[16:41] Gunner: on lession one for you
[16:41] Gunner: and tis is the most importent thing you will learn
[16:42] Fox looks to him
[16:42] Gunner: to be a real slave you need to think and feel slave
[16:42] Gunner: you need to look deeply inside your self see if there is a slave there
[16:43] Fox drops her eyes shyly
[16:43] Gunner: you must feel it deeply a need to serve
[16:44] Gunner: do you understand this
[16:44] Fox: yes....closes eyes...yes master
[16:45] Gunner: if I tell you to name one aspect of slavery that draws you what would it be the ownership the serving or the control you will give to your Master
[16:46] Fox bites lip...if i might say, that is hard...whispers
[16:47] Gunner: when I train a slave one on one like this I try to make it as intmit as I can it brings me ans the slave closer and helps on sopme of the training
[16:47] Fox nods
[16:47] Gunner: think but aslo look to your feelings
[16:47] Gunner: the answere is there in your emotions
[16:49] Gunner: each slave has a different answere so the only wrong answer is one that is not what you truly feel
[16:49] Fox sighs..i might say the ownership, for to me it has all of the above
[16:49] Gunner: there are many aspects of slavery
[16:50] Gunner: good girl see if you look to your emotions your slavery will come to the forfront of all you do and think and everything you feel
[16:50] Fox shivers
[16:51] Gunner: a slave is much more then a play toy or a serving girl
[16:51] Gunner: yes you will be used as a play toy and a serving girl burt a true slave is miuch more then this
[16:52] Gunner: a true slave is a joy to see and a joy to own
[16:52] Fox nods lightly.
[16:53] Gunner: as you grow in your collar you will learn that all you do and think will be centered around one simple thought
[16:53] Gunner: can you guess what that is
[16:54] Fox: that i am a slave to my Master
[16:54] Gunner: will this please Master
[16:54] Fox nods
[16:54] Gunner: what you say how you dress how you move
[16:54] Gunner: you life your every thought will be "please Master"
[16:55] Gunner: anyone can train a girl to serve
[16:55] Gunner: protacall
[16:55] Gunner: positions
[16:55] Gunner: here with Me I will teach you how to feel like a slave how to think as a slave
[16:56] Gunner: you will also learn to serve and the basic slave positions
[16:56] Gunner: but what is importent is helping you guiding you to truly thing and feel your self a slave
[16:57] Gunner: if this is what you seak I will take you on as a student
[16:57] Fox nods slowly...yes please
[16:57] Gunner: it is not easy
[16:57] Gunner: I can show and teach and guide you
[16:57] Gunner: but you needf to do the work
[16:58] Fox: nothing is truely easy if its what you wish
[16:58] Gunner: dont worry I train Masters too
[16:58] Fox arches an eyebrow
[16:58] Gunner: now as for a name for you
[16:59] Fox bites her lower lip
[16:59] Gunner: till I get to know who you truly are I will call you sion
[17:00] Fox: yes Master
[17:00] Gunner: when you have a few free min make a name plate for your kennel
[17:00] Gunner: if you need a frame I have many
[17:00] Fox nods
[17:01] Gunner: I talke it you are white silk
[17:01] Gunner: not opened for the pleasure of masters
[17:01] Fox blushes deeply
[17:01] Fox: youre correct
[17:02] Gunner: this to in time will change do not worry over it for now
[17:02] Gunner: I am a demanding trainer but I am also fair
[17:02] Fox swallows some nodding
[17:03] Gunner: I correct once
[17:03] Gunner: if I need to correct you for the samer thing a second time well you may find out
[17:04] Fox: i see
[17:04] Gunner: when you please Me you may get prase
[17:04] Gunner: afetr the little we have talked I feel that you have high intelagence this is helpfull in a slave
[17:05] Gunner: ok each day I will work with you training and teaching
[17:05] Fox: thank you
[17:05] Gunner: and each day you will take a few moments and put your feelings into a NC
[17:06] Gunner: then send them to Me this is for me to see and learn who you are how you think and what you feel
[17:06] Fox nods....like a journal
[17:06] Gunner: yes
[17:07] Gunner: I will read it and never hold anything you say against you so if I do domething that causes you anger this is where you and vent that anger
[17:08] Gunner: you at times will feel I am making you do something that makes no sense but belive Me in time you will understand
[17:08] Fox nods
[17:08] Gunner: you have a RL Master correct
[17:09] Gunner: or desire one
[17:09] Fox: i have one
[17:09] Gunner: and have you told Him you are getting slave training
[17:10] Gunner: the relationship between a Master and His slave is absolute
[17:10] Gunner: his control of you and your life is absolute
[17:10] Gunner: these are the first things I will teach you
[17:11] Gunner: how to feel this control how to accept it and finalu how to desire and need it
[17:12] Fox nods gently...He knows that i do this, His only wish is that it doesnt fully infect into a rl...she whispers
[17:12] Gunner: and it wont what I teach you you will take into your RL and Him but all training will be here
[17:13] Fox nods
[17:13] Gunner: listen to me
[17:14] Gunner: you feel that inside you ios a true slave
[17:14] Gunner: you want to explore and see how strong this need is
[17:14] Gunner: you also want to know how to be a slave
[17:14] Gunner: I will guide and train you so all this will happen
[17:15] Gunner: what I reach you here in SL can of you truly desire it be brught into your RL life with your Master
[17:16] Gunner: there arte many places for training in SL but most of not all do not train the full slave
[17:16] Gunner: to be a true slave
[17:16] Gunner: you need to think and feel slave
[17:17] Gunner: you may find that you will have to change the way you see things the way you process information
[17:17] Gunner: not major changes
[17:17] Gunner: but some small changes
[17:18] Fox nods lightly
[17:18] Gunner: over time you will see and feel youre self more and more slave you need to be owned and controled will grow
[17:19] Gunner: and you will give more and more control over to your RL Master
[17:19] Gunner: a slave and a Mastert complete each other for each gives what the other needs to be complete
[17:20] Gunner: the slave needs to be owned and dresired so strongly that nithing less then complete ownership will satisfy that desire
[17:20] Gunner: a Masster needs toi desire a slave to that point and needs to control and own her
[17:21] Gunner: so the slave and the Master each getting what the need from each other
[17:21] Gunner: you the slave giving Him the Master taking
[17:21] Gunner: makes sense to Me
[17:22] Fox nods..yes it does
[17:22] Gunner: snce today is the first day of your training mostly we will talk but know this all I say will help you understand the feelings you have
[17:23] Gunner: have no worries I have trained over 100 slaves in RL
[17:24] Gunner: and I have never had one that I couldnt make some progress with a few were not able to make that finle step into total slavery but what I taught them helped them anyway
[17:24] Fox smirks some
[17:25] Gunner: I demand and will expect you total obeydance fro day one your truse and respect I will earn as time goes on
[17:25] Gunner: trust and respect
[17:25] Gunner: clysa smirks also
[17:26] Gunner: now do you have any questions you want to ask Me
[17:26] Fox: no Master, i dont at this time
[17:27] Gunner: I will tell you thisis not goping to happen overnight it will take some time
[17:28] Gunner: anytime you donr understand something ask me
[17:28] Fox: i understand and thank you
[17:28] Gunner: do you know why a Master needs to own a slave
[17:28] Gunner: what drives Him
[17:29] Fox: no Master
[17:29] Gunner: why do you need to be a slave
[17:30] Fox: for i know that i have a submissive side that needs nurished and control by a strong hand yet gentle
[17:30] Gunner: AFK for a second answere and I will reply as soon as I get back should only be a few min
[17:30] Fox: take your time
[17:30] Gunner: ok your submissave side
[17:36] Gunner: onm the other side of that is Domanamce
[17:36] Gunner: two halfs of the whole
[17:36] Fox purses her lips
[17:37] Gunner: how submissave you are we have yet to see
[17:37] Gunner: is it enough for slavery
[17:37] Gunner: this we will see sooner then you nay think
[17:37] Gunner: may
[17:37] Fox: oh
[17:38] Gunner: yes
17:38] Gunner: there is an excirsise I have slaves new to their slavery do it is a tought excirsise
[17:38] Gunner: as is reading My typing
[17:39] Fox smiles
[17:40] Gunner: take a moment close your eyes and picture your kneeling at the boot of your Master looking up to Him wating for Him to command you knowing that He may command you to serve Him something to eat drink or even to strip and serve Him in bed then try to feel it
[17:42] Gunner: you knowing thaty He fully owns you and can commamd you to do whatever he wants and you have no choice but to obey but you also have to trust in Him knowing He would never command you do to anythibng that would hurt you
[17:43] Gunner: this is what it is to be a slave
[17:43] Gunner: giving all you are to a Master holding nothing back
[17:44] Gunner: but more then that having a driving need to give yo Him
[17:44] Gunner: to Him
[17:44] Gunner: this need is on you already I know because in your own way you have told Me
[17:45] Gunner: what we will do over your trsaining is make this need stronger in you
[17:45] Gunner: I can tell you how
[17:45] Gunner: you need to do the work
[17:45] Gunner: you will have to unlearn some things
[17:46] Gunner: put some ideas behind you
[17:46] Fox nods looking up at him
[17:46] Gunner: but I give you My word that if you work and follow whaty I teach you will know what it is to be a complete slave
[17:47] Gunner: one that will be a pleasure and joy to your master
[17:47] Gunner: to start with
[17:48] Gunner: all girls are told from a youing age that they are the same as boys equals no differance between them bit a bit of body parts
[17:49] Gunner: this is not only wrong but for a submissave and slave it is hurtfull because it makes them feel wrong bad or use whatever woprd you want it does not allow them to be themselves
17:50] Gunner: whatever teachings you have had in this we nedd to delete from you bring it out look at it and seer it fior what it truly is
[17:51] Gunner: fear
[17:51] Fox shivers
[17:51] Gunner: I will explane it
[17:53] Gunner: some voca; females feel that if they allow themselves to feel what they are feeling it will hurt themn so they get angry and do not want any to feel these things
[17:53] Gunner: inside you is a need to submit a need to give up comtrol a need to be owned
[17:54] Gunner: do ytou feel that having these feelings and needs is wrong?
