Tis been awhile since one has done this. And one is ashame for falling so far behind in her writings. What kind of scribe am i, let alone slave.
As of late besides being sick in RL, one is starting to understand more of her slavery and the feelings that goes with it.
Being a slave, one is learning obedience and respect to and for both her Masters, RL and SL. One is still learning to take orders and obeying them all without question.
One also been reciting the mantra each night, kneeling along in the dark. This way one could picture more clearly her Beloved Vana'she (RL), standing over me watching one with such hunger and need.
One could feel her belly tightening even as the inner muscles clench. The heated nectar dampening her thighs. Sending shivers through her whole being.
The other day my Master had me perform a dance for him. One did her best to pleased him. He even suggested for one to write him a dance, which one believe she could do. He also suggested to imagine that it is my Vana'she whom one is performing for and not him. To move one's slave beauty for her Beloved.
One has to admit she was heated after dancing for him, that she wished to please him more. Yet, nervous that she might not be able to. Even toni told one not to worry, that one shall be fine, to relax and go with what seems natural.
Well, anyways, one needs to slip away for a little to follow her Master's orders to go and recite the mantra. Plus, he says he has something for one when he returns. One is curious of what it could be. But, of course curiosity isnt becoming of a kajira.
Monday, July 25, 2011
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Day6:Journal
I know the closer I get to my Beloved and during my training, both my mind and body will slowly starts to change and excepting who and what I am.
Each night and even in the morning as I wake, i kneel nadu upon the bed, naked to the flesh. Reciting the slave mantra, feeling shivers going through me each time i recite the words. A soft moan slips from me.
The other night, I was talking to my Beloved. He seems very pleased that Im taking the extra steps to please Him and learning more of myself.
I even had a dream that shocked me yet thrilled me. My Beloved just picked me up from the station, took me to His home where i stripped and presented myself to Him. He collared me as I pleasure Him. Then as He took me He branded me with His mark, not once but twice. Pain and pleasure rocked through me. Soon I woke to the dim reality, yet ive found the results of my dream upon the sheets.
I was shocked that such happened and embarrassed if someone found it. But in all of it, I was thrilled, the feeling of sheer pleasure running through me, burning and tightening me belly. Even the thought now I could feel the heat dampening my core.
Slowly I feel the lightening of my body freeing itself from the burdens that held me as I begin to be myself. My true self. Im glad and working harder to bring her out more. Soon, she be there for all to see and for the pride and pleasures of my Beloved.
Each night and even in the morning as I wake, i kneel nadu upon the bed, naked to the flesh. Reciting the slave mantra, feeling shivers going through me each time i recite the words. A soft moan slips from me.
The other night, I was talking to my Beloved. He seems very pleased that Im taking the extra steps to please Him and learning more of myself.
I even had a dream that shocked me yet thrilled me. My Beloved just picked me up from the station, took me to His home where i stripped and presented myself to Him. He collared me as I pleasure Him. Then as He took me He branded me with His mark, not once but twice. Pain and pleasure rocked through me. Soon I woke to the dim reality, yet ive found the results of my dream upon the sheets.
I was shocked that such happened and embarrassed if someone found it. But in all of it, I was thrilled, the feeling of sheer pleasure running through me, burning and tightening me belly. Even the thought now I could feel the heat dampening my core.
Slowly I feel the lightening of my body freeing itself from the burdens that held me as I begin to be myself. My true self. Im glad and working harder to bring her out more. Soon, she be there for all to see and for the pride and pleasures of my Beloved.
Monday, July 11, 2011
Day5:Journal
Been already a week under the Master's training event though a part of it was on hold since he had to move. But, Im glad that he believes Im doing well.
Im still couping with my feelings, understanding them. I try to keep an open mind and relax, just to let everything flow smoothly. Granted, in the end I do find myself very light headed and drained. Guess it also doesnt help that Im an empath and trained myself to block out and keep emotions stable.
But here Im learning to let it go, one step at a time, easing it slowly. To let it flow quickly would be like drinking too much and too fast. Not a good combination.
I would admit, I did feel a little envious sitting and watching the Master and his toni, interact. But then, I remember about my Beloved and how He and I get along. Even through dreams.
Ever since He been talking about marking me and how He was going to do it, sends shivers through me and the tightening of my body. Plus, the dampness that I find as I wake. It all make sense after listening to the Master's words.
