Tis been awhile since one has done this. And one is ashame for falling so far behind in her writings. What kind of scribe am i, let alone slave.
As of late besides being sick in RL, one is starting to understand more of her slavery and the feelings that goes with it.
Being a slave, one is learning obedience and respect to and for both her Masters, RL and SL. One is still learning to take orders and obeying them all without question.
One also been reciting the mantra each night, kneeling along in the dark. This way one could picture more clearly her Beloved Vana'she (RL), standing over me watching one with such hunger and need.
One could feel her belly tightening even as the inner muscles clench. The heated nectar dampening her thighs. Sending shivers through her whole being.
The other day my Master had me perform a dance for him. One did her best to pleased him. He even suggested for one to write him a dance, which one believe she could do. He also suggested to imagine that it is my Vana'she whom one is performing for and not him. To move one's slave beauty for her Beloved.
One has to admit she was heated after dancing for him, that she wished to please him more. Yet, nervous that she might not be able to. Even toni told one not to worry, that one shall be fine, to relax and go with what seems natural.
Well, anyways, one needs to slip away for a little to follow her Master's orders to go and recite the mantra. Plus, he says he has something for one when he returns. One is curious of what it could be. But, of course curiosity isnt becoming of a kajira.
