] Fox: pretty much so
[12:08] Gunner: nadu at the keyboard
[12:08] Gunner: dont think just obey
[12:08] Fox: yes my Master
[12:09] Gunner: now close your eyes for a moment and then tell Me how it felt to obey Me in RL
[12:10] Fox: like a tightening warmth running through me, eagerness and happy
[12:11] Gunner: you My sion are a good girl
[12:11] Fox blushes..i try to be
[12:12] Gunner: are your knees open as wide as you can have them or do I need to kick them open
[12:12] Fox whimpers...im adjusting them, feels kinda strange
[12:13] Gunner: when you pratice nadu you need to open your knees as wide as you can the nadu position is bot for you it is for your Master so if He should look at you He can see all He owns
[12:13] Gunner: bot=not
[12:13] Fox nods
[12:14] Gunner: and as slave what you should desire is for your Master to look at you
12:14] Gunner: a slave wants to be the center of her Masters world
[12:14] Gunner: she wants her Master to notice her
[12:15] Gunner: she also has to know that when He does He may jusrt command her to serve Him pleasure him or just push her to her knees and use her
[12:15] Fox: oh
[12:16] Gunner: so the slave must always be ready for her Masters use
[12:16] Gunner: jno matter if that is sexual or just to be thee for Him to look at
[12:16] Fox shivers some nodding...yes my Master i understand
[12:17] Gunner: one thing you will notice as your training progresses is that your sexual side will come more and more to the surface
[12:18] Gunner: as your slavery becomes more and more real when you talk to your Master you will feel needs
[12:18] Gunner: you will get wet
[12:18] Fox: thats why i feel a tightening inside isnt it...blushes hotly
[12:18] Gunner: this mat also happen with me as I train you and it is not something to be conserned about it is normal
[12:19] Fox nods
[12:20] Gunner: the relationship between a slave and her trainer can get intense
[12:20] Fox bites her lip...almost as intense as that of her and her Master
[12:21] Gunner: she looks to Him for guidence
[12:21] Gunner: she looks to Him for understanding of her feelings
[12:22] Gunner: and yes it can get tahe strong and it is My responcibulity to make sure she alyaws knows I am your Trainer not your RL Master
[12:23] Fox nods slowly
[12:23] Fox: i see my Master
[12:23] Gunner: you will be telling Me things that you would not tell anyone else besides your RL Master
[12:24] Gunner: you mat sit in the chair now
[12:24] Gunner: may
[12:24] Fox: yes my Master, thank you
[12:25] Gunner: ok when I command you to do something in RL
[12:25] Gunner: what you will do is obey Me
[12:25] Fox nods
[12:26] Fox: i understand...offers a small smile
[12:28] Gunner: if you dont understand you may ask
[12:28] Fox: yes my Master, i be sure to ask if i hit a bump of not understanding
[12:30] Gunner: I do try to make all My commands understandabule
[12:30] Gunner: sometimes My spelling and typos can get confusing
[12:31] Fox nods smiling some...tis only natural, i guess, for not everyone can spell right
[12:32] Gunner: tell Mew this and be honest
[12:32] Gunner: Me
[12:32] Gunner: are you begining to FEEL more like a slave
[12:33] Gunner: are you finding it more natural to obey Me
[12:33] Fox: honestly, yes, i am starting to feel like a slave, even as awkward as it still seems at times
[12:35] Fox: a little, even a part of me tries to struggle on the obedience part as i go to do as you command, but i guess thats natural for any who is starting
[13:11] Gunner: that is a good start Mine
[13:11] Gunner: I see that the feelings and needs are growing
[13:11] Fox lowers her emerald gaze meekly
[13:12] Gunner: tell Me exactly what you feel when you nadu naked and recite the slave mantra
[13:13] Gunner: then I have something for you to do in RL
[13:13] Fox: when i first did it it felt strange, like a part of me wants to regect it, but as i recited it again it seems easier and that i felt lighter, more relaxed
[13:14] Gunner: so it is helping you come to terms with your slavery
[13:14] Fox: so it seems my Master
[13:15] Gunner: good some slaves it helps others it does nothing but I dont know till I have them do it then judge if it helps or not
[13:15] Gunner: do you have a belt??
[13:15] Gunner: if so get it
[13:16] Fox bites lip as her eyes widens some
[13:16] Gunner: then nedu at the keyboard
[13:16] Gunner: nadu
[13:16] Fox: y..yes my Master
[13:16] Gunner: not punishment Mine new lession for you
[13:17] Fox nods pursing lips
[13:17] Gunner: when you have it nadu wide at the ketboard and tell Me
[13:18] Fox: yes my Master, i just have to adjust myself since i have the belt on with my jeans...blushes
[13:18] Gunner: take the belt off nit the jeans your not ready for that yet
[13:19] Fox: yes my Master
[13:20] Gunner: just so you know and can adjust your thoughts soon you will be naked in nadu when I am training you sometimes
[13:21] Gunner: now take the belt in your hand picture in your mind that you are nadu at My boots I take the belt and toss it to the center of the room now you toss it to the center of the room
[13:21] Fox nods blushing hotly
[13:21] Fox: yes my Master
[13:22] Gunner: crawl to it pick it up with your teath crawl back nadu and then tell Me when you have finished this
[13:22] Gunner: do not touch it with your hands
[13:23] Fox: back my Master
[13:23] Gunner: ok what do you feel
[13:24] Fox: shaken, embaressment
[13:24] Gunner: what I just had you do is fetch a command that sometimes goes deep having you crawl also makes you slave
[13:25] Fox nods, swallows
[13:25] Gunner: why embaressment?
[13:26] Fox: to fetch like a pet, it feels strange and i usually know when im embaressed when i feel heat in my cheeks...lowers eyes
[13:27] Gunner: not a pet Mine a slave at times your Master may have you crawl to Him
[13:27] Gunner: there is nothing as beautiful as watching a slave crawl to you
[13:28] Gunner: you understand why I had you do this??