[17:55] Gunner: have you ever felt they were worng
[17:55] Fox blushes..no i dont, but yet i do feel that they might consume me thus fear it
[17:56] Fox: it that make sense
[18:07] Gunner: one min RL again but never fear your true feeings for thay will nt consome you but complete you
[18:07] Fox nods
[18:23] Gunner: the feelings you have the needs to be owned and controled are natural
18:24] Gunner: lets do this better you may sit on My lap
[18:24] Gunner: just click the chair
[18:24] Gunner: see better
[18:25] Fox: yes
[18:25] Gunner: what we are talking about are deep feelings
[18:25] Gunner: your feelings
[18:26] Gunner: these feelings you have the need to be owned and controled never allow your self to fear them
[18:26] Gunner: imbrace them
[18:26] Gunner: allow them to grow
[18:27] Gunner: here in SL I will control you I will teach you guide you I do have a firm hand but I can be kind also
[18:28] Gunner: I see you as a small flower
[18:28] Gunner: needing water to grow and blossem
[18:28] Gunner: as you grow into your slavery you will blossem
[18:29] Gunner: you will need to allow your needs to gorw it takes trust in your self as much as trust in Me your trainer and your RL master
[18:30] Fox: yes Master
[18:30] Gunner: you have to abmit to your self that you have these deep needs
[18:30] Gunner: and then accept them
[18:31] Gunner: this is the first step
[18:31] Gunner: every night you will look into your own heart and see these feelings and needs for what they are
[18:31] Gunner: they are you
[18:32] Gunner: thet are what makes you special and worthy of the desire a Master will have for you
[18:33] Gunner: and as you accept them and they gtow you will recive an added gift
[18:33] Gunner: your sexual needs will gorw too
[18:34] Gunner: they are all connected
[18:34] Fox eyes widens
[18:34] Gunner: ask clysa she can tel you
[18:35] Gunner: I didnt tell you this to make you nervious or to scare you but to let you know what will happen
[18:36] Gunner: you needs to be owned
[18:36] Fox: i know certain emotions effects the body, but that part i didnt know
[18:36] Gunner: to be controled commanded to obey are real
[18:36] Gunner: thay are what you are
[18:37] Gunner: as you allow them to be more and more a part of you
[18:37] Gunner: as thses needs are given a chance to grow
[18:37] Gunner: all the other feelings you may have be they sexual or just a need to please others will grow also
[18:38] Gunner: you will find your self needing to hear "girl you have pleased Me girl you have done well"
[18:39] Fox blushes
[18:39] Gunner: and as you allow these needs to grow you will find out you are happer and feel more yourself
[18:39] Gunner: because you will be finally fulfilling your self in life
[18:39] Gunner: we will start slowly
18:40] Gunner: you wil progress at your own pace untill I feel you are ready to be pushed a little
[18:41] Fox nods...yes Master
[18:41] Gunner: just under the surfice of who you are is a beautiflu slave
[18:42] Gunner: I think you can feel her there just wanting to be allowed to be free
[18:42] Gunner: free to be herself
[18:42] Gunner: and thus you being yourself
[18:42] Gunner: I have been wrong a few times but I dont think I am about you
[18:43] Gunner: I feel that just there inside you is an exqusit slave
[18:43] Fox drops eyes meekly, shyly
[18:43] Gunner: you tell me dop you feel her there
[18:44] Gunner: do you feel her know she is there
[18:45] Fox: yes Master, i could
[18:45] Gunner: and are you ready to let her out let her be free let your self be what you truly are
[18:45] Fox nods
[18:45] Gunner: for Me to guide you you need to be ready
[18:46] Fox: yes Master
[18:46] Gunner: tonight you will take time for your self
[18:47] Gunner: you will look back into your life and see when you first started to notice that you had needs to be controled
[18:47] Gunner: and you will also tell me if you denied them pushed them deep down
[18:47] Gunner: becuse the time for that has come to an end
[18:47] Fox: yes Master
[18:47] Gunner: now you will be lifting these needs
[18:48] Gunner: allowing your self to feel them deeply
[18:49] Gunner: I am looking for somthing for you
[18:50] Fox: oh...looks to him
[18:51] Gunner: these 2 NC may help you understand your feelings
[18:52] Fox: isnt that one clysa's
[18:52] Gunner: see I know how it can be frightening to relize you are different
[18:52] Gunner: I think so
[18:52] Fox: ive read her work, its good
[18:53] Gunner: Look at Me I found Gor in the 1970's before there was an internet
[18:53] Gunner: so for a long time I thought I was nuts but I was happy in My insainaity
[18:54] Fox smiles lightly
[18:55] Gunner: I have lived My life in the Gorean style for a long time there are lots of aspects to this that is not posabul but the core of what it is to be Gorean Master or even Gorean slave can be had on this rock we live on
[18:56] Gunner: over years I learned that I can train slaves and it makes me proud when I take a girl like you knowing her own needs but not how to accept or live them and guiding her watching her grow
[18:57] Gunner: as I watch you grow learn and accept what you are you will make me proud
18:58] Gunner: so you are also providing me a need of Mine as i provide your needs
[18:58] Fox: i see and understand
[18:59] Gunner: it is importent that you learn this but more then that allow your self to feel it
18:59] Gunner: if you are alone now I want you to read the words aloud hear your self saying them
[19:00] Fox blushes
[19:00] Gunner: blush if youy most but do as i command
[19:01] Fox: yes Master
[19:01] Gunner: when done tell me if you had any feelings and what they were
[19:02] Gunner: you will hear that from Me often tell Me your feelings
[19:03] Fox: done Master
[19:03] Gunner: MY RL says she hears me tell her to tell Me her feelings almost more then she heasr strip dana
[19:03] Gunner: did you have anyfeelings
[19:03] Fox giggles
[19:04] Gunner: you will hear both from me too
[19:04] Fox blushes...like a tightening feeling yes relief
[19:04] Fox: yet
[19:04] Gunner: go on
[19:05] Gunner: you need to be open and fully Honest with me
[19:05] Gunner: and yet what
[19:05] Fox: its like as i read them they feel just right, thats the relief
[19:05] Fox: oh i was replacing the yes with yet
[19:06] Gunner: each night just before you go to bed i want you to look in a mirror and recite them looking into your own eyes
[19:06] Fox: yes Master
[19:07] Gunner: this mayt be one of those times I told you about when I will have you do something that makes no sense or sounds silly but trust me
[19:07] Fox nods
[19:07] Gunner: what we need to do is give the slave you are help to be your self
19:08] Gunner: also sometime next week I want you to write to Me what slavery means to you
[19:09] Fox: yes Master
[19:10] Gunner: all thia writing is for you as you put these thoughts down you can see them feel them and then imbrace them
[19:10] Gunner: I will also teach you how to serve who to serve first second and so on
[19:11] Gunner: thart is the easy and fun part
[19:11] Fox: oh