Soon, it will be reality, and not some dream. I soon wake to find myself kneeling before my Beloved, giving it all to Him. As I do so, then I know its no longer a dream but a reality. One I wish fully and only the gods would know.
Im still couping with my feelings, understanding them. I try to keep an open mind and relax, just to let everything flow smoothly. Granted, in the end I do find myself very light headed and drained. Guess it also doesnt help that Im an empath and trained myself to block out and keep emotions stable.
But here Im learning to let it go, one step at a time, easing it slowly. To let it flow quickly would be like drinking too much and too fast. Not a good combination.
I would admit, I did feel a little envious sitting and watching the Master and his toni, interact. But then, I remember about my Beloved and how He and I get along. Even through dreams.
Ever since He been talking about marking me and how He was going to do it, sends shivers through me and the tightening of my body. Plus, the dampness that I find as I wake. It all make sense after listening to the Master's words.
Soon, it will be reality, and not some dream. I soon wake to find myself kneeling before my Beloved, giving it all to Him. As I do so, then I know its no longer a dream but a reality. One I wish fully and only the gods would know.
Day3:Lessons
[18:37] Fox approaches him lightly, feeling the silks brushing against her flesh, shivers slightly still not used to them from the long gowns she used to wear
[18:37] Gunner: sion
[18:38] Gunner: I was just thiking
[18:38] Fox: yes my Master...looks to him
[18:43] Gunner: Mine I have to talk to you
[18:43] Gunner: I have things to say
[18:43] Fox purses her lips as she looks to him...yes my master
[18:44] Gunner: you have come so far in a short time
[18:44] Fox: thank you my Master
[18:44] Gunner: for RL I have trained more then 200 slaves
[18:45] Fox: i see
[18:45] Gunner: and I onlly remember 2 that were slave as you
[18:45] Fox nods slightly
[18:46] Gunner: this may make you
[18:47] Gunner: and what I am going to say
[18:47] Gunner: may bother you
[18:47] Fox bites her lip
[18:47] Gunner: I want you to be happy
[18:48] Fox: of course my Master
[18:48] Gunner: I will protect you
[18:48] Gunner: you soni are a special female
[18:48] Gunner: you are slave
[18:49] Gunner: I will continu to train you
[18:49] Gunner: teach you top be slave
[18:49] Fox: thank you my Master
[18:49] Gunner: know this
[18:49] Gunner: I will protect yopu
[18:50] Fox: yes my Master
[18:50] Gunner: I will always be there for you
[18:50] Gunner: anything
[18:50] Gunner: I am there
[18:50] Fox nods offering a light smile
[18:50] Gunner: this is RL as well as SL
[18:51] Fox: yes my Master, blushing some
[18:52] Gunner: when I have My garden finished
[18:52] Gunner: you will plant a flower
[18:52] Gunner: this flower will be you
[18:52] Fox looks up confused
[18:52] Fox: oh
[18:53] Gunner: and as the flower needs water and food and cair
[18:53] Gunner: so do you
[18:54] Gunner: you will come to find
[18:54] Gunner: that I care
[18:54] Gunner: I can be hard
[18:54] Fox: yes my Master
[18:54] Gunner: demanding
[18:54] Gunner: but in it all I care
[18:55] Gunner: the slaves I train
[18:55] Gunner: are My floweres
[18:55] Gunner: I want to see them blossem into the best slaves
[18:55] Fox nods lightly
[18:56] Gunner: talenders one and all
[18:56] Fox blushes
[18:57] Gunner: Iwant to see you continu to blosssem
[18:57] Gunner: grew
[18:57] Gunner: and be what you are
[18:57] Fox: yes my Master
[18:57] Gunner: you know what you are
[18:57] Gunner: as I do
[18:57] Gunner: a beautiful
[18:57] Gunner: needing slave
[18:58] Gunner: the roght Master
[18:58] Gunner: can make you complets
[18:58] Gunner: the right Master can take My training and finish it
[18:58] Gunner: I am your trainer
[18:59] Gunner: I can take you only so far
[18:59] Fox nods dropping her gaze...yes my Master, i understand
[18:59] Gunner: the rest is up to your Master