[13:29] Fox: i admit no i dont my Master besides seeing my reaction
[13:29] Gunner: ok
[13:29] Gunner: you need to know what if feels like to follow a command
[13:29] Gunner: also making you crawl
[13:30] Gunner: gives you a chance to know what it feels like
[13:30] Gunner: a slave at times will be kept off her feet she may at times be only allowed to crawl
[13:30] Fox: i see my Master
[13:31] Gunner: it is a good reminder to her of her place slave
[13:31] Gunner: now your reaction
[13:31] Gunner: this is leftover wrong feelings and they will slowly fade away
[13:32] Gunner: all your life you have been taught things
[13:32] Gunner: a lot wrong
[13:32] Gunner: now you have to unlearn and relearn new things
[13:33] Gunner: close your eyes recite the slave mantra then again toss the belt and crawl to it pick it up in your teath and retrun crawling hold it in your teath and tell me when you have followed my Command
[13:35] Gunner: the more I treat you as a slave the more you will feel a slave and remember what I said a slave is all feelings
[13:36] Fox: yes my Master, tis done
[13:36] Gunner: A slave is a lot of things to her Master she is a joy to watch
[13:36] Gunner: she is a pleasure for Him
[13:37] Gunner: and at times she is a pet also
[13:37] Fox: like when mine calls me His kitten...looks up some
[13:37] Gunner: and again what we are doing now is making you come to grips with slavery
[13:38] Fox nods...yes my Master
[13:38] Gunner: a simple command true but a meaningfull one
[13:38] Fox shivers
[13:38] Gunner: now think about what you just did
[13:39] Gunner: you crawled to the belt picked it up in your teath
[13:39] Gunner: by My command
[13:39] Fox: yes my Master
[13:40] Gunner: look deeper inside yourself see if somewere their is another feeling becides embarresment
[13:41] Gunner: you pleased Me by folling My command
[13:41] Fox whimpers....i..i felt teh eagerness and the pleasuring need to do so, its like a burning throb
[13:42] Fox blushes
[13:42] Gunner: as you lose more of the wrong feelings and the slave feelings grow that throb will also grow
[13:43] Gunner: deep inside you I can feel the slave
[13:43] Gunner: we need to help her grow
[13:43] Gunner: I want you to be fulfilled in your life I want you to ne happy and content in your life
[13:44] Gunner: I want you to feel what a slave feels as she nadus before her Master looking up at Him and wating for His commands
[13:44] Gunner: the butterflys in your belly
[13:44] Gunner: the beating of your heart
[13:45] Gunner: the total need to be found pleasing
[13:45] Fox: yes my Master
[13:45] Gunner: when I commanded you did you thing about what I commanded you to do or did you just follow My command
[13:45] Gunner: think
[13:46] Gunner: what I am asking is this
[13:47] Gunner: was there any thoughts that you didnt want to crawl and pick up the belt with your teath
[13:47] Gunner: be Honest
[13:47] Gunner: you may out the belt down now
[13:47] Gunner: out=put
[13:48] Fox: there was a little hesitation at first my Master
[13:48] Gunner: good and you got past that didn't you
[13:48] Fox: yes my Master
[13:49] Gunner: that hesatation comes from all the thiings you have been taught and told about what a female should be
[13:49] Gunner: you got past it because you know now what you are a true female
[13:49] Gunner: a slave
[13:50] Fox: that she is suppose to be strong and independent...she whispered then nods
[13:50] Fox: yes my Master or the starts of one
[13:50] Gunner: strong inderpendent females are mostly lonly and unfulfilled
[13:51] Fox looks to him bites her lip
[13:51] Gunner: when a female realises her ture nature and imbrases it she is free to be a female
[13:51] Gunner: her body comes alive
[13:52] Gunner: her heart sings
[13:52] Gunner: she begens to truly feel
[13:53] Gunner: lets do this
[13:53] Gunner: look back a few weeks before you decided that you wanted to see about your slavery
[13:54] Fox: ok
[13:55] Gunner: now knowing your true nature and accepting it judge your feelings are you starting to feel happy about this
[13:56] Fox nods...yes i am and i seem to become a little calmer, is that normal
[13:57] Gunner: yes it is and the more you grow the calmness will settel in
[13:57] Gunner: also as I said your body will come alive
[13:58] Gunner: do you feel a need to serve others more now then before like helping your roommates
[14:00] Fox nods..granted im considered as thethoughtful one and looking out for others well being over myself, but it seems to shift and grow
[14:01] Gunner: you see sion as your training progresses and starts to take hold you will feel your needs to serve and please get stronger
[14:02] Gunner: as you grow in your slavery when you talk to your RL Master you will find your self needing His touch even more then you may now need it and your need to be used by Him will also get stronger
[14:03] Fox groans softly
[14:03] Gunner: a slaves body
[14:03] Gunner: is alive with feelings
[14:03] Fox: it all seems so complex and yet i know youre right
[14:03] Gunner: needs
[14:03] Fox nods
[14:03] Gunner: it is simple if you look at it right
[14:03] Gunner: you a slave
[14:04] Gunner: you life is one of giving pleasure and serving
[14:04] Gunner: you have a natural need to serve and please
[14:05] Gunner: as these needs grow it is only natural for your bodys needs to grow also
[14:05] Gunner: I trane you to think and feel
[14:05] Gunner: to obey without question
[14:06] Gunner: and also to trust this is why I refuse to train some
[14:06] Fox nods...i see
[14:07] Gunner: a slave that is trained to fully obey without question if she is not intelagent enough to be selictave when she gives her self to a Master can get hurt badly
[14:07] Gunner: stand up
[14:08] Gunner: not SL RL
[14:08] Fox: cat ran over my keyboard...growls
[14:09] Gunner: now you may sit on the chair
[14:09] Gunner: again simple commands to get you used to obeying Me
[14:10] Fox: yes my Master
[14:11] Gunner: you have come a long way in a short time sion and this pleases Me you have not worked against Me you have done all I commanded you to do yes I am most pleased with you
[14:11] Gunner: but
[14:11] Gunner: you still have a long way to go
[14:12] Fox nods
[14:12] Gunner: Now anytime you feel the old feelings creaping up dont fight them just place them aside
[14:13] Gunner: know in your heart and your mind what you desire
[14:13] Fox bites her lip... yes my Master
[14:13] Gunner: you are going to make an incredabul slave My sion
[14:14] Fox blushes deeply..thank you for thinking so
[14:14] Gunner: how often do you and your RL talk
[14:15] Fox: we text everyday when we can, and talk over the phone at least once or twice a week
[14:15] Gunner: good this helps Me in your training
[14:16] Gunner: have you sent Him any pictures of your self
[14:16] Fox blushes hotly nods
[14:17] Gunner: I am thinking of having you take a nice picture of your self naked in nadu and sending it to Him let him see what He owns
[14:17] Fox: um...bites lip more dropping her gaze
[14:21] Gunner: now I dont know where your relatio0nship with Him is
[14:22] Gunner: but I think that a nice picture of you naked and in nadu for Him would be nice
[14:23] Gunner: we will just set taht aside for Now then
[14:23] Fox: may i confess that i already sent Him a couple of pics, one tower, one nadu, not too long ago....whispers softly
[14:24] Gunner: goos then I can ask now when you took them how did you feel
[14:24] Gunner: you see that is what I wanted to get at what you felt when you took the picture
[14:26] Gunner: this may scare you
[14:26] Fox: it was daring and bold, i was very nervous doing so
[14:26] Gunner: I need to get into your head
[14:26] Fox looks to him
[14:26] Gunner: I need to know what you are thinking what you are feeling
[14:27] Gunner: I want to trane you to be the best slave you can be
[14:27] Gunner: in order to do that
[14:27] Gunner: I need to help guide your thoughts and feelings
[14:27] Gunner: you understand this??
[14:27] Fox: yes my Master
[14:28] Gunner: you were nervious when you took the pictures but did you feel right doing so did you feel that He owns you
[14:29] Fox: yes i did feel that
[14:29] Fox: but i was also scared, not knowing what He would think after seeing me
[14:29] Gunner: see the feeling of being owned will grow also
[14:30] Gunner: OK what did He say
[14:31] Fox: yum...blushes deeply with a soft whimper...and that i might be a little tight for Him but He will soon fix that
[14:31] Gunner: it will be up to you to try and stay tight
[14:31] Gunner: there are things you can do I will cover them as your training progresses
[14:32] Gunner: OK the sexual side of your training will come
[14:32] Fox: yes my Master...shivers
[14:32] Gunner: and thisis just as importent as any other part of your training
[14:33] Gunner: but I will be sure you are ready for this
[14:33] Fox: yes my Master
[14:33] Gunner: dont be worried it will be pleasent for you also
[14:33] Gunner: you will orgasm
[14:35] Gunner: that suprise you or make you nervious??
[14:35] Fox: how about both
[14:35] Gunner: only natural we have not talked about this aspect of your training before
[14:35] Fox nods lightly
[14:36] Gunner: ok you need to trust Me
[14:36] Gunner: I do know what I am doing here
[14:36] Gunner: and I will allow you to question a command if your not comfortabule with it
[14:37] Gunner: does that make you feel better sion
[14:37] Gunner: OK Now that e are this deep into training
[14:38] Fox nods
[14:38] Gunner: you have to keep in mind one simple fact
[14:38] Fox: and that is....