[19:11] Gunner: you get to write your serves you get to play with any you serve tease them flirt with them be as sexual as you want because for now you are white silk
[19:12] Fox blushes deeply
[19:12] Gunner: as your trainer and SL Master I will decide when toi have you opened or if i will open you Myself
[19:13] Gunner: you make your profile read that you are My slave and also under My protection
[19:13] Gunner: I will make some taghs in a day or so for slaves here in the school
[19:13] Fox bites her lip, eyes widens a little as she nods...yes master
[19:14] Gunner: you have an issue to being My slave in SL if so tell me now and we will make it diifferent it will not effect you being My student in the least
[19:15] Gunner: but remember sooner or later you will have a SL Master
[19:16] Fox nods
[19:17] Gunner: what have you felt about what I have told you are you ready to find and free yourt inner slave
[19:17] Gunner: if so keep this in Mind a slave is all about emotions
[19:18] Gunner: her emotions are what guuide her they add to her needs and together they drive her to be the best and most pleasing slave she can be
[19:19] Fox: i find your words of interest and they seem to go through me, striking the right place, plus i also find it as a challenge....blushes
[19:20] Gunner: the challange will be for Me to teach you and even harder will be having you unlearn some things
[19:21] Fox nods..i understand
[19:22] Gunner: I put My arms around you and hold you close to Me feeling your light body on My lap the warmpth of your skin the tiny fire that burns in side you
[19:22] Gunner: placing My palm on your belly
[19:23] Gunner: "In here is the beginings of the slave fire. I will stoke it feed it and make it grow and burn hot and high"
[19:23] Fox shivers to the touch, closes her eyes
[19:23] Gunner: what time zone are you in
[19:24] Fox: cst
[19:24] Gunner: is it daytime or night time there now
[19:24] Gunner: that works I an cst also
[19:24] Fox: night right now
[19:24] Fox peeks up at him
[19:24] Gunner: I have 9:34
19:25] Fox: thinks your clock is a little fast by 10 minutes
[19:25] Gunner: as I hold you I lean in and gently place My lips on yours My arms tighten around you as I softly kiss you
[19:26] Gunner: that is because you have pleased me tonight
[19:27] Fox tenses a little, eyes wide by the kiss, blushing deeply, looks up at him, pants softly
[19:27] Fox: i..im glad that i did...whispers
[19:27] Gunner: sion I will kiss you often as i teach you it all workd together
[19:28] Fox nods..yes Master
[19:29] Gunner: tonioght I learned a little about you and I will learn more and more in time I will know you like no other can and then your RL master will learn you as your training moves step by step I know He will see the changes as much as you will
[19:30] Gunner: again I give you My word that if you obey Me do as i command and work with Me you will find that you are a happy girl because you are slave
[19:31] Fox offers a shy smile, nods...yes Master
[19:32] Gunner: ionside the kennel is a blank frame you can put you own picture in that and if you have another picture you can hang it where the other is on the right side
[19:32] Gunner: you will clean the kennel every day I will place a buckrt and rag in side for you to use
[19:33] Fox: already beat you to it and added a poster i made with one of my favorite quotes from outlaw
[19:33] Gunner: I will be placing a stack of books in the school all the Gor books
[19:33] Gunner: have you read dancer yet
[19:34] Fox: been awhile Master
[19:34] Fox: had them 1-26 on my comp but it crashed so i lost it all.
[19:34] Fox looks up at him
[19:35] Gunner: read this when you have time
[19:35] Gunner: in it is some good thiings for you to learn
[19:35] Gunner: in it a girl finds her true self
[19:35] Gunner: as you will
[19:36] Fox: i remember bits and pieces of it, but its one of my favs, but i will re-read it as asked
[19:37] Gunner: ppacing My hand to your breast and against your heart I look deep into your eyes "In here is the heart of a slave I can feel it beat I can feel the slave you are and I know My business in this in side you is a true slave and I will bring her uot"
[19:37] Gunner: out
[19:38] Gunner: learn this I am a Master I do not ask no Master saks we command"
[19:38] Fox softly whimpers, shivers
[19:39] Gunner: when I tell you to do something I am not asking I am commanding
[19:39] Gunner: now you think about that for a moment
19:39] Fox nods, pursing her lips
[19:39] Gunner: a Master commands a slave obeys
[19:40] Gunner: one slave may ask another to do something but a Master always commands a slavbe always obeys
[19:41] Gunner: you are no longer a free woman you are now a collared slave in My school being trained to be a slave not only in SL but also in RL
[19:42] Fox: yes Master
[19:45] Gunner: OK NOW a few simple standing commands that you will obey
[19:46] Fox looks to him
[19:47] Gunner: when you log on and I am on or I log on and you are on you wil greet Me by kissing My boots your collar should have that animation of not I have a slave hud that does
[19:47] Fox: it doent have such Master
[19:48] Fox: it only have simple poses
[19:48] Gunner: if you have already greeted me and are in another room in the school and need or want to come into a room I am in you will nadu at the door and ask permission to enter
[19:48] Gunner: OK I will get you a new collar then
[19:48] Fox nods slowly
[19:49] Gunner: this one will work
[16:41] Gunner: and tis is the most importent thing you will learn
[16:42] Fox looks to him
[16:42] Gunner: to be a real slave you need to think and feel slave
[16:42] Gunner: you need to look deeply inside your self see if there is a slave there
[16:43] Fox drops her eyes shyly
[16:43] Gunner: you must feel it deeply a need to serve
[16:44] Gunner: do you understand this
[16:44] Fox: yes....closes eyes...yes master
[16:45] Gunner: if I tell you to name one aspect of slavery that draws you what would it be the ownership the serving or the control you will give to your Master
[16:46] Fox bites lip...if i might say, that is hard...whispers
[16:47] Gunner: when I train a slave one on one like this I try to make it as intmit as I can it brings me ans the slave closer and helps on sopme of the training
[16:47] Fox nods
[16:47] Gunner: think but aslo look to your feelings
[16:47] Gunner: the answere is there in your emotions
[16:49] Gunner: each slave has a different answere so the only wrong answer is one that is not what you truly feel
[16:49] Fox sighs..i might say the ownership, for to me it has all of the above
[16:49] Gunner: there are many aspects of slavery
[16:50] Gunner: good girl see if you look to your emotions your slavery will come to the forfront of all you do and think and everything you feel
[16:50] Fox shivers
[16:51] Gunner: a slave is much more then a play toy or a serving girl
[16:51] Gunner: yes you will be used as a play toy and a serving girl burt a true slave is miuch more then this
[16:52] Gunner: a true slave is a joy to see and a joy to own
[16:52] Fox nods lightly.
