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Sunday, July 3, 2011

Day1:Journal

Well, here I am.
Day one of my collar, or should I say night, for it just turned to July 4th. My Master just went to bed and soon I should be seeking my own.
But, not too long ago, I just submitted to my Master. Pledging myself to his collar. To be protected and trained by him, within his school.
It feels strange, yet I am starting to feel a peace washing over me. As if, some weight is slowly being lifted. Its confusing yet it is not. For both he and I know the reasons. I wanted this. To be free. To release the slave within.
Also, I need to learn to ask permission for everything now. Even for when I have to go afk and all. Plus, to present myself to him. kneeling down, kissing his boot. Or karta at the door, begging entrance.
He gave me several assignments to do and materials to read over. I've already started to copy over "Dancer of Gor," into word page. This way i could read in my spare time, even have the chance to print it when I can.
The assignments are simple:
-Reciting the slave's creed:
   He is Master, and I am Slave.
   He is owner, and I am owned.
   He commands, and I obey.
   He is to be pleased, and I am to please.
   Why is this?
   Because he is Master, and I am Slave.
-work on Journal
-"What is a slave?"
Much to do, and tons to learn. But I will do this all with an open mind and the willingness of a true slave, that I know that I am, deep with.

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