[14:39] Gunner: it will all be done on line so if I should comand you to do something that makes you feel wrong I cant force you can I not like I could if you were in My RL Cair
[14:39] Gunner: care
[14:39] Gunner: and I will say this
[14:40] Gunner: I have trained many RL slaves some lived with Me durniing their training
[14:40] Gunner: and I naver hurt any of them not My thing I do injoy watching a ner girl grow in her slavery that is what brings My pleasure
[14:41] Gunner: the first time she nadus for her Master
[14:42] Gunner: the smile on His face as He looks down at His peoperty and knows she is a true slave
[14:42] Gunner: with you My job is to help you grow in your slavery for your RL Master
[14:43] Fox: yes my Master
[14:43] Gunner: soi when He sends for you you will be a full slave ready to completly give your self to Him holding nothing back from him and having a driving need to obey and please Him
[14:44] Fox nods...yes my Master, that be good...smiles softly
[14:44] Gunner: one thing more aboutthis
[14:45] Fox: oh
[14:45] Gunner: before you do go to Him I want you to be SURE he is right fopr you
[14:45] Gunner: and that you will be safe with Him
[14:45] Gunner: so to thar end when the time comes
[14:45] Gunner: I will give you my cell number
[14:46] Gunner: and I will expect a few chedck calls from you safty checks
[14:46] Fox frowns some, then nods...yes my Master
[14:46] Gunner: I cair about you
[14:47] Gunner: I am training you so I feel responcibaul for your safty
[14:48] Gunner: you can understand this cant you
[14:48] Fox: yes my Master, i can
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[16:57] Gunner: toni
[16:57] Gunner: My love slave
[16:57] toni: yes my beloved Master
[16:58] Gunner: sion needs to hear from a slave how it is right to feel as a slave
[16:58] Gunner: all the wrong things she has heard
[16:59] Gunner: how it is wrong to need a Master
[16:59] Gunner: how she should be indenpendent
[16:59] Fox blushes lowering her emerald gaze
[16:59] toni tilts her head, 'what sort of wrong things have you heard? wrong... who told you this?'
[16:59] toni: hmmmm your friends i am guessing.... yes we have all been told this by others at times
[16:59] Gunner: all her life as all girls hear Men and woman are the same
[17:00] Gunner: inside her is a real slave
[17:00] Fox: ive been brought up to be strong and independent...she whispers
[17:00] Gunner: I can feel it
[17:00] Gunner: and I am not ofetn wrong about this
[17:01] Gunner: I want to see her a joy to her RL Master
[17:01] Gunner: when He looks at her I want Him to see the slave I see
[17:02] Gunner: OH and BTW I am ion love with you toni
[17:02] toni giggles and glows up at him, her love for him an aura framing her
[17:03] toni: sion yes i understand and have been told the same things
[17:03] Fox giggles softly at the last statement from him then looks to toni
[17:04] Gunner: you see sion a Master can be in love with His slave
[17:04] toni: it is like this: it is called the paradox of the collar... have you heard of it sion?
[17:04] Gunner: in reality it is harder on the slave
[17:04] Fox frowns some shaking her head
[17:04] Gunner: Ok
[17:05] Gunner: when a Master is in love with His slave
[17:05] Gunner: he will accept nothing less then all of her
[17:05] Gunner: her mind
[17:05] Gunner: her feelings
[17:05] Gunner: and more then both of them her heart
[17:06] Gunner: and He must always be Master
[17:06] Gunner: never let His love for her make Hin even one second not her Master
[17:07] Gunner: and thart is why so mant Masters fear loving their slaves
[17:07] Fox: i see and it does make sense
[17:09] toni: the paradox of the collar is just this sion: when we are collared to a Master we are slaves, slaves are not allowed to hold back anything from their Masters, a slave girl must show him all of her, including her passion and desire... in this manner, the collar sets her free to truly be fully feminine, a beautiful sensuous lusty beast, object of desire bonding intensely with her Master... that is the paradox of the collar, it sets a woman free to be... a woman fully
[17:09] Gunner: and
[17:09] Gunner: desire is what drives a Master
[17:09] toni: and need drives the slave
[17:09] Fox blushes deeply
[17:09] Gunner: this is why it works
[17:10] Gunner: slaves have a ned to be desired and controled
[17:10] toni: the need to be his, be desired, to belong, to have her place and know she is safe and secure, the need to please him so that he will desire her still.... and once they bond, it becomes very unselfish and becomes a joy, a bond stronger than any other
[17:10] Gunner: Masters have a need to desire and contro;
[17:11] Gunner: as I told you sion a slave needs to understand Masters
[17:11] Fox: yes my Master
[17:12] Gunner: and I will answer any question you mat have even ones that would get Me kicked out of the Masters union
[17:12] Gunner: because I belive that if a slave doesnt understand how a Master thinks
[17:13] Gunner: she cant fulfill all His needs
[10:01] Gunner: come here Mine up in My lap
[10:01] Fox: yes my Master
[10:02] Gunner: tell Me Mine what have you been doing while I was away
[10:02] Fox gently moves closer she slips into his lap a faint blush still crosses her cheeks
[10:03] Fox: i've been practicing my kneeling as you have asked and repeating the verse you sent me
[10:03] Gunner: have you been keeping up with your rightings
[10:03] Gunner: wrightings
[10:03] Gunner: writing
[10:03] Gunner: cant spell topday
[10:03] Fox: i fell behind only a little cuz i got distracted in rl...she admits lowering her gaze
[10:04] Gunner: distracted by what?? Nothing is more importent then obeying Me
[10:06] Fox: i..i was on the phone mostly with Him...she whispers...plus trying to find work myself atm
[10:06] Gunner: that is OK then if you were talking to your other Master
[10:07] Fox nods lightly
[10:07] Gunner: what kind of work are you looking for
[10:08] Fox: nothing to straining, used to do house keeping, but been thinking of just setting up a small booth and sell crafts that i do by hand
[10:08] Gunner: sion I am working on a seculed for your training I need times you wull be on line
[10:09] Gunner: some will be SL but most will be RL geared to make you a better slave in life
[10:09] Fox nods...i have work at a club only 4 days a week, three of them mon, tues and fri is from 2-4, wed i work 6-10
[10:10] Fox: thats a sl job
[10:10] Gunner: is that SL time of CST
[10:10] Fox: have to help pay teirs...wrinkles nose
[10:10] Fox: sl time
[10:10] Gunner: pay teirs??
[10:10] Fox: help nessa pay for the land
[10:10] Fox: sorry my spelling is off as well still waking up
[10:11] Fox: tiers...smacks forhead
[10:11] Gunner: well she gets 2000 L from Me each month I was a little behind this month had to move some money around from savings to My checking
[10:11] Fox nods
[10:11] Fox: she should be on later
[10:15] Fox: but my free times are usually in the late afternoons except saturdays unless i could get on late
[10:17] Gunner: the afterneen will work and so will late if you can manage it
[10:17] Gunner: afternoon
[10:17] Fox nods
[10:17] Gunner: are you alone and behind a closed door
[10:18] Fox shakes head....i have to take my roommate to work in about an hour and half, then im pretty much be alone after that
[10:19] Gunner: at that time I will start workoing with you
[10:19] Fox purses her lips lightly as she looks up at him
[10:19] Gunner: till then twll Me when you recite the slave mantra how does it make you feel
[10:20] Gunner: when you think about a collar on your neck how does it male yopu feel
[10:21] Gunner: are you here
[10:21] Fox: as i recite the mantra i get a sense of light headedness and i feel as if something being lifted from me
[10:22] Gunner: do you know what that something is??