[16:53] Gunner: as you grow in your collar you will learn that all you do and think will be centered around one simple thought
[16:53] Gunner: can you guess what that is
[16:54] Fox: that i am a slave to my Master
[16:54] Gunner: will this please Master
[16:54] Fox nods
[16:54] Gunner: what you say how you dress how you move
[16:54] Gunner: you life your every thought will be "please Master"
[16:55] Gunner: anyone can train a girl to serve
[16:55] Gunner: protacall
[16:55] Gunner: positions
[16:55] Gunner: here with Me I will teach you how to feel like a slave how to think as a slave
[16:56] Gunner: you will also learn to serve and the basic slave positions
[16:56] Gunner: but what is importent is helping you guiding you to truly thing and feel your self a slave
[16:57] Gunner: if this is what you seak I will take you on as a student
[16:57] Fox nods slowly...yes please
[16:57] Gunner: it is not easy
[16:57] Gunner: I can show and teach and guide you
[16:57] Gunner: but you needf to do the work
[16:58] Fox: nothing is truely easy if its what you wish
[16:58] Gunner: dont worry I train Masters too
[16:58] Fox arches an eyebrow
[16:58] Gunner: now as for a name for you
[16:59] Fox bites her lower lip
[16:59] Gunner: till I get to know who you truly are I will call you sion
[17:00] Fox: yes Master
[17:00] Gunner: when you have a few free min make a name plate for your kennel
[17:00] Gunner: if you need a frame I have many
[17:00] Fox nods
[17:01] Gunner: I talke it you are white silk
[17:01] Gunner: not opened for the pleasure of masters
[17:01] Fox blushes deeply
[17:01] Fox: youre correct
[17:02] Gunner: this to in time will change do not worry over it for now
[17:02] Gunner: I am a demanding trainer but I am also fair
[17:02] Fox swallows some nodding
[17:03] Gunner: I correct once
[17:03] Gunner: if I need to correct you for the samer thing a second time well you may find out
[17:04] Fox: i see
[17:04] Gunner: when you please Me you may get prase
[17:04] Gunner: afetr the little we have talked I feel that you have high intelagence this is helpfull in a slave
[17:05] Gunner: ok each day I will work with you training and teaching
[17:05] Fox: thank you
[17:05] Gunner: and each day you will take a few moments and put your feelings into a NC
[17:06] Gunner: then send them to Me this is for me to see and learn who you are how you think and what you feel
[17:06] Fox nods....like a journal
[17:06] Gunner: yes
[17:07] Gunner: I will read it and never hold anything you say against you so if I do domething that causes you anger this is where you and vent that anger
[17:08] Gunner: you at times will feel I am making you do something that makes no sense but belive Me in time you will understand
[17:08] Fox nods
[17:08] Gunner: you have a RL Master correct
[17:09] Gunner: or desire one
[17:09] Fox: i have one
[17:09] Gunner: and have you told Him you are getting slave training
[17:10] Gunner: the relationship between a Master and His slave is absolute
[17:10] Gunner: his control of you and your life is absolute
[17:10] Gunner: these are the first things I will teach you
[17:11] Gunner: how to feel this control how to accept it and finalu how to desire and need it
[17:12] Fox nods gently...He knows that i do this, His only wish is that it doesnt fully infect into a rl...she whispers
[17:12] Gunner: and it wont what I teach you you will take into your RL and Him but all training will be here
[17:13] Fox nods
[17:13] Gunner: listen to me
[17:14] Gunner: you feel that inside you ios a true slave
[17:14] Gunner: you want to explore and see how strong this need is
[17:14] Gunner: you also want to know how to be a slave
[17:14] Gunner: I will guide and train you so all this will happen
[17:15] Gunner: what I reach you here in SL can of you truly desire it be brught into your RL life with your Master
[17:16] Gunner: there arte many places for training in SL but most of not all do not train the full slave
[17:16] Gunner: to be a true slave
[17:16] Gunner: you need to think and feel slave
[17:17] Gunner: you may find that you will have to change the way you see things the way you process information
[17:17] Gunner: not major changes
[17:17] Gunner: but some small changes
[17:18] Fox nods lightly
[17:18] Gunner: over time you will see and feel youre self more and more slave you need to be owned and controled will grow
[17:19] Gunner: and you will give more and more control over to your RL Master
[17:19] Gunner: a slave and a Mastert complete each other for each gives what the other needs to be complete
[17:20] Gunner: the slave needs to be owned and dresired so strongly that nithing less then complete ownership will satisfy that desire
[17:20] Gunner: a Masster needs toi desire a slave to that point and needs to control and own her
[17:21] Gunner: so the slave and the Master each getting what the need from each other
[17:21] Gunner: you the slave giving Him the Master taking
[17:21] Gunner: makes sense to Me
[17:22] Fox nods..yes it does
[17:22] Gunner: snce today is the first day of your training mostly we will talk but know this all I say will help you understand the feelings you have
[17:23] Gunner: have no worries I have trained over 100 slaves in RL
[17:24] Gunner: and I have never had one that I couldnt make some progress with a few were not able to make that finle step into total slavery but what I taught them helped them anyway
[17:24] Fox smirks some
[17:25] Gunner: I demand and will expect you total obeydance fro day one your truse and respect I will earn as time goes on
[17:25] Gunner: trust and respect
[17:25] Gunner: clysa smirks also
[17:26] Gunner: now do you have any questions you want to ask Me
[17:26] Fox: no Master, i dont at this time
[17:27] Gunner: I will tell you thisis not goping to happen overnight it will take some time
[17:28] Gunner: anytime you donr understand something ask me
[17:28] Fox: i understand and thank you
[17:28] Gunner: do you know why a Master needs to own a slave
[17:28] Gunner: what drives Him
[17:29] Fox: no Master
[17:29] Gunner: why do you need to be a slave
[17:30] Fox: for i know that i have a submissive side that needs nurished and control by a strong hand yet gentle
[17:30] Gunner: AFK for a second answere and I will reply as soon as I get back should only be a few min
[17:30] Fox: take your time
[17:30] Gunner: ok your submissave side
[17:36] Gunner: onm the other side of that is Domanamce
[17:36] Gunner: two halfs of the whole
[17:36] Fox purses her lips
[17:37] Gunner: how submissave you are we have yet to see
[17:37] Gunner: is it enough for slavery
[17:37] Gunner: this we will see sooner then you nay think
[17:37] Gunner: may
[17:37] Fox: oh
[17:38] Gunner: yes
17:38] Gunner: there is an excirsise I have slaves new to their slavery do it is a tought excirsise
[17:38] Gunner: as is reading My typing
[17:39] Fox smiles
[17:40] Gunner: take a moment close your eyes and picture your kneeling at the boot of your Master looking up to Him wating for Him to command you knowing that He may command you to serve Him something to eat drink or even to strip and serve Him in bed then try to feel it
[17:42] Gunner: you knowing thaty He fully owns you and can commamd you to do whatever he wants and you have no choice but to obey but you also have to trust in Him knowing He would never command you do to anythibng that would hurt you
[17:43] Gunner: this is what it is to be a slave
[17:43] Gunner: giving all you are to a Master holding nothing back
[17:44] Gunner: but more then that having a driving need to give yo Him
[17:44] Gunner: to Him
[17:44] Gunner: this need is on you already I know because in your own way you have told Me
[17:45] Gunner: what we will do over your trsaining is make this need stronger in you
[17:45] Gunner: I can tell you how
[17:45] Gunner: you need to do the work
[17:45] Gunner: you will have to unlearn some things
[17:46] Gunner: put some ideas behind you
[17:46] Fox nods looking up at him
[17:46] Gunner: but I give you My word that if you work and follow whaty I teach you will know what it is to be a complete slave
[17:47] Gunner: one that will be a pleasure and joy to your master
[17:47] Gunner: to start with
[17:48] Gunner: all girls are told from a youing age that they are the same as boys equals no differance between them bit a bit of body parts
[17:49] Gunner: this is not only wrong but for a submissave and slave it is hurtfull because it makes them feel wrong bad or use whatever woprd you want it does not allow them to be themselves
17:50] Gunner: whatever teachings you have had in this we nedd to delete from you bring it out look at it and seer it fior what it truly is
[17:51] Gunner: fear
[17:51] Fox shivers
[17:51] Gunner: I will explane it
[17:53] Gunner: some voca; females feel that if they allow themselves to feel what they are feeling it will hurt themn so they get angry and do not want any to feel these things
[17:53] Gunner: inside you is a need to submit a need to give up comtrol a need to be owned
[17:54] Gunner: do ytou feel that having these feelings and needs is wrong?