[18:59] Gunner: I can teach you how to think
[18:59] Gunner: how to feel
[19:00] Gunner: hiw to feel yourself a slave
[19:00] Gunner: the differances between a Man and female
[19:00] Gunner: how to obey
[19:01] Gunner: how to want and need to obey
[19:01] Gunner: and you
[19:01] Gunner: have it in you
[19:01] Gunner: deep
[19:01] Gunner: to be slave
[19:01] Fox bites her lip
[19:02] Gunner: it shows every day
[19:02] Gunner: more and more
[19:02] Gunner: your feelings
[19:02] Gunner: your thoughts
[19:02] Gunner: they all come through
[19:03] Gunner: I have to turl ther pool filetr back on the breaker
[19:05] Gunner: Ok now
[19:05] Gunner: to you
[19:05] Gunner: sion
[19:06] Gunner: here is what you will do
[19:06] Gunner: go into your room
[19:06] Fox looks up at him
[19:06] Gunner: strip
[19:06] Gunner: and naked drop into nadu
[19:07] Gunner: and resite the slave mantra
[19:07] Fox: yes my Master
[19:07] Gunner: then come back to the keyboard
[19:11] Fox: back my Master
[19:12] Gunner: do you know why I just had you do that
[19:12] Gunner: one
[19:12] Gunner: to make you obey
[19:12] Fox: to see if i obey...she whispers
[19:12] Gunner: two
[19:13] Gunner: to make you see how far you have came
[19:13] Gunner: did you think
[19:13] Gunner: or did you just obey
[19:13] Gunner: and how did it make you feel
[19:14] Gunner: sion I can guide you show you the way
[19:14] Fox: i went and did it my Master
[19:14] Gunner: the feelings
[19:15] Gunner: must come from you
[19:15] Fox: yes my Master
[19:15] Gunner: all I do everything I command you
[19:16] Gunner: it is up to you to allow the slave to be therr
[19:16] Fox nods
[19:16] Gunner: now this is deep
[19:16] Gunner: but I must ask
[19:16] Gunner: when you obeyded Me
[19:17] Gunner: did it make you feel right
[19:17] Gunner: did it make you hot
[19:17] Gunner: deep in your belly
[19:17] Fox blushes nods lowering her eyes
[19:18] Gunner: I am your RL trainer
[19:18] Gunner: and your SL Master
[19:18] Gunner: you may find your self
[19:18] Gunner: having feelings
[19:18] Gunner: needs
[19:18] Gunner: some what sexual as you obey Me
[19:19] Gunner: this is not wrong or bad
[19:19] Fox groans softly, biting her lip
[19:19] Gunner: it comes as you feel more slave
[19:19] Gunner: OK
[19:20] Gunner: a slave
[19:20] Gunner: is all about feelings
[19:20] Gunner: the feelings guide and move throught her
[19:20] Gunner: and the strongest feelings or one of them is sexual
[19:21] Fox: yes my Master
[19:21] Gunner: this in no way takes from your RL Master
[19:21] Gunner: I would never take from Him
[19:21] Fox nods
[19:22] Gunner: but you need to knnw that these feelings will get stronger
[19:22] Gunner: as I train you
[19:22] Gunner: teach you more about what you are
[19:22] Fox: i understand my Master
[19:22] Gunner: guide you
[19:24] Gunner: you are ready to know this
[19:24] Gunner: the feelings
[19:24] Gunner: desires
[19:24] Gunner: needs you feel
[19:25] Gunner: wanting to be slave
[19:25] Gunner: are deep and primal
[19:25] Gunner: they go to your DNA what you are genetics
[19:26] Gunner: most
[19:26] Fox nods pursing her lips swallows a little
[19:26] Gunner: deny them push them away
[19:26] Gunner: the few of us that accept them
[19:26] Gunner: wrap our lives sround them
[19:26] Gunner: are happy comp;ete
[19:27] Gunner: living a slave or a Master is not easy
[19:27] Gunner: but the rewards
[19:27] Gunner: from this life choice
[19:27] Gunner: is one that cant be denied
[19:27] Gunner: the Master slave relationship
[19:28] Gunner: is the most complete
[19:28] Gunner: the most fulfilling
[19:28] Gunner: and the most trusting
[19:28] Gunner: because
[19:28] Fox nods
[19:28] Gunner: the slave gets from the Master what she needs to be complete
[19:29] Gunner: and the Master gets from the slave what He needs to be complete
[19:29] Gunner: one
[19:29] Gunner: woned
[19:29] Gunner: the other owning
[19:29] Gunner: one contro;d
[19:30] Gunner: the other controlling