[10:22] Fox shakes her head...no my Master
[10:23] Gunner: what it is is the heavy chains that you have worn most of your life
[10:24] Gunner: the chains that have been on you from all the thoughts you have been fed about a female and male being the same and equals
[10:24] Gunner: when you decide that you were a slave
[10:24] Gunner: submissave
[10:24] Fox: i..i see
[10:25] Gunner: that started to weaken the chains
[10:25] Gunner: then when you came to me for training it weakened them even more
[10:26] Fox nods...it seems to make sense
[10:27] Gunner: think about it all your life you have been tols that Men and woman were the same equal only a few different body parts
[10:28] Gunner: but the truth is that Men and woman are different
[10:28] Gunner: they think differently
10:28] Gunner: they have diferent needs
[10:28] Gunner: Men need to own and control if they are Honest with themselves
[10:29] Gunner: and females need to be owned and controled if they are honest with themselves
[10:29] Fox bites her lip
[10:29] Gunner: you have a deep need to be owned
[10:30] Gunner: if I didnt feel it i never would have agreed to train you
[10:30] Fox: and yet struggle with it...whispers admitting , then nods
[10:30] Gunner: when you admitted this to first yurself
[10:30] Gunner: then to Me you took the first step to a happy and fulfilling life
[10:31] Gunner: sion your training has just started in time that strugglke will be gone
[10:31] Fox: yes my Master
[10:32] Gunner: if you fully obey Me and listen to all I say and learn what it is I am teaching you
[10:32] Gunner: you will wake up one day soon
[10:32] Gunner: and the first thought you will have
[10:32] Gunner: will be "i hope i can please my Master today'
[10:33] Fox slowly nods
[10:33] Gunner: no matter if that Master is Me here in SL or your RL Master
[10:33] Gunner: your need to please and serve will surface
[10:34] Gunner: you will gorw and be an equesit slave one that will bring jopy and pride to your Master
[10:35] Gunner: and in doing so it will bring Me pride and pleasure
[10:35] Fox blushes some
[10:35] Gunner: there will be lots of times we will just talk like now
[10:35] Gunner: but always remember even this is training
[10:36] Gunner: your RL Master does He have issues with you being trained and soon used in the furs by Me
[10:37] Gunner: I see it this way
[10:37] Gunner: He owns you in RL
[10:37] Gunner: I am training youi for Him
[10:37] Fox: He knows im here, seeking aid, knowing that it wont interfer with His or mine relationship
[10:38] Gunner: it wont interfeer no but it will cross over into yours and His releationship
[10:38] Fox swallows some nodding
[10:39] Gunner: as you learn more and more about your self as you begen to feel more and more a slave
[10:39] Gunner: it will move into your RL
[10:39] Fox: i see my Master
[10:39] Gunner: good girl
[10:40] Gunner: it is nice to have an intelagent student and slave
[10:40] Fox blushes more dropping her head some...and frightened
[10:40] Gunner: "Are Men and females equal and if not how are they not"?
[10:41] Gunner: looking softly into your warm eyes as i wate for your answere
[10:42] Fox: men and females arnt equal, for by nature if a man should choose, he is one who is in need to control and master, as for the female by nature should she give into it wanting to be owned and controlled
[10:44] Gunner: a small smile comes accross My face then again I look deeply into your eyes "soni do you belive this to be truth is it truth for you"?
[10:45] Fox peeks up at him....i believe it is, even how much i struggle and fear, i know it to be truth deep within
[10:57] Gunner: I can understand the strugle Mine but tell Me what is it that you fear
[10:58] Gunner: be open and fullly Honest with Me
[10:58] Gunner: do not worry about that I will be Perving you soon
[10:59] Fox: the fear is that it might not be true and that i couldnt be myself, that i must stay hidden and bound by the rules of society
[10:59] Gunner: soni when I know your ready I will open you for pleasure
[10:59] Fox blushes hotly
[10:59] Gunner: in this society we do have to hide a few aspects of our true selves but
[11:00] Gunner: never that fact your a slave
[11:00] Gunner: if people dont understand well that is their loss not yours
[11:00] Fox nods slowly
[11:01] Gunner: never allow someone or society to dictate to you who and what you are
[11:01] Gunner: that is My job
[11:01] Gunner: be proud your a slave
[11:02] Gunner: wear your collar in the open and with pride in the Master that has put it on your neck
[11:02] Gunner: for it shows ALL how much He desires you
[11:02] Gunner: how much He wants you
[11:02] Gunner: and in time how much He loves you
[11:02] Gunner: about that
[11:02] Gunner: love
[11:03] Gunner: something you need to know
[11:03] Gunner: a lot of Masters will not allow themselves to fall in love with their slaves
[11:03] Fox bites lip
[11:03] Gunner: they feel that loving them gets in the way of owning and Mastering them
[11:03] Gunner: I talk about this often to many Masters
[11:04] Gunner: it doesne get in the way what it does is make her more yours
[11:04] Gunner: for the Master that loves His slave keeps her in a tighter and more complete slavery
[11:05] Gunner: He will demand and get more from her
[11:05] Gunner: Hw will expect her to be perficty for Him
[11:05] Gunner: perfict
[11:06] Gunner: your needs to serve
[11:06] Gunner: to please and to be owned
[11:06] Gunner: they are a part of you
[11:06] Gunner: they are deep and will only grow and get stronger
[11:07] Fox: yes my Master...shivers a little
[11:08] Gunner: soni you do want to be complete and happy right
[11:08] Gunner: for you the only way you can be is to completly give into these feelings
[11:08] Gunner: I know this will be hard at first
[11:09] Gunner: but I promass you in a short time it will be easy and you wil begen to feel right
[11:10] Gunner: when I command you to do something or your RL Master commands you to do something and you obey does this not make you feel happy
[11:10] Fox nods....yes tis what i want, and yes it does make me feel happy...blushes peeking up shyly
[11:11] Gunner: while I was gone and you obeyd Me and praticed nadu or did your writings how did it make you feel
[11:12] Fox: it made me feel calm, happy almost, even though i was confused starting it
[11:12] Gunner: It will be confusing I am your SL Master and your RL trainer
[11:13] Fox: yes my Master
[11:14] Gunner: touch your neck feel no collar there yet and then try to feel what a locked collar will feel like (If your RL Master has placed a collar there tell Me how it feels to touch ut))
[11:15] Gunner: at this time I uslay have the slave place a training collar on her neck in RL
[11:16] Gunner: you will ask your RL Master if I can have you wear a training collar in RL when I am working with you
[11:16] Fox shivers some...i wear one of my own chains about my neck, til i get to be with Him, and yet i feel as if i do have a full collar about me, sturdy and strong such as His will upon me
[11:16] Fox nods lightly
[11:17] Gunner: if He allows it the collar will make My training of you more real
[11:18] Fox: yes my Master, i'll see about it when i talk to Him next time...bites her lip blushing
[11:18] Gunner: I will exoect and demand you to always be open and honest with Me I demand that you give Me any feelings I ask from you
[11:19] Gunner: feelings are what guide a slave
[11:19] Gunner: they are what makes her slave and a joy to own
[11:19] Gunner: a slave ls not permitted to hide her feelings
[11:20] Gunner: a slave in training must allow her feelings to control her actions and thoughts
[11:20] Fox nods..yes my Master, is just remembering something my Master mentioned
[11:21] Gunner: what is??
[11:21] Gunner: a collar??