[17:55] Gunner: have you ever felt they were worng
[17:55] Fox blushes..no i dont, but yet i do feel that they might consume me thus fear it
[17:56] Fox: it that make sense
[18:07] Gunner: one min RL again but never fear your true feeings for thay will nt consome you but complete you
[18:07] Fox nods
[18:23] Gunner: the feelings you have the needs to be owned and controled are natural
18:24] Gunner: lets do this better you may sit on My lap
[18:24] Gunner: just click the chair
[18:24] Gunner: see better
[18:25] Fox: yes
[18:25] Gunner: what we are talking about are deep feelings
[18:25] Gunner: your feelings
[18:26] Gunner: these feelings you have the need to be owned and controled never allow your self to fear them
[18:26] Gunner: imbrace them
[18:26] Gunner: allow them to grow
[18:27] Gunner: here in SL I will control you I will teach you guide you I do have a firm hand but I can be kind also
[18:28] Gunner: I see you as a small flower
[18:28] Gunner: needing water to grow and blossem
[18:28] Gunner: as you grow into your slavery you will blossem
[18:29] Gunner: you will need to allow your needs to gorw it takes trust in your self as much as trust in Me your trainer and your RL master
[18:30] Fox: yes Master
[18:30] Gunner: you have to abmit to your self that you have these deep needs
[18:30] Gunner: and then accept them
[18:31] Gunner: this is the first step
[18:31] Gunner: every night you will look into your own heart and see these feelings and needs for what they are
[18:31] Gunner: they are you
[18:32] Gunner: thet are what makes you special and worthy of the desire a Master will have for you
[18:33] Gunner: and as you accept them and they gtow you will recive an added gift
[18:33] Gunner: your sexual needs will gorw too
[18:34] Gunner: they are all connected
[18:34] Fox eyes widens
[18:34] Gunner: ask clysa she can tel you
[18:35] Gunner: I didnt tell you this to make you nervious or to scare you but to let you know what will happen
[18:36] Gunner: you needs to be owned
[18:36] Fox: i know certain emotions effects the body, but that part i didnt know
[18:36] Gunner: to be controled commanded to obey are real
[18:36] Gunner: thay are what you are
[18:37] Gunner: as you allow them to be more and more a part of you
[18:37] Gunner: as thses needs are given a chance to grow
[18:37] Gunner: all the other feelings you may have be they sexual or just a need to please others will grow also
[18:38] Gunner: you will find your self needing to hear "girl you have pleased Me girl you have done well"
[18:39] Fox blushes
[18:39] Gunner: and as you allow these needs to grow you will find out you are happer and feel more yourself
[18:39] Gunner: because you will be finally fulfilling your self in life
[18:39] Gunner: we will start slowly
18:40] Gunner: you wil progress at your own pace untill I feel you are ready to be pushed a little
[18:41] Fox nods...yes Master
[18:41] Gunner: just under the surfice of who you are is a beautiflu slave
[18:42] Gunner: I think you can feel her there just wanting to be allowed to be free
[18:42] Gunner: free to be herself
[18:42] Gunner: and thus you being yourself
[18:42] Gunner: I have been wrong a few times but I dont think I am about you
[18:43] Gunner: I feel that just there inside you is an exqusit slave
[18:43] Fox drops eyes meekly, shyly
[18:43] Gunner: you tell me dop you feel her there
[18:44] Gunner: do you feel her know she is there
[18:45] Fox: yes Master, i could
[18:45] Gunner: and are you ready to let her out let her be free let your self be what you truly are
[18:45] Fox nods
[18:45] Gunner: for Me to guide you you need to be ready
[18:46] Fox: yes Master
[18:46] Gunner: tonight you will take time for your self
[18:47] Gunner: you will look back into your life and see when you first started to notice that you had needs to be controled
[18:47] Gunner: and you will also tell me if you denied them pushed them deep down
[18:47] Gunner: becuse the time for that has come to an end
[18:47] Fox: yes Master
[18:47] Gunner: now you will be lifting these needs
[18:48] Gunner: allowing your self to feel them deeply
[18:49] Gunner: I am looking for somthing for you
[18:50] Fox: oh...looks to him
[18:51] Gunner: these 2 NC may help you understand your feelings
[18:52] Fox: isnt that one clysa's
[18:52] Gunner: see I know how it can be frightening to relize you are different
[18:52] Gunner: I think so
[18:52] Fox: ive read her work, its good
[18:53] Gunner: Look at Me I found Gor in the 1970's before there was an internet
[18:53] Gunner: so for a long time I thought I was nuts but I was happy in My insainaity
[18:54] Fox smiles lightly
[18:55] Gunner: I have lived My life in the Gorean style for a long time there are lots of aspects to this that is not posabul but the core of what it is to be Gorean Master or even Gorean slave can be had on this rock we live on
[18:56] Gunner: over years I learned that I can train slaves and it makes me proud when I take a girl like you knowing her own needs but not how to accept or live them and guiding her watching her grow
[18:57] Gunner: as I watch you grow learn and accept what you are you will make me proud
18:58] Gunner: so you are also providing me a need of Mine as i provide your needs
[18:58] Fox: i see and understand
[18:59] Gunner: it is importent that you learn this but more then that allow your self to feel it
18:59] Gunner: if you are alone now I want you to read the words aloud hear your self saying them
[19:00] Fox blushes
[19:00] Gunner: blush if youy most but do as i command
[19:01] Fox: yes Master
[19:01] Gunner: when done tell me if you had any feelings and what they were
[19:02] Gunner: you will hear that from Me often tell Me your feelings
[19:03] Fox: done Master
[19:03] Gunner: MY RL says she hears me tell her to tell Me her feelings almost more then she heasr strip dana
[19:03] Gunner: did you have anyfeelings
[19:03] Fox giggles
[19:04] Gunner: you will hear both from me too
[19:04] Fox blushes...like a tightening feeling yes relief
[19:04] Fox: yet
[19:04] Gunner: go on
[19:05] Gunner: you need to be open and fully Honest with me
[19:05] Gunner: and yet what
[19:05] Fox: its like as i read them they feel just right, thats the relief
[19:05] Fox: oh i was replacing the yes with yet
[19:06] Gunner: each night just before you go to bed i want you to look in a mirror and recite them looking into your own eyes
[19:06] Fox: yes Master
[19:07] Gunner: this mayt be one of those times I told you about when I will have you do something that makes no sense or sounds silly but trust me
[19:07] Fox nods
[19:07] Gunner: what we need to do is give the slave you are help to be your self
19:08] Gunner: also sometime next week I want you to write to Me what slavery means to you
[19:09] Fox: yes Master
[19:10] Gunner: all thia writing is for you as you put these thoughts down you can see them feel them and then imbrace them
[19:10] Gunner: I will also teach you how to serve who to serve first second and so on
[19:11] Gunner: thart is the easy and fun part
[19:11] Fox: oh
[19:11] Gunner: you get to write your serves you get to play with any you serve tease them flirt with them be as sexual as you want because for now you are white silk
[19:12] Fox blushes deeply
[19:12] Gunner: as your trainer and SL Master I will decide when toi have you opened or if i will open you Myself
[19:13] Gunner: you make your profile read that you are My slave and also under My protection
[19:13] Gunner: I will make some taghs in a day or so for slaves here in the school
[19:13] Fox bites her lip, eyes widens a little as she nods...yes master
[19:14] Gunner: you have an issue to being My slave in SL if so tell me now and we will make it diifferent it will not effect you being My student in the least
[19:15] Gunner: but remember sooner or later you will have a SL Master
[19:16] Fox nods
[19:17] Gunner: what have you felt about what I have told you are you ready to find and free yourt inner slave
[19:17] Gunner: if so keep this in Mind a slave is all about emotions
[19:18] Gunner: her emotions are what guuide her they add to her needs and together they drive her to be the best and most pleasing slave she can be
[19:19] Fox: i find your words of interest and they seem to go through me, striking the right place, plus i also find it as a challenge....blushes