[19:30] Gunner: to be a complete slave
[19:30] Gunner: you need to know how Masters think
[19:30] Gunner: what drives them
[19:30] Fox: i see my Master...nods gently
[19:30] Gunner: and you need to know
[19:31] Gunner: what slaves thing
[19:31] Gunner: what drives them
[19:31] Gunner: My job if you want to call it that is to teach you these things
[19:32] Gunner: tto show you how to think
[19:32] Gunner: your job is to learn
[19:32] Gunner: and sion you have
[19:32] Gunner: it is like everything I say to you
[19:32] Gunner: goes into your mind
[19:32] Gunner: and stays there
[19:33] Gunner: as a stubent you are a joy
[19:33] Gunner: a true slave
[19:34] Gunner: I will teach you things I dont often teach
[19:34] Fox blushes deeply
[19:34] Gunner: now listen
[19:34] Gunner: a slave is all deelings
[19:34] Fox: yes my Master
[19:34] Gunner: feelings
[19:35] Gunner: a slave gives
[19:35] Gunner: andf gives
[19:35] Gunner: a Master is all wants
[19:35] Gunner: desires
[19:35] Gunner: and takes
[19:36] Fox: yes my Master
[19:36] Gunner: when a slave gives a Master takes what she gives then takes more from her
[19:37] Gunner: the more He takes the more she gives
[19:37] Gunner: the complete each other
[19:37] Gunner: with Me you will learn to give
[19:37] Gunner: to obey
[19:37] Gunner: and to be slave
[19:38] Fox nods
[19:38] Gunner: when I send you out to your RL Master
[19:38] Gunner: you will be more slave
[19:38] Gunner: your body your mind and your heart
[19:38] Gunner: will all be His
[19:38] Gunner: because you will give it all to Him
[19:39] Fox closes her eyes shivers
[19:39] Gunner: you wiull need to
[19:39] Gunner: will
[19:39] Gunner: this is what it is to be slave
[19:39] Fox: yes my Master
[19:39] Gunner: needing to give all you are to a Mastert
[19:39] Gunner: are you sure this is what you want
[19:40] Fox: yes my Master it is...blushes
[19:40] Gunner: when you belly down naked to your Master and submit to Him
[19:40] Gunner: beg Hin for His collar
[19:41] Gunner: His complete ownership of ypu
[19:41] Gunner: you wil know deep in side that you are His peoperty
[19:41] Fox: yes my Master
[19:42] Gunner: when He locks His collar on your neck
[19:42] Gunner: takes what he now owns'
[19:42] Gunner: if ti is right
[19:42] Gunner: you will be complete
[19:43] Gunner: you will know
[19:43] Fox gently nods
[19:43] Gunner: you will feel it deeply
[19:44] Gunner: as he will
[19:45] Gunner: does any of this touch you
[19:45] Fox: yes my Master it does
[19:45] Gunner: how
[19:45] Gunner: remember feelings
[19:47] Fox: i could feel it seeping into me, making me shiver, yes i am a little frightened, but im happy for taking such a step, its like freeing all burdens i might have
[19:49] Gunner: you My sion
[19:49] Gunner: are stepping into a new life
[19:50] Fox blushes
[19:50] Gunner: sion
[19:50] Gunner: this new life
[19:50] Fox: yes my Master
[19:50] Gunner: is one of service
[19:50] Gunner: obeydance
[19:50] Gunner: and love
[19:51] Gunner: and in it you will be complete
[19:51] Gunner: you are just now feeling the completness the rightness of it
[19:51] Gunner: a heavy weight lifting from you
[19:52] Gunner: but beware
[19:52] Gunner: the past can hurt you
[19:53] Gunner: the lies that you have been taught can creap back in
[19:53] Gunner: you are getting free
[19:53] Gunner: free to be what you tru;y are
[19:53] Gunner: therer will ne doubts
[19:54] Gunner: and I want you to bring them to Me
[19:54] Fox nods...yes my Master
[19:54] Gunner: I am happy with you
[19:54] Gunner: you are one of the best I have ever had the chance to train
[19:55] Gunner: and to train you for another
[19:55] Fox: thank you my Master
[19:55] Gunner: makes me pleased
[19:56] Gunner: when I gve you a command toy obey
[19:56] Gunner: you
[19:56] Gunner: when your RL Master commands you
[19:56] Gunner: you will find that your heat may get wet
[19:56] Gunner: your nipples harden
[19:57] Gunner: again this is natural
[19:57] toni has entered chat range.