[11:21] Fox purses her lip whimpers softly
[11:22] Fox: that when He takes me He will collar me and marked me just as He takes me, making His kitten purr for Him begging for His milk...blushes more drops her head against his chest
[11:22] Gunner: if He needs to know where to find some nice collars I know just the place for Him
[11:22] Gunner: I want to talk to Him sometime
[11:22] Gunner: it sounds like He is the right Master for you
[11:23] Gunner: I want to assure Him I don't want to own you in RL but I want to train you
[11:23] Fox nods lightly
[11:24] Gunner: also He needs to understand a few things too
[11:24] Fox: Hes rarely on the computer, cuz of work
[11:24] Gunner: such as I will be commanding you to do things in RL that are part of your training
[11:26] Gunner: when I collared and took dana I made her Mine I marked her and will make it a lifetime mark after we are together one year
[11:26] Fox: i see and that is good
[11:26] Gunner: I have a friend that will make Me a branding iron
[11:27] Fox: sounds like Him...smirks wrinkling her nose
[11:28] Fox: Hes taking classes to learn how to make such thing and also the delicate art of the tatoo branding
[11:28] Gunner: when I branded My maryln it affected her in a way that made her more slave something about a Master burniing Hios mark on a slaves body makes the slave know deeply she is His property
[11:29] Fox nods paling a little
[11:30] Gunner: I can telll you this the pain is part of it but as in child burth the pain fades quickly and is not remembered just that pure feeling of being owned remains
[11:31] Gunner: dana wants Me to brand her sooner but I know that if we remain together a year then she is Mine always if a releatonship is going to go bad that happens in the first year
[11:31] Fox swallows hard nodding...i was warned what to expect and that afterwards He doesnt want me to do too much until i heal fully
[11:32] Gunner: when it happens it will itch as it heals
[11:32] Gunner: you need to never scratch it
[11:33] Gunner: the branding is not just a mark on your body
[11:33] Gunner: the mark goes deeper
[11:33] Fox: Hes planning to have it on my back, Hes going to do it when..um...blushes hotly...as He fills me and takes me
[11:33] Gunner: it also markes your mind your thoughts and your feelings
[11:34] Fox: i..i understand
[11:34] Gunner: just keep this one thought in mind a brand is forever
[11:35] Gunner: unlike a tattoo that can be removed simply a brand cant be removed
[11:35] Fox nods...yes my Master
[11:36] Gunner: soni I care for you deeply you are My SL slave and as such I feel responcibule for you
[11:36] Gunner: more then that I am also training you for RL and that makes Me more responcibule
[11:37] Gunner: when I am finished with your training you will obey without thinking
[11:37] Fox purses her lips, swallowing hard
[11:37] Gunner: you will find your self needing to serve
[11:38] Gunner: needing to be pleasing
[11:38] Gunner: I dont train every slave that askes Me to
[11:39] Gunner: some I feel dont have the intelagance to be slave and if I did train them they would get hurt buy others
[11:39] Gunner: by
[11:39] Gunner: I take and show you how to pull all these needs to serve to please to obey
[11:40] Fox: if i may ask, how am i different from others who asked
[11:40] Gunner: and make them the center of your life they guide your actions and your thoughts
[11:40] Fox: yes my Master
[11:40] Gunner: you are smart enough not toi fall for the wrong type of Master
[11:41] Fox blushes dropping her eyes
[11:41] Gunner: when you submit to a Master in RL
[11:41] Gunner: it will be a full and honest submission
[11:41] Gunner: you will be giving your self completly yo Him
[11:41] Gunner: to
[11:42] Gunner: what I train you will be a part of you
[11:42] Gunner: you will ojnly be able to please and serve Him to obey Him without question but that can only happen if you trust Him
[11:43] Gunner: Masters are not purfict we are Men and we do make mistakes but a true Master will admit when He has made a mistake or an errior in judgement this is part of Mastering your self
[11:44] Fox nods...i see my Master
[11:44] Gunner: you reaining will also include lessions in Masters
[11:44] Gunner: to be slave you also need to understand how Masters think
[11:45] Fox: i will do my best my Master
[11:45] Gunner: yes you will
[12:07] Gunner: are you alnoe now
[12:07] Fox: pretty much so
[12:08] Gunner: nadu at the keyboard
[12:08] Gunner: dont think just obey
[12:08] Fox: yes my Master
[12:09] Gunner: now close your eyes for a moment and then tell Me how it felt to obey Me in RL
[12:10] Fox: like a tightening warmth running through me, eagerness and happy
[12:11] Gunner: you My sion are a good girl
[12:11] Fox blushes..i try to be
[12:12] Gunner: are your knees open as wide as you can have them or do I need to kick them open
[12:12] Fox whimpers...im adjusting them, feels kinda strange
[12:13] Gunner: when you pratice nadu you need to open your knees as wide as you can the nadu position is bot for you it is for your Master so if He should look at you He can see all He owns
[12:13] Gunner: bot=not
[12:13] Fox nods
[12:14] Gunner: and as slave what you should desire is for your Master to look at you
12:14] Gunner: a slave wants to be the center of her Masters world
[12:14] Gunner: she wants her Master to notice her
[12:15] Gunner: she also has to know that when He does He may jusrt command her to serve Him pleasure him or just push her to her knees and use her
[12:15] Fox: oh
[12:16] Gunner: so the slave must always be ready for her Masters use
[12:16] Gunner: jno matter if that is sexual or just to be thee for Him to look at
[12:16] Fox shivers some nodding...yes my Master i understand
[12:17] Gunner: one thing you will notice as your training progresses is that your sexual side will come more and more to the surface
[12:18] Gunner: as your slavery becomes more and more real when you talk to your Master you will feel needs
[12:18] Gunner: you will get wet
[12:18] Fox: thats why i feel a tightening inside isnt it...blushes hotly
[12:18] Gunner: this mat also happen with me as I train you and it is not something to be conserned about it is normal
[12:19] Fox nods
[12:20] Gunner: the relationship between a slave and her trainer can get intense
[12:20] Fox bites her lip...almost as intense as that of her and her Master
[12:21] Gunner: she looks to Him for guidence
[12:21] Gunner: she looks to Him for understanding of her feelings
[12:22] Gunner: and yes it can get tahe strong and it is My responcibulity to make sure she alyaws knows I am your Trainer not your RL Master
[12:23] Fox nods slowly
[12:23] Fox: i see my Master
[12:23] Gunner: you will be telling Me things that you would not tell anyone else besides your RL Master
[12:24] Gunner: you mat sit in the chair now
[12:24] Gunner: may
[12:24] Fox: yes my Master, thank you
[12:25] Gunner: ok when I command you to do something in RL
[12:25] Gunner: what you will do is obey Me
[12:25] Fox nods
[12:26] Fox: i understand...offers a small smile
[12:28] Gunner: if you dont understand you may ask
[12:28] Fox: yes my Master, i be sure to ask if i hit a bump of not understanding
[12:30] Gunner: I do try to make all My commands understandabule
[12:30] Gunner: sometimes My spelling and typos can get confusing
[12:31] Fox nods smiling some...tis only natural, i guess, for not everyone can spell right
[12:32] Gunner: tell Mew this and be honest
[12:32] Gunner: Me
[12:32] Gunner: are you begining to FEEL more like a slave
[12:33] Gunner: are you finding it more natural to obey Me
[12:33] Fox: honestly, yes, i am starting to feel like a slave, even as awkward as it still seems at times
[12:35] Fox: a little, even a part of me tries to struggle on the obedience part as i go to do as you command, but i guess thats natural for any who is starting
[13:11] Gunner: that is a good start Mine
[13:11] Gunner: I see that the feelings and needs are growing
[13:11] Fox lowers her emerald gaze meekly
[13:12] Gunner: tell Me exactly what you feel when you nadu naked and recite the slave mantra
[13:13] Gunner: then I have something for you to do in RL
[13:13] Fox: when i first did it it felt strange, like a part of me wants to regect it, but as i recited it again it seems easier and that i felt lighter, more relaxed
[13:14] Gunner: so it is helping you come to terms with your slavery
[13:14] Fox: so it seems my Master
[13:15] Gunner: good some slaves it helps others it does nothing but I dont know till I have them do it then judge if it helps or not
[13:15] Gunner: do you have a belt??