[19:20] Gunner: the challange will be for Me to teach you and even harder will be having you unlearn some things
[19:21] Fox nods..i understand
[19:22] Gunner: I put My arms around you and hold you close to Me feeling your light body on My lap the warmpth of your skin the tiny fire that burns in side you
[19:22] Gunner: placing My palm on your belly
[19:23] Gunner: "In here is the beginings of the slave fire. I will stoke it feed it and make it grow and burn hot and high"
[19:23] Fox shivers to the touch, closes her eyes
[19:23] Gunner: what time zone are you in
[19:24] Fox: cst
[19:24] Gunner: is it daytime or night time there now
[19:24] Gunner: that works I an cst also
[19:24] Fox: night right now
[19:24] Fox peeks up at him
[19:24] Gunner: I have 9:34
19:25] Fox: thinks your clock is a little fast by 10 minutes
[19:25] Gunner: as I hold you I lean in and gently place My lips on yours My arms tighten around you as I softly kiss you
[19:26] Gunner: that is because you have pleased me tonight
[19:27] Fox tenses a little, eyes wide by the kiss, blushing deeply, looks up at him, pants softly
[19:27] Fox: i..im glad that i did...whispers
[19:27] Gunner: sion I will kiss you often as i teach you it all workd together
[19:28] Fox nods..yes Master
[19:29] Gunner: tonioght I learned a little about you and I will learn more and more in time I will know you like no other can and then your RL master will learn you as your training moves step by step I know He will see the changes as much as you will
[19:30] Gunner: again I give you My word that if you obey Me do as i command and work with Me you will find that you are a happy girl because you are slave
[19:31] Fox offers a shy smile, nods...yes Master
[19:32] Gunner: ionside the kennel is a blank frame you can put you own picture in that and if you have another picture you can hang it where the other is on the right side
[19:32] Gunner: you will clean the kennel every day I will place a buckrt and rag in side for you to use
[19:33] Fox: already beat you to it and added a poster i made with one of my favorite quotes from outlaw
[19:33] Gunner: I will be placing a stack of books in the school all the Gor books
[19:33] Gunner: have you read dancer yet
[19:34] Fox: been awhile Master
[19:34] Fox: had them 1-26 on my comp but it crashed so i lost it all.
[19:34] Fox looks up at him
[19:35] Gunner: read this when you have time
[19:35] Gunner: in it is some good thiings for you to learn
[19:35] Gunner: in it a girl finds her true self
[19:35] Gunner: as you will
[19:36] Fox: i remember bits and pieces of it, but its one of my favs, but i will re-read it as asked
[19:37] Gunner: ppacing My hand to your breast and against your heart I look deep into your eyes "In here is the heart of a slave I can feel it beat I can feel the slave you are and I know My business in this in side you is a true slave and I will bring her uot"
[19:37] Gunner: out
[19:38] Gunner: learn this I am a Master I do not ask no Master saks we command"
[19:38] Fox softly whimpers, shivers
[19:39] Gunner: when I tell you to do something I am not asking I am commanding
[19:39] Gunner: now you think about that for a moment
19:39] Fox nods, pursing her lips
[19:39] Gunner: a Master commands a slave obeys
[19:40] Gunner: one slave may ask another to do something but a Master always commands a slavbe always obeys
[19:41] Gunner: you are no longer a free woman you are now a collared slave in My school being trained to be a slave not only in SL but also in RL
[19:42] Fox: yes Master
[19:45] Gunner: OK NOW a few simple standing commands that you will obey
[19:46] Fox looks to him
[19:47] Gunner: when you log on and I am on or I log on and you are on you wil greet Me by kissing My boots your collar should have that animation of not I have a slave hud that does
[19:47] Fox: it doent have such Master
[19:48] Fox: it only have simple poses
[19:48] Gunner: if you have already greeted me and are in another room in the school and need or want to come into a room I am in you will nadu at the door and ask permission to enter
[19:48] Gunner: OK I will get you a new collar then
[19:48] Fox nods slowly
[19:49] Gunner: this one will work
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[19:51] Gunner: when I and you are talking or whenever you and I are on you will ask permission to go AFK log off or wnything else you need to or want to do in RL this may be hard for you at first but it will help in your training
[19:51] Gunner: if you want to get a drink you ask
[19:51] masterperry Resident gave you !M&S Collar Instructions.
[19:52] Gunner: the instructions for the collar
[19:52] Gunner: if you smoke and need a cig you ask for My permission
[19:52] Fox: looks a little confusing
[19:52] Fox wrinkles nose
[19:52] Gunner: if you need to go afk you ask My permission
[19:52] Fox: that stuff will kill you
[19:53] Gunner: the collar is a but confusing at first but after a few days you will learn the commands and animations
[19:51] Gunner: if you want to get a drink you ask
[19:51] masterperry Resident gave you !M&S Collar Instructions.
[19:52] Gunner: the instructions for the collar
[19:52] Gunner: if you smoke and need a cig you ask for My permission
[19:52] Fox: looks a little confusing
[19:52] Fox wrinkles nose
[19:52] Gunner: if you need to go afk you ask My permission
[19:52] Fox: that stuff will kill you
[19:53] Gunner: the collar is a but confusing at first but after a few days you will learn the commands and animations
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[19:54] Gunner: they are all simple to use and you can call then just typing commands or anims in the chat box
[20:01] Gunner: I have other scripts that I will send you to add to the collar
[20:02] Fox: yes Master
[20:02] Gunner: back in My lap girl
[20:02] Gunner: you know you like it there
[20:02] Fox gently slips back into his lap, bites her lip
[20:06] Gunner: so you dont like it on My lap hmmm a hard thing for you being in My lap girl
[20:07] Fox: i didnt say that, its just...blushes deeply
[20:07] Gunner: think about this in My lap your heat open and naked is on My groin
[20:07] Gunner: commands
[20:07] Fox shivers whimpers softly as she flushes more
[20:07] Gunner: anims
[20:08] Gunner: when you greet Me you will drop into nadu then to bara at Me feet
[20:08] Gunner: times you sound a lot like clysa girl
[20:08] Fox: yes Master
[20:08] Fox shyly looks to him
[20:08] Gunner: remember you are no longer a FW
[20:09] Gunner: you are now a collared and owned slave
[20:09] Fox bites her lip
[20:09] Gunner: are you ready for that
[20:09] Fox nods..yes Master, i am
[20:09] Gunner: in all My years in RP I have never forced collared a fw that didnt beg My collar
[20:10] Gunner: or slave for that matter
[20:10] Gunner: so take a few moments and fix your profile
[20:10] Gunner: you are now My slave here on SL I am also your trainer
[20:11] Fox: yes Master
[20:11] Fox: master may i go afk for a bit, need to go and pick roommate up from work
[20:12] Gunner: es when you get back you will submit to me here on SL so this will give you time to form your words of submission
[20:12] Gunner: drive safe Mine
[20:12] Fox wets her lips, she nods..yes Master
[20:13] Fox: brb
[20:13] Gunner: I know you will
[20:35] Fox looks up at him meekly
[20:36] Fox: how would you know that i would be back...spoke softly to him
[20:37] Gunner: Because I am getting to get to know you
[20:38] Gunner: I can do many things but I can do one thing best and that is reading slaves
20:39] Gunner: even through the computer and the filter of SL
[20:40] Gunner: this is why I have agreeed to train you because I can feel the slave in you and I want to help every slave I can to complete her life and learn how to be a full slave
[20:40] Gunner: now kiss me then got into bara and submit to Me
[20:01] Gunner: I have other scripts that I will send you to add to the collar
[20:02] Fox: yes Master
[20:02] Gunner: back in My lap girl
[20:02] Gunner: you know you like it there
[20:02] Fox gently slips back into his lap, bites her lip
[20:06] Gunner: so you dont like it on My lap hmmm a hard thing for you being in My lap girl
[20:07] Fox: i didnt say that, its just...blushes deeply