[19:57] Fox: yes my Master...blushes
[19:57] Gunner: My toni is on
[19:57] Fox smiles
[19:58] toni smiles, 'Greetings my Master'
[19:58] toni: Greetings sion
[19:58] Fox: greetings toni
[19:58] PocketPusssy kneels and hugs masterperry's hips.
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[20:05] Gunner: a slave is all about feelings
[20:05] Gunner: a Master is all desires and needs
[20:05] Gunner: one gives the other takes
[20:05] Gunner: a slave gives
[20:05] Gunner: a master takes
[20:06] Gunner: in this they complete each other
[20:06] Gunner: the slave needs to give of herself
[20:06] Gunner: a Master needs to own
[20:06] Gunner: so He takes what He owns
20:07] Gunner: when a slave
[20:07] Gunner: bellyes down naked and begs a collar
[20:07] Gunner: gives her total submission
[20:08] Gunner: this one acy complets her when the Master takes her
[20:08] Gunner: act
[20:08] Gunner: but
[20:08] Gunner: the Master neesds to understand and know what this submission truly is
[20:09] toni listens carefully
[20:09] Gunner: and He must respect it
[20:09] Gunner: for the full submission of a slave
[20:09] Gunner: is the only priceless thing left in the wro;d
[20:09] Gunner: world
[20:10] Gunner: it cant be bought
[20:10] toni: yes my Master, it is sacred
[20:10] Gunner: i cant be stoles or forced
[20:10] toni: it is love in its purest form
[20:10] Gunner: stolen
[20:10] Gunner: I told sion that I care for her
[20:10] Gunner: and I will protect her
[20:12] Gunner: sion
[20:12] Gunner: I love toni
[20:12] Fox: yes my Master
[20:12] Fox smiles
[20:12] Gunner: your Master will love you too if He is smart
[20:12] Gunner: if he is a fool send him to Me I will educate him
[20:12] Fox: yes my Master...blushes lightly
[20:13] Gunner: My wonderful toni
[20:13] Gunner: did you have a good night sleep
[20:14] Gunner: noty wanting to I gently let you down from My arms
[20:14] toni slips softly to her knees and smiles up at him with adoration
[20:14] toni: i .. had a troubled night as Alana is having troubles sleeping since school is out right now
[20:15] toni: she is having her schedule messed up from the holiday
[20:15] Gunner: did you and her take your walk
[20:16] toni: yes my Master
[20:16] toni: and i spent time dancing and did my errands
[20:16] Gunner: sion as I said as your training progresses you will find things about your self different
[20:16] Fox: yes my Master
[20:16] Gunner: you will find just the toought of your Master makes you hot
[20:17] toni grins (grin)
[20:17] toni: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
[20:17] Gunner: you sex drive will grow
[20:17] toni: yes very much so
[20:17] Gunner: do not fight this
[20:17] Gunner: imbrace it (dress it)
[20:18] Gunner: your master will desire you for your body but he will want you for your mind
[20:18] Fox nods...yes my Master..blushes lightly
[20:18] Gunner: a Master desires a slave for their bodies
[20:18] Gunner: but He wants them for their minds
[20:19] Gunner: all Mastere want a slave that they can talk with
[20:19] Gunner: any slave can please in the furs some better then othere "looking at My toni with a lick of My lips
[20:20] Fox: yes my Master, i can understand this each time my Beloved and i talk...smiles softly
[20:21] toni grins and glides her eyes up him lustily
[20:21] Gunner: when you and He talks are you finding your self more needing of His touch
[20:22] Fox: yes my Master, and it sends shivers through me
[20:22] Gunner: as you grow in your slavery this will grow also
[20:23] Gunner: My toni gets wet when she is thinking of Me as I get hard just in a simple passing thought of her
[20:24] Gunner: when a Master holds what He owns
[20:24] Gunner: knows that the femalle is His
[20:24] Gunner: his desire for her
[20:25] Gunner: if He is not in control of himself