[13:15] Gunner: if so get it
[13:16] Fox bites lip as her eyes widens some
[13:16] Gunner: then nedu at the keyboard
[13:16] Gunner: nadu
[13:16] Fox: y..yes my Master
[13:16] Gunner: not punishment Mine new lession for you
[13:17] Fox nods pursing lips
[13:17] Gunner: when you have it nadu wide at the ketboard and tell Me
[13:18] Fox: yes my Master, i just have to adjust myself since i have the belt on with my jeans...blushes
[13:18] Gunner: take the belt off nit the jeans your not ready for that yet
[13:19] Fox: yes my Master
[13:20] Gunner: just so you know and can adjust your thoughts soon you will be naked in nadu when I am training you sometimes
[13:21] Gunner: now take the belt in your hand picture in your mind that you are nadu at My boots I take the belt and toss it to the center of the room now you toss it to the center of the room
[13:21] Fox nods blushing hotly
[13:21] Fox: yes my Master
[13:22] Gunner: crawl to it pick it up with your teath crawl back nadu and then tell Me when you have finished this
[13:22] Gunner: do not touch it with your hands
[13:23] Fox: back my Master
[13:23] Gunner: ok what do you feel
[13:24] Fox: shaken, embaressment
[13:24] Gunner: what I just had you do is fetch a command that sometimes goes deep having you crawl also makes you slave
[13:25] Fox nods, swallows
[13:25] Gunner: why embaressment?
[13:26] Fox: to fetch like a pet, it feels strange and i usually know when im embaressed when i feel heat in my cheeks...lowers eyes
[13:27] Gunner: not a pet Mine a slave at times your Master may have you crawl to Him
[13:27] Gunner: there is nothing as beautiful as watching a slave crawl to you
[13:28] Gunner: you understand why I had you do this??
[13:29] Fox: i admit no i dont my Master besides seeing my reaction
[13:29] Gunner: ok
[13:29] Gunner: you need to know what if feels like to follow a command
[13:29] Gunner: also making you crawl
[13:30] Gunner: gives you a chance to know what it feels like
[13:30] Gunner: a slave at times will be kept off her feet she may at times be only allowed to crawl
[13:30] Fox: i see my Master
[13:31] Gunner: it is a good reminder to her of her place slave
[13:31] Gunner: now your reaction
[13:31] Gunner: this is leftover wrong feelings and they will slowly fade away
[13:32] Gunner: all your life you have been taught things
[13:32] Gunner: a lot wrong
[13:32] Gunner: now you have to unlearn and relearn new things
[13:33] Gunner: close your eyes recite the slave mantra then again toss the belt and crawl to it pick it up in your teath and retrun crawling hold it in your teath and tell me when you have followed my Command
[13:35] Gunner: the more I treat you as a slave the more you will feel a slave and remember what I said a slave is all feelings
[13:36] Fox: yes my Master, tis done
[13:36] Gunner: A slave is a lot of things to her Master she is a joy to watch
[13:36] Gunner: she is a pleasure for Him
[13:37] Gunner: and at times she is a pet also
[13:37] Fox: like when mine calls me His kitten...looks up some
[13:37] Gunner: and again what we are doing now is making you come to grips with slavery
[13:38] Fox nods...yes my Master
[13:38] Gunner: a simple command true but a meaningfull one
[13:38] Fox shivers
[13:38] Gunner: now think about what you just did
[13:39] Gunner: you crawled to the belt picked it up in your teath
[13:39] Gunner: by My command
[13:39] Fox: yes my Master
[13:40] Gunner: look deeper inside yourself see if somewere their is another feeling becides embarresment
[13:41] Gunner: you pleased Me by folling My command
[13:41] Fox whimpers....i..i felt teh eagerness and the pleasuring need to do so, its like a burning throb
[13:42] Fox blushes
[13:42] Gunner: as you lose more of the wrong feelings and the slave feelings grow that throb will also grow
[13:43] Gunner: deep inside you I can feel the slave
[13:43] Gunner: we need to help her grow
[13:43] Gunner: I want you to be fulfilled in your life I want you to ne happy and content in your life
[13:44] Gunner: I want you to feel what a slave feels as she nadus before her Master looking up at Him and wating for His commands
[13:44] Gunner: the butterflys in your belly
[13:44] Gunner: the beating of your heart
[13:45] Gunner: the total need to be found pleasing
[13:45] Fox: yes my Master
[13:45] Gunner: when I commanded you did you thing about what I commanded you to do or did you just follow My command
[13:45] Gunner: think
[13:46] Gunner: what I am asking is this
[13:47] Gunner: was there any thoughts that you didnt want to crawl and pick up the belt with your teath
[13:47] Gunner: be Honest
[13:47] Gunner: you may out the belt down now
[13:47] Gunner: out=put
[13:48] Fox: there was a little hesitation at first my Master
[13:48] Gunner: good and you got past that didn't you
[13:48] Fox: yes my Master
[13:49] Gunner: that hesatation comes from all the thiings you have been taught and told about what a female should be
[13:49] Gunner: you got past it because you know now what you are a true female
[13:49] Gunner: a slave
[13:50] Fox: that she is suppose to be strong and independent...she whispered then nods
[13:50] Fox: yes my Master or the starts of one
[13:50] Gunner: strong inderpendent females are mostly lonly and unfulfilled
[13:51] Fox looks to him bites her lip
[13:51] Gunner: when a female realises her ture nature and imbrases it she is free to be a female
[13:51] Gunner: her body comes alive
[13:52] Gunner: her heart sings
[13:52] Gunner: she begens to truly feel
[13:53] Gunner: lets do this
[13:53] Gunner: look back a few weeks before you decided that you wanted to see about your slavery
[13:54] Fox: ok
[13:55] Gunner: now knowing your true nature and accepting it judge your feelings are you starting to feel happy about this
[13:56] Fox nods...yes i am and i seem to become a little calmer, is that normal
[13:57] Gunner: yes it is and the more you grow the calmness will settel in
[13:57] Gunner: also as I said your body will come alive
[13:58] Gunner: do you feel a need to serve others more now then before like helping your roommates
[14:00] Fox nods..granted im considered as thethoughtful one and looking out for others well being over myself, but it seems to shift and grow
[14:01] Gunner: you see sion as your training progresses and starts to take hold you will feel your needs to serve and please get stronger
[14:02] Gunner: as you grow in your slavery when you talk to your RL Master you will find your self needing His touch even more then you may now need it and your need to be used by Him will also get stronger
[14:03] Fox groans softly
[14:03] Gunner: a slaves body
[14:03] Gunner: is alive with feelings
[14:03] Fox: it all seems so complex and yet i know youre right
[14:03] Gunner: needs
[14:03] Fox nods
[14:03] Gunner: it is simple if you look at it right
[14:03] Gunner: you a slave
[14:04] Gunner: you life is one of giving pleasure and serving
[14:04] Gunner: you have a natural need to serve and please
[14:05] Gunner: as these needs grow it is only natural for your bodys needs to grow also
[14:05] Gunner: I trane you to think and feel
[14:05] Gunner: to obey without question
[14:06] Gunner: and also to trust this is why I refuse to train some
[14:06] Fox nods...i see
[14:07] Gunner: a slave that is trained to fully obey without question if she is not intelagent enough to be selictave when she gives her self to a Master can get hurt badly
[14:07] Gunner: stand up
[14:08] Gunner: not SL RL
[14:08] Fox: cat ran over my keyboard...growls
[14:09] Gunner: now you may sit on the chair
[14:09] Gunner: again simple commands to get you used to obeying Me
[14:10] Fox: yes my Master
[14:11] Gunner: you have come a long way in a short time sion and this pleases Me you have not worked against Me you have done all I commanded you to do yes I am most pleased with you
[14:11] Gunner: but
[14:11] Gunner: you still have a long way to go
[14:12] Fox nods
[14:12] Gunner: Now anytime you feel the old feelings creaping up dont fight them just place them aside
[14:13] Gunner: know in your heart and your mind what you desire
[14:13] Fox bites her lip... yes my Master
[14:13] Gunner: you are going to make an incredabul slave My sion
[14:14] Fox blushes deeply..thank you for thinking so
[14:14] Gunner: how often do you and your RL talk
[14:15] Fox: we text everyday when we can, and talk over the phone at least once or twice a week
[14:15] Gunner: good this helps Me in your training
[14:16] Gunner: have you sent Him any pictures of your self
[14:16] Fox blushes hotly nods
[14:17] Gunner: I am thinking of having you take a nice picture of your self naked in nadu and sending it to Him let him see what He owns
[14:17] Fox: um...bites lip more dropping her gaze
[14:21] Gunner: now I dont know where your relatio0nship with Him is
[14:22] Gunner: but I think that a nice picture of you naked and in nadu for Him would be nice
[14:23] Gunner: we will just set taht aside for Now then
[14:23] Fox: may i confess that i already sent Him a couple of pics, one tower, one nadu, not too long ago....whispers softly
[14:24] Gunner: goos then I can ask now when you took them how did you feel
[14:24] Gunner: you see that is what I wanted to get at what you felt when you took the picture
[14:26] Gunner: this may scare you
[14:26] Fox: it was daring and bold, i was very nervous doing so
[14:26] Gunner: I need to get into your head
[14:26] Fox looks to him
[14:26] Gunner: I need to know what you are thinking what you are feeling
[14:27] Gunner: I want to trane you to be the best slave you can be
[14:27] Gunner: in order to do that
[14:27] Gunner: I need to help guide your thoughts and feelings
[14:27] Gunner: you understand this??