[20:07] Gunner: think about this in My lap your heat open and naked is on My groin
[20:07] Gunner: commands
[20:07] Fox shivers whimpers softly as she flushes more
[20:07] Gunner: anims
[20:08] Gunner: when you greet Me you will drop into nadu then to bara at Me feet
[20:08] Gunner: times you sound a lot like clysa girl
[20:08] Fox: yes Master
[20:08] Fox shyly looks to him
[20:08] Gunner: remember you are no longer a FW
[20:09] Gunner: you are now a collared and owned slave
[20:09] Fox bites her lip
[20:09] Gunner: are you ready for that
[20:09] Fox nods..yes Master, i am
[20:09] Gunner: in all My years in RP I have never forced collared a fw that didnt beg My collar
[20:10] Gunner: or slave for that matter
[20:10] Gunner: so take a few moments and fix your profile
[20:10] Gunner: you are now My slave here on SL I am also your trainer
[20:11] Fox: yes Master
[20:11] Fox: master may i go afk for a bit, need to go and pick roommate up from work
[20:12] Gunner: es when you get back you will submit to me here on SL so this will give you time to form your words of submission
[20:12] Gunner: drive safe Mine
[20:12] Fox wets her lips, she nods..yes Master
[20:13] Fox: brb
[20:13] Gunner: I know you will
[20:35] Fox looks up at him meekly
[20:36] Fox: how would you know that i would be back...spoke softly to him
[20:37] Gunner: Because I am getting to get to know you
[20:38] Gunner: I can do many things but I can do one thing best and that is reading slaves
20:39] Gunner: even through the computer and the filter of SL
[20:40] Gunner: this is why I have agreeed to train you because I can feel the slave in you and I want to help every slave I can to complete her life and learn how to be a full slave
[20:40] Gunner: now kiss me then got into bara and submit to Me
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[21:06] Gunner: "tonight you are a submitted branded slave sion how do you feel"
21:07] Fox: sore...whimpers softly, but yet a small giggle slip from her, yet it feels right, does that make sense
[21:07] Gunner: to Me it does
21:08] Gunner: you may cover your self
[21:09] Gunner: dress Mine
[21:09] Fox: yes master, thank you...steps back over fetching her silks once more, gently slips them on
[21:10] Gunner: as you do I want you to think about all that has happened tonight you coming to me for training what I have told you so far the fact that I collared and branded you everything then see what it all feels like to you the fact you asked for pewrmission to leave the keyboard all of it
[21:14] Gunner: lession 2 when you speak to Me your Master it will always be with respect
21:07] Fox: sore...whimpers softly, but yet a small giggle slip from her, yet it feels right, does that make sense
[21:07] Gunner: to Me it does
21:08] Gunner: you may cover your self
[21:09] Gunner: dress Mine
[21:09] Fox: yes master, thank you...steps back over fetching her silks once more, gently slips them on
[21:10] Gunner: as you do I want you to think about all that has happened tonight you coming to me for training what I have told you so far the fact that I collared and branded you everything then see what it all feels like to you the fact you asked for pewrmission to leave the keyboard all of it
[21:14] Gunner: lession 2 when you speak to Me your Master it will always be with respect
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[21:49] Gunner: sion I feel that you will be seing your self in a different way soon I feel that the slave inside is comming to the front
[21:50] Gunner: you My sion have had a busy day
[21:50] Gunner: you have been collared branded and now have served your master for the first time
[21:51] Fox lowers her eyes blushing, shivrs lightly as she slowly nods..yes my Master
[21:51] Gunner: what emotions are you feeling now are you confused worried not feeling anything tell Me
[21:52] Gunner: ((not Sl feelings here I want the real deal on this Mine))
[21:53] Fox: a little confusion within, like a struggle
[21:53] Gunner: lets expand on that
[21:54] Gunner: what type of confusion try to explan it to me
[21:54] Fox gasps bites lip
[21:54] Gunner: (this way you are looking at Me not just down))
[21:55] Fox: ((ok, still learning the collar))
[21:55] Gunner: ((I know it I will move you if i want you in a different position ))
[21:56] Gunner: My collar looks good on your neck
[21:56] Gunner: so back to the confusion or struggle what are you struggleing with
[21:57] Fox: like i said its like a struggle thats the confusion, that a part of me yearns for this, yet another part is trying to push it away
[21:57] Fox offers a light smile from his comment
[21:57] Gunner: and what is the stronger of the two
[21:57] Gunner: well it does looks like you were made to be in My collar here
[21:58] Fox blushes dropping her gaze
[21:58] Gunner: the part that yearns is it stronger then the part that wants to push it away
[21:58] Fox: right now they seem to even out, my Master
[21:59] Gunner: ok now
[21:59] Gunner: listen this may nit make sense now but after you think about it fir a while it will become clear
[22:00] Gunner: the part that is fighting and oushing against what you want
[22:00] Gunner: this is all the fears you have add to that all the things you have been told to feel and be your whole life
[22:01] Gunner: but the part that yearns for it is the real you the one if you realy look you will see
[22:01] Gunner: sometimes I can see before the slave I am training
[22:02] Gunner: dont know why or how I just can
[22:02] Gunner: now you are a slave natural
[22:02] Gunner: deep inside you is a driving need to be owned
[22:02] Gunner: but also theree is this fear
[22:04] Gunner: you when you givre into this need will be moving aweay from what you have known most of your life and into a new life one you want but one that also is different for in this new life you will no longer be just a woman you will be more you will be a female slave
22:05] Gunner: the fear comes from the things that you have heard most of your life it is not importent so just push it away push it to the back of yopur mind for now not ouyt but just to the bcak
[22:06] Gunner: this will still be there for a time then in time you will see the joy of your slavery and nt need the other to fall back on then you will be able to fully rid your self from that
[22:07] Gunner: sion this is the second biig step in your walk
[22:07] Gunner: the first was abmiting you hjave needs
[22:07] Gunner: the second is trying to push the bad thioughts to the back of your mind
[22:08] Gunner: what you do when these thoughts try to poush their way out is this
[22:09] Gunner: close your eyes imagin you are in nadu as you are now in SL but in RL the Mastert that you need to serve is there you can see Him smell His scent
[22:10] Gunner: then feel His collar on your neck
[22:10] Gunner: feel the security of being owned
[22:10] Gunner: the joy of being so desired that he must OWN you
[22:11] Gunner: know the fullness of being controled
[22:11] Fox shivers, swallowing hard, nodding
[22:11] Gunner: as I said I can gude and teach you have to do the work
[22:12] Gunner: I can tell you what to do what to think
[22:12] Gunner: when you think of a RL collar how does it make you feel
[22:14] Fox: excited, worry, fear
[22:17] Gunner: ok we aill take one at a time and will start with fear what is it that you fear about a RL collar
[22:17] Fox: its a big commitment, kind of like marriage
[22:19] Fox looks to the leash as she felt him clasping it upon the ring before looking back up at him
[22:19] Gunner: OK it is a much bigger commentment then a simpple marrage. in a marrage the husband dooen not take full responcibulity for every aspect of the wifes life
[22:20] Gunner: in a true master/slave releationship the Master takes full responcibulity for every aspect of His slaves life
22:21] Gunner: His commentment to her is miles more then the commentment of a husband
[22:22] Gunner: a husband may care if his wife eats but he seldoms cares what she eats a husband may want his wife to dress but he will not tell her if she amy and what she will wear everuday
[22:22] Gunner: and these are just th small things
[22:23] Gunner: so yes you can fear this buit only fear you submit top the wrong master nit the fact that you are submitting
[22:24] Gunner: does this make sense to you