[20:25] Gunner: can get away from Him
[20:25] Gunner: when a Master is in love with His slave this desire burns hotter then any other desire
[20:26] Gunner: and He need to own her more
[20:26] Gunner: a slave
[20:26] Gunner: has a desire to be ownde
[20:26] Gunner: property
[20:26] Gunner: controled
[20:27] Gunner: and the master gives her this
[20:27] Gunner: but
[20:27] Gunner: there is ont thing that must be there for it tp work
[20:27] Gunner: not love
[20:27] Gunner: trust
[20:28] toni: yes
[20:28] Gunner: love completes it
[20:28] Fox nods
[20:28] Gunner: trust makes it possible
[20:28] Gunner: if a slave cant have total trust in her Master he cant be her Master
[20:29] Gunner: this kind of trust cant be given
[20:29] Gunner: it must be erned
[20:29] Gunner: proven
[20:29] Gunner: tested
[20:29] Gunner: shown pure
[20:30] Gunner: sometimes
[20:30] Gunner: a Master will screw up
[20:30] Gunner: then it is His place to ern that trust back\
[20:30] Gunner: to get His Honor back
[20:31] Gunner: in My life as gorean
[20:31] Gunner: I know many even Myself that has made screwups
[20:31] Gunner: but we can regain the trust needed to make a Master slave releationship work
[20:32] Gunner: sion I am telling you this for a good reasion
[20:32] Gunner: it may happen to you
[20:32] Fox nods..yes my Master i understand
[20:32] Gunner: and I wouldnt want it to hurt you to the point you give uo on your slavery
[20:33] Gunner: I am Gorean
[20:33] Gunner: a Master and a slaver
[20:33] Gunner: and I made some of the biggest screwups any can make
[20:33] Gunner: and I know slaves
[20:34] Gunner: no one is purfect
[20:34] Gunner: but two can be purfect for each other
[20:34] Gunner: again I lookj to My toni love and desire in My hazee eyes
[20:35] toni smiles to him with love and trust
[20:36] Gunner: when I commanded you to get naked and recite the slave mantra sion what did you truly feel
[20:36] Fox: i felt the tightening in my belly, warmth running through me, my Master
[20:37] Gunner: the slave girl that had been fighting to get out
[20:37] Gunner: I think she is growing
[20:37] Gunner: getting stronger
[20:37] Gunner: My toni
[20:38] Gunner: I dreamed about you again
[20:38] Gunner: why did you bite my thigh
[20:39] Gunner: when I woke up I felt your teath
[20:40] toni giggles
[20:40] toni: i do not know that one my Master i will have to look it up
[20:40] toni: i am sure i had the wrong leg is all
[20:40] Fox smiles lightly
[20:40] Gunner: giggle all you want I want to know why you bit me
20:41] Gunner: you want to bite someone else leg hmmm
[20:41] toni: i think i was wanting the middle leg, my Master
[20:41] Gunner: maybe I need to shorten your chains
[20:42] Gunner: bite me there and we will both hurt
[20:42] Gunner: sion when a Master finds his slave
[20:43] Gunner: the one that was born just to belong to Him
[20:43] Fox purses her lips trying not to laugh, smiles looking back to him
[20:43] Gunner: something happens top both
[20:43] Gunner: to both
[20:43] Gunner: at first their wourlds collode
[20:44] Gunner: then merge into one
[20:44] Gunner: whgen I find a new student
[20:44] Gunner: and feel she is a true slave
[20:44] Fox bires her lower lip chewing it
[20:44] Gunner: I hold her tight and teach her all I can
[20:45] Gunner: wjen I bought toni in the hub I was buying for the vilage
[20:45] Gunner: but I couldnt
[20:45] Gunner: I had to buy her for Myself
[20:46] Gunner: I knew from the first she was Mine
[20:46] Gunner: as I knew from the first you are slave
[20:46] Gunner: I only hope you and your RL can find what I have
[20:46] Gunner: toni still needs training
[20:47] Fox: yes my Master
[20:47] Gunner: the kiond of training you will need when I am done training you
[20:47] toni: yes i do