[14:27] Fox: yes my Master
[14:28] Gunner: you were nervious when you took the pictures but did you feel right doing so did you feel that He owns you
[14:29] Fox: yes i did feel that
[14:29] Fox: but i was also scared, not knowing what He would think after seeing me
[14:29] Gunner: see the feeling of being owned will grow also
[14:30] Gunner: OK what did He say
[14:31] Fox: yum...blushes deeply with a soft whimper...and that i might be a little tight for Him but He will soon fix that
[14:31] Gunner: it will be up to you to try and stay tight
[14:31] Gunner: there are things you can do I will cover them as your training progresses
[14:32] Gunner: OK the sexual side of your training will come
[14:32] Fox: yes my Master...shivers
[14:32] Gunner: and thisis just as importent as any other part of your training
[14:33] Gunner: but I will be sure you are ready for this
[14:33] Fox: yes my Master
[14:33] Gunner: dont be worried it will be pleasent for you also
[14:33] Gunner: you will orgasm
[14:35] Gunner: that suprise you or make you nervious??
[14:35] Fox: how about both
[14:35] Gunner: only natural we have not talked about this aspect of your training before
[14:35] Fox nods lightly
[14:36] Gunner: ok you need to trust Me
[14:36] Gunner: I do know what I am doing here
[14:36] Gunner: and I will allow you to question a command if your not comfortabule with it
[14:37] Gunner: does that make you feel better sion
[14:37] Gunner: OK Now that e are this deep into training
[14:38] Fox nods
[14:38] Gunner: you have to keep in mind one simple fact
[14:38] Fox: and that is....
[14:39] Gunner: it will all be done on line so if I should comand you to do something that makes you feel wrong I cant force you can I not like I could if you were in My RL Cair
[14:39] Gunner: care
[14:39] Gunner: and I will say this
[14:40] Gunner: I have trained many RL slaves some lived with Me durniing their training
[14:40] Gunner: and I naver hurt any of them not My thing I do injoy watching a ner girl grow in her slavery that is what brings My pleasure
[14:41] Gunner: the first time she nadus for her Master
[14:42] Gunner: the smile on His face as He looks down at His peoperty and knows she is a true slave
[14:42] Gunner: with you My job is to help you grow in your slavery for your RL Master
[14:43] Fox: yes my Master
[14:43] Gunner: soi when He sends for you you will be a full slave ready to completly give your self to Him holding nothing back from him and having a driving need to obey and please Him
[14:44] Fox nods...yes my Master, that be good...smiles softly
[14:44] Gunner: one thing more aboutthis
[14:45] Fox: oh
[14:45] Gunner: before you do go to Him I want you to be SURE he is right fopr you
[14:45] Gunner: and that you will be safe with Him
[14:45] Gunner: so to thar end when the time comes
[14:45] Gunner: I will give you my cell number
[14:46] Gunner: and I will expect a few chedck calls from you safty checks
[14:46] Fox frowns some, then nods...yes my Master
[14:46] Gunner: I cair about you
[14:47] Gunner: I am training you so I feel responcibaul for your safty
[14:48] Gunner: you can understand this cant you
[14:48] Fox: yes my Master, i can
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[16:57] Gunner: toni
[16:57] Gunner: My love slave
[16:57] toni: yes my beloved Master
[16:58] Gunner: sion needs to hear from a slave how it is right to feel as a slave
[16:58] Gunner: all the wrong things she has heard
[16:59] Gunner: how it is wrong to need a Master
[16:59] Gunner: how she should be indenpendent
[16:59] Fox blushes lowering her emerald gaze
[16:59] toni tilts her head, 'what sort of wrong things have you heard? wrong... who told you this?'
[16:59] toni: hmmmm your friends i am guessing.... yes we have all been told this by others at times
[16:59] Gunner: all her life as all girls hear Men and woman are the same
[17:00] Gunner: inside her is a real slave
[17:00] Fox: ive been brought up to be strong and independent...she whispers
[17:00] Gunner: I can feel it
[17:00] Gunner: and I am not ofetn wrong about this
[17:01] Gunner: I want to see her a joy to her RL Master
[17:01] Gunner: when He looks at her I want Him to see the slave I see
[17:02] Gunner: OH and BTW I am ion love with you toni
[17:02] toni giggles and glows up at him, her love for him an aura framing her
[17:03] toni: sion yes i understand and have been told the same things
[17:03] Fox giggles softly at the last statement from him then looks to toni
[17:04] Gunner: you see sion a Master can be in love with His slave
[17:04] toni: it is like this: it is called the paradox of the collar... have you heard of it sion?
[17:04] Gunner: in reality it is harder on the slave
[17:04] Fox frowns some shaking her head
[17:04] Gunner: Ok
[17:05] Gunner: when a Master is in love with His slave
[17:05] Gunner: he will accept nothing less then all of her
[17:05] Gunner: her mind
[17:05] Gunner: her feelings
[17:05] Gunner: and more then both of them her heart
[17:06] Gunner: and He must always be Master
[17:06] Gunner: never let His love for her make Hin even one second not her Master
[17:07] Gunner: and thart is why so mant Masters fear loving their slaves
[17:07] Fox: i see and it does make sense
[17:09] toni: the paradox of the collar is just this sion: when we are collared to a Master we are slaves, slaves are not allowed to hold back anything from their Masters, a slave girl must show him all of her, including her passion and desire... in this manner, the collar sets her free to truly be fully feminine, a beautiful sensuous lusty beast, object of desire bonding intensely with her Master... that is the paradox of the collar, it sets a woman free to be... a woman fully
[17:09] Gunner: and
[17:09] Gunner: desire is what drives a Master
[17:09] toni: and need drives the slave
[17:09] Fox blushes deeply
[17:09] Gunner: this is why it works
[17:10] Gunner: slaves have a ned to be desired and controled
[17:10] toni: the need to be his, be desired, to belong, to have her place and know she is safe and secure, the need to please him so that he will desire her still.... and once they bond, it becomes very unselfish and becomes a joy, a bond stronger than any other
[17:10] Gunner: Masters have a need to desire and contro;
[17:11] Gunner: as I told you sion a slave needs to understand Masters
[17:11] Fox: yes my Master
[17:12] Gunner: and I will answer any question you mat have even ones that would get Me kicked out of the Masters union
[17:12] Gunner: because I belive that if a slave doesnt understand how a Master thinks
[17:13] Gunner: she cant fulfill all His needs
Saturday, July 9, 2011
What is a Slave?