[22:24] Gunner: if not I will try another way
[22:24] Fox: yes it does make sense
[22:24] Gunner: unlike a marrage the Master slave releationship is abslolute
[22:25] Fox nods gently
22:25] Gunner: she gives absolute comtrol to her Master He has absolute responcibulity for her
[22:27] Gunner: but it is also the strongest most complete and most satisfing type of releationship two people can have
[22:28] Gunner: besides you do have Me to help you I ment it when I told you that you are under My protection that goes for RL as well as SL
-[22:29] Fox nods gently..yes my Master
[22:29] Gunner: do not think I am going to take months to rtrain you only to have you and all our work distroied by a false master
[22:30] Gunner: you have a lot to think about
[22:30] Gunner: and I work in the early AM
[22:30] Gunner: so you will do as I have commanded you to
[22:31] Gunner: gather all your thoughts and feelings and start your writings
[22:31] Gunner: as time goes on you will be able to look back and see how fre you come
[22:31] Gunner: far
[22:31] Fox: yes my Master
[22:34] Gunner: sion you will be one exquest slave I will have to control Myself and not take you for My own
[22:35] Gunner: see how well this looks and how nice it would feel
[22:35] Fox blushes as she held onto him, lowers her eyes shyly
[22:35] Gunner: no worries I am a Master
[22:36] Gunner: I cant control another unless I can control Myself
[22:36] Gunner: sleep well sion
[22:36] Gunner: dream of a strong master and a locked collar
[22:36] Gunner: and i will see you tomorow night
[22:37] Fox: yes my Master, rest well and try to have a good day when it come to you
[22:37] Gunner: do not forget My commands
[22:38] Gunner: I will know if yoiuy do
[21:50] Gunner: you My sion have had a busy day
[21:50] Gunner: you have been collared branded and now have served your master for the first time
[21:51] Fox lowers her eyes blushing, shivrs lightly as she slowly nods..yes my Master
[21:51] Gunner: what emotions are you feeling now are you confused worried not feeling anything tell Me
[21:52] Gunner: ((not Sl feelings here I want the real deal on this Mine))
[21:53] Fox: a little confusion within, like a struggle
[21:53] Gunner: lets expand on that
[21:54] Gunner: what type of confusion try to explan it to me
[21:54] Fox gasps bites lip
[21:54] Gunner: (this way you are looking at Me not just down))
[21:55] Fox: ((ok, still learning the collar))
[21:55] Gunner: ((I know it I will move you if i want you in a different position ))
[21:56] Gunner: My collar looks good on your neck
[21:56] Gunner: so back to the confusion or struggle what are you struggleing with
[21:57] Fox: like i said its like a struggle thats the confusion, that a part of me yearns for this, yet another part is trying to push it away
[21:57] Fox offers a light smile from his comment
[21:57] Gunner: and what is the stronger of the two
[21:57] Gunner: well it does looks like you were made to be in My collar here
[21:58] Fox blushes dropping her gaze
[21:58] Gunner: the part that yearns is it stronger then the part that wants to push it away
[21:58] Fox: right now they seem to even out, my Master
[21:59] Gunner: ok now
[21:59] Gunner: listen this may nit make sense now but after you think about it fir a while it will become clear
[22:00] Gunner: the part that is fighting and oushing against what you want
[22:00] Gunner: this is all the fears you have add to that all the things you have been told to feel and be your whole life
[22:01] Gunner: but the part that yearns for it is the real you the one if you realy look you will see
[22:01] Gunner: sometimes I can see before the slave I am training
[22:02] Gunner: dont know why or how I just can
[22:02] Gunner: now you are a slave natural
[22:02] Gunner: deep inside you is a driving need to be owned
[22:02] Gunner: but also theree is this fear
[22:04] Gunner: you when you givre into this need will be moving aweay from what you have known most of your life and into a new life one you want but one that also is different for in this new life you will no longer be just a woman you will be more you will be a female slave
22:05] Gunner: the fear comes from the things that you have heard most of your life it is not importent so just push it away push it to the back of yopur mind for now not ouyt but just to the bcak
[22:06] Gunner: this will still be there for a time then in time you will see the joy of your slavery and nt need the other to fall back on then you will be able to fully rid your self from that
[22:07] Gunner: sion this is the second biig step in your walk
[22:07] Gunner: the first was abmiting you hjave needs
[22:07] Gunner: the second is trying to push the bad thioughts to the back of your mind
[22:08] Gunner: what you do when these thoughts try to poush their way out is this
[22:09] Gunner: close your eyes imagin you are in nadu as you are now in SL but in RL the Mastert that you need to serve is there you can see Him smell His scent
[22:10] Gunner: then feel His collar on your neck
[22:10] Gunner: feel the security of being owned
[22:10] Gunner: the joy of being so desired that he must OWN you
[22:11] Gunner: know the fullness of being controled
[22:11] Fox shivers, swallowing hard, nodding
[22:11] Gunner: as I said I can gude and teach you have to do the work
[22:12] Gunner: I can tell you what to do what to think
[22:12] Gunner: when you think of a RL collar how does it make you feel
[22:14] Fox: excited, worry, fear
[22:17] Gunner: ok we aill take one at a time and will start with fear what is it that you fear about a RL collar
[22:17] Fox: its a big commitment, kind of like marriage
[22:19] Fox looks to the leash as she felt him clasping it upon the ring before looking back up at him
[22:19] Gunner: OK it is a much bigger commentment then a simpple marrage. in a marrage the husband dooen not take full responcibulity for every aspect of the wifes life
[22:20] Gunner: in a true master/slave releationship the Master takes full responcibulity for every aspect of His slaves life
22:21] Gunner: His commentment to her is miles more then the commentment of a husband
[22:22] Gunner: a husband may care if his wife eats but he seldoms cares what she eats a husband may want his wife to dress but he will not tell her if she amy and what she will wear everuday
[22:22] Gunner: and these are just th small things
[22:23] Gunner: so yes you can fear this buit only fear you submit top the wrong master nit the fact that you are submitting
[22:24] Gunner: does this make sense to you
[22:24] Gunner: if not I will try another way
[22:24] Fox: yes it does make sense
[22:24] Gunner: unlike a marrage the Master slave releationship is abslolute
[22:25] Fox nods gently
22:25] Gunner: she gives absolute comtrol to her Master He has absolute responcibulity for her
[22:27] Gunner: but it is also the strongest most complete and most satisfing type of releationship two people can have
[22:28] Gunner: besides you do have Me to help you I ment it when I told you that you are under My protection that goes for RL as well as SL
-[22:29] Fox nods gently..yes my Master
[22:29] Gunner: do not think I am going to take months to rtrain you only to have you and all our work distroied by a false master
[22:30] Gunner: you have a lot to think about
[22:30] Gunner: and I work in the early AM
[22:30] Gunner: so you will do as I have commanded you to
[22:31] Gunner: gather all your thoughts and feelings and start your writings
[22:31] Gunner: as time goes on you will be able to look back and see how fre you come
[22:31] Gunner: far
[22:31] Fox: yes my Master
[22:34] Gunner: sion you will be one exquest slave I will have to control Myself and not take you for My own
[22:35] Gunner: see how well this looks and how nice it would feel
[22:35] Fox blushes as she held onto him, lowers her eyes shyly
[22:35] Gunner: no worries I am a Master
[22:36] Gunner: I cant control another unless I can control Myself
[22:36] Gunner: sleep well sion
[22:36] Gunner: dream of a strong master and a locked collar
[22:36] Gunner: and i will see you tomorow night
[22:37] Fox: yes my Master, rest well and try to have a good day when it come to you
[22:37] Gunner: do not forget My commands
[22:38] Gunner: I will know if yoiuy do
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