[20:47] Gunner: the training only your master can give you
[20:47] Fox nods gently
[20:48] Gunner: before then you need to learn to thing and feel slave
[20:48] Gunner: think
[20:48] Gunner: toni
[20:48] Gunner: what is a slave
[20:49] toni: a slave is owned property
[20:50] Gunner: I own you
[20:50] toni: yes my Master
[20:50] Gunner: so are you a slve with a Master or the slave of a Master
[20:50] toni: i am the slave of a Master
[20:50] Gunner: what is the differance
[20:51] Gunner: beep
[20:52] toni: the difference is:
[20:52] toni: a slave with a Master implies the slave owns the Master as the word "with" implies ownership
[20:52] toni: slaves own nothing
[20:52] toni: they are owned
[20:53] Gunner: and this is why you are My slave and My fg
[20:53] toni: yes my Master
[20:53] Gunner: see her body I desire her mind I want
[20:55] Gunner: when a slave can have intelagent talks with her Master make him think entertain Him with her Mind she is a complete slave
[20:55] Gunner: ant girl can fucjk
[20:55] Gunner: qa slave is more then a fuck
[20:56] toni nods and nods
[20:56] Gunner: a slave makes her Master think
[20:56] Gunner: she intertains him
[20:56] Gunner: SHE MAKES hIM WANT TO BE WITH HER
[20:56] Gunner: damn cap lock
[20:56] Fox nods ()
[20:57] Gunner: sion you can fuck
[20:57] toni giggles
[20:57] Gunner: as slave you need to entertain your Master away from the furs
[20:57] Fox blushes then nods..yes my Master
[20:58] Gunner: what you cant fuck?? hmmm
[20:58] Gunner: that will make My job harder
[20:58] Fox smirks at him, wrinkling her nose
[20:58] Gunner: who says school cant be fun
[20:59] Gunner: maybe I will change the school moto from I train the mind to I tran the slave to fuck
[20:59] Fox giggles
[21:00] Gunner: come on girls I am trying to make it fun here
[21:00] Fox: yes my Master
[21:00] Gunner: OK sion you have been My student for a week or so
[21:01] Gunner: I have had long talkes with you
[21:01] Fox: yes my Master, i believe so
[21:01] Fox nods ()
[21:01] Gunner: what is the first thought a slave should have about all she does
[21:02] Gunner: pencles ready
[21:02] Gunner: I will give you a hint
[21:02] Fox: to make her Master proud in all she does
[21:02] Gunner: almost that is a c-
[21:02] toni: i think i know
[21:02] Fox blushes
[21:03] toni: may i try to answer my Master?
[21:03] Gunner: will this please my Master
[21:03] Gunner: toni you next
[21:03] toni: i was going to say that my Master only because i have already learned that one
[21:04] Gunner: and not the book answer this needs to come from you toni
[21:04] Gunner: what is a slaves first and most importent duty
21:05] toni: to please her Master
[21:06] Gunner: to be fully obeydant in this she will please her Master so toni you get a c
[21:07] toni: yes my Master
[21:07] Gunner: when a slave obeys her Master she pleases him
[21:08] Gunner: sion do you understand this
[21:08] Fox: yes my Master
[21:08] Gunner: be obeying your Master
[21:08] Gunner: you show Him He was right when He collared you
[21:08] Fox nods ()
[21:08] Gunner: and in this you please him
[21:09] Gunner: toni as you grew in My collar
[21:09] Gunner: did yopu find your sex drive grow
[21:09] toni: yes my Master
[21:10] Gunner: can you tell Me whay this happened
[21:10] Gunner: why
[21:10] toni: i think i can
[21:10] Gunner: ok (ok)
[21:10] Gunner: tell Me
[21:11] toni: i began to feel more feminine and less like having to be a man, always wearing the pants... i felt i could let that man stuff go and be fully female and it made me feel more beautiful and desirable, sexier ... and there is this tension that is created in being collared and at the mercy of another that is highly erotic, i think that had something to do with it as well
[21:12] Gunner: good very good toni A+
[21:13] Fox smiles
[21:13] toni: ohh!