((This was assign to me by my Master. He has asked me to write down what i believe a slave is. It took me sometime to think of it, remembering that I have done a similar writing sometime back. My response hasn't changed from the span of time for deep in my heart these are my thoughts open))
What is a slave? Many confuses this to the single form of slavery. When one is forced into doing another's will. But, in truth, it is one's decision and by free will to be a slave. By having the desire to serve with all body, heart, mind and soul in absolute obedience. And to trust that one being, who is Master, when giving one's free will and desire. That is what a slave is to me.
To be a slave, is giving your life, love, trust and free will to that one soul who is one's Owner. Devoting loyalty and obedience to him or her, if Owner is ever a woman. One must believe within themselves and know of the slave within to serve without doubts, to hinder them. When one opens freely to one's slave heart, one's serves with absolute confidence within one's skills.
When one is slave, it's to serve with absolute obedience and with no hesitation or questions. To do what one is told freely and gladly. Knowing that one is pleasing another by one small service. Such as, fetching a glass of water or wine.
Many would also think that being a slave is low and that they can't do things. Granted, there are restrictions to all what a slave does. But within, they are more free then any Free Person could be. And a slave can do more then any Free Person would ever dream of doing. For an example, a slave girl can do the slave dances when a regal Free Woman dares not to brandish herself in such lustful activities.
So, what it means to be a slave, is serving with an open heart and mind, the free will to serve another and the pleasure of the serve.
I've choosen to be a slave, for many reasons. Some are what others would called foolishness. I've been a submissive for many years, granted. So, I decided out of curiousity on what it would be like a slave. Thats when I met my Master, and with trust and understand on aiding me to find my slave being, freely I surrender to him. As each day passes, the more my heart burns to each serve and desire grew. I felt more free as a slave then when I did as a Free.
The pleasure to serve another is breath taking and very enjoyable. I have fun with every serve, knowing that I'm pleasing and making my Master proud to own such a fine creature of desire and passion.
I'm proud of what and who I am. I'm a slave girl. Owned by my free will, decision, passion and desire.
Loved and be loved, is a fine reward this slave has ever learned during her time of the collar and I won't trade a thing for it to be removed. I love my collar as I love being owned by my Master.
Day3:Journal
One knows its been a little while since shes been on here. Dealing with real life issues but that doesn't count for slacking which one hasn't.
Each morning as soon as she wakes up and just before bed, kneeling quietly upon the mattress, unclothed and thighs spread as one sits back upon her heels, silently reciting the Slave's Creed.
One could feel each word as she speaks it. The sudden shivers like fingers caressing over one's flesh. The tightening and burning feeling deep within one's belly.
But, is glad to know that Master has return, thusly can return to one's training. Its gonna be hard to remember to beg permission for everything when one is so used to getting up and doing it for oneself. It feel strange doing such, kneeling there having to beg to rise and step away for a few. Could feel one's heart beating fast and the strange tingling running through the body.
I don't understand these.
Why am I feeling this? How am I suppose to react?
Sooner or later, one will understand these as one's training continue. Hopefully one's own Beloved would be pleased with all of her efforts and hard work to learn how to be a good slave in the end.
Hopefully.
Each morning as soon as she wakes up and just before bed, kneeling quietly upon the mattress, unclothed and thighs spread as one sits back upon her heels, silently reciting the Slave's Creed.
One could feel each word as she speaks it. The sudden shivers like fingers caressing over one's flesh. The tightening and burning feeling deep within one's belly.
But, is glad to know that Master has return, thusly can return to one's training. Its gonna be hard to remember to beg permission for everything when one is so used to getting up and doing it for oneself. It feel strange doing such, kneeling there having to beg to rise and step away for a few. Could feel one's heart beating fast and the strange tingling running through the body.
I don't understand these.
Why am I feeling this? How am I suppose to react?
Sooner or later, one will understand these as one's training continue. Hopefully one's own Beloved would be pleased with all of her efforts and hard work to learn how to be a good slave in the end.
Hopefully.
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Day2:Journal
Even though my Master (Master Gunner), is away for sometime, I will follow his instructions that he had left me.
And I'll admit, it does seem strange, kneeling quietly, reciting the creed over and over again.
Shivers running through me as i close my eyes. I could picture my own Beloved Master, standing over me as i kneel in perfect slave beauty, under His steady gaze.
My breath catching as the images plays out. I felt my heart pounding in my chest as emotions crashes down upon me earlier today. Shaking me. I felt helpless, frighten and confused. Im used to control my emotions, to keep them in check. But now, even as Master states. I must open myself, to let those feelings out, to let them wash over me like the rain. That I cannot and will not conceal anything from my Master.
Even though I'm lost in the emotions, I feel some freedom from it. I could bring out the right emotions and it all feels right now. Thus, even as I am now collared, I feel free. If it make any sense. I will have to ask Master about it once he returns from his trip.
"A slave girl is not permitted to conceal anything from her master. She is his. She must be completely open to him, in all ways, and at all times."
Page 84 - Hunters of Gor
Monday, July 4, 2011
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Day1:Journal
Well, here I am.
Day one of my collar, or should I say night, for it just turned to July 4th. My Master just went to bed and soon I should be seeking my own.
But, not too long ago, I just submitted to my Master. Pledging myself to his collar. To be protected and trained by him, within his school.
It feels strange, yet I am starting to feel a peace washing over me. As if, some weight is slowly being lifted. Its confusing yet it is not. For both he and I know the reasons. I wanted this. To be free. To release the slave within.
Also, I need to learn to ask permission for everything now. Even for when I have to go afk and all. Plus, to present myself to him. kneeling down, kissing his boot. Or karta at the door, begging entrance.
He gave me several assignments to do and materials to read over. I've already started to copy over "Dancer of Gor," into word page. This way i could read in my spare time, even have the chance to print it when I can.
The assignments are simple:
-Reciting the slave's creed:
-"What is a slave?"
Much to do, and tons to learn. But I will do this all with an open mind and the willingness of a true slave, that I know that I am, deep with.
Day one of my collar, or should I say night, for it just turned to July 4th. My Master just went to bed and soon I should be seeking my own.
But, not too long ago, I just submitted to my Master. Pledging myself to his collar. To be protected and trained by him, within his school.
It feels strange, yet I am starting to feel a peace washing over me. As if, some weight is slowly being lifted. Its confusing yet it is not. For both he and I know the reasons. I wanted this. To be free. To release the slave within.
Also, I need to learn to ask permission for everything now. Even for when I have to go afk and all. Plus, to present myself to him. kneeling down, kissing his boot. Or karta at the door, begging entrance.
He gave me several assignments to do and materials to read over. I've already started to copy over "Dancer of Gor," into word page. This way i could read in my spare time, even have the chance to print it when I can.
The assignments are simple:
-Reciting the slave's creed:
He is Master, and I am Slave.
He is owner, and I am owned.
He commands, and I obey.
He is to be pleased, and I am to please.
Why is this?
Because he is Master, and I am Slave.
-work on JournalHe is owner, and I am owned.
He commands, and I obey.
He is to be pleased, and I am to please.
Why is this?
Because he is Master, and I am Slave.
-"What is a slave?"
Much to do, and tons to learn. But I will do this all with an open mind and the willingness of a true slave, that I know that I am, deep with.
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