[21:13] toni smiles and exhales, relieved
[21:13] Gunner: as you leyt go of all the wrong feelinngs you felt female
[21:13] Gunner: the mopre you grew the more female you became
[21:14] Gunner: females are sexual creaturs
[21:14] Gunner: hell you have an orgen that is only for sexual pleasure men dont
[21:15] Gunner: sion as you grow in your slavery you will feel more and more female
[21:16] Gunner: you will stop fighting these feeelings and embrace them
[21:16] Fox nods..yes my Master
[21:16] Gunner: and soon you will desire them
21:16] Gunner: a female slave
[21:16] Gunner: is the most beautiful desirable and wanted
[21:17] Gunner: no true Man can knoe till He has owned one
[21:17] Gunner: when you are held in the arms of youe master
[21:17] Gunner: owned property
[21:18] Gunner: He will know wjhat it is to be a Man
[21:18] Gunner: and you will know what iot is to be female
[21:18] Gunner: some Masters fight
[21:19] Gunner: the true feelings thay have for their slaves
[21:19] Gunner: as Master thay can
[21:19] Gunner: slaves cant they must give in to the feelings they are not allowed to deny them
[21:20] Gunner: a smart Master
[21:20] Gunner: will feel deeply for His slave and the smartest of them fall in love with their slaves
[21:21] Gunner: for a Master
[21:21] Gunner: His slave is a part of Him
[21:21] toni smiles looking over and up at him with her eyes shining
[21:21] Gunner: he owns her
[21:21] Gunner: she is not His girlfrined
[21:22] Gunner: she is not His wife she may be but she is more she is His slave
[21:22] Gunner: a wife is a p[artner
[21:22] Gunner: a slave is owned
[21:22] Fox nods
[21:23] Gunner: so how much more will He want her if He owns her
[21:23] Gunner: Masters
[21:23] Gunner: have a need deep drivimg
[21:23] Gunner: to own
[21:23] Gunner: when they desire a slave
[21:24] Gunner: thay Must own them
[21:24] Gunner: they may marry them
[21:24] Gunner: but they own them first last and always
[21:25] Gunner: OK
21:25] Gunner: a man may marry a female then make her His slave
[21:25] Gunner: or he may make His slave His wife
[21:25] Gunner: but she is His slave always
[21:26] Gunner: is she is a true slave
[21:26] Gunner: a marrage will not be enouugh for her
[21:26] Gunner: she needs to be slave owned comtroled property
[21:27] Gunner: only as slave does she know her Master truly desires her
[21:27] Gunner: shge knows the depth of his desire
[21:28] Gunner: He owns her
[21:28] Gunner: this is how much He desires her
[21:28] Gunner: when a slave is owned
[21:28] Gunner: contro;ed
[21:29] Gunner: property she knows her place and knows in her mind and heart what she is to her Master
[21:29] Gunner: the most desirable of females
[21:29] Gunner: as slave
[21:30] Gunner: you need to be that
[21:30] Gunner: the most deserable of females
[21:30] Fox: yes my Master
[21:30] Gunner: am I confusing you sion or you toni
[21:30] toni: no not at all my Master
[21:30] Fox shakes her head...no my Master
[21:30] toni: it makes perfect sense to me
[21:31] Gunner: to be a slave
[21:31] Gunner: you need to know Masters
[21:31] Gunner: to be Master
[21:31] Gunner: he needss to know slaves
[21:31] Gunner: a Master
[21:31] Gunner: can ,make a slaves life heven or hell
[21:32] Gunner: a smile to His slave makes her heart sing
[21:32] Gunner: a cross word crushes her
[21:32] Gunner: He as Master needs to know this
[21:33] Gunner: and you as slave needs to accept this about your self
[21:33] Fox nods
[21:33] Gunner: sion if your Master found pleasure with another slave
[21:34] Gunner: what do you think you would feel
[21:34] Gunner: remember Honest feelings here
[21:35] Fox: a little sad, but im be happy and thrilled that He is being pleased and that would also pleases me
[21:35] Gunner: I need a char with coushions for My slaves
[21:35] toni: yes my Master
21:36] Gunner: now you toni
[21:36] toni: i will need to talk to you about furnishing this place in time....
[21:37] Gunner: say I took sion to the furs and found pleasure with her how would you feel
[21:37] toni: i do not know, i answered this question before but now i do not know anymore
[21:38] toni: a part of me would feel turned on, a part would feel left out and hurt, a part would not care because it has nothing to do with my relationship with you
[21:38] Gunner: the truth is the right answere
[21:39] Gunner: I could always tie you up and make you watch :)
[21:39] toni chuckles
[21:39] Gunner: I am getting bad
[21:40] Fox smiles
[21:40] toni: it is no worries my Master, i like it when you are bad
[21:41] toni: i know dana serves you in the furs in RL and it does not bother me, i am not there and cannot do it and i am glad someone is so that you can be relaxed and fulfilled
[21:41] Gunner: thing is
[21:41] Gunner: well never mind
[21:41] Gunner: you know
[21:41] toni: know what my Master?
[21:42] Gunner: that it is you I desire
[21:42] toni: yes my Master
[21:42] toni: but still i am glad you have someone serving you
[21:42] Gunner: My desire burns deep and hot
[21:43] Gunner: sion your RL Master has this desire also
[21:43] Fox nods
[21:43] Gunner: just as a slave desires to be owned
[21:43] Gunner: a need to be slave
[21:44] Gunner: only one thing can make her slave
[21:44] Gunner: being owned
[21:44] Gunner: this
[21:44] Gunner: fills her with joy it frees her to be female
[21:44] Gunner: she no longer has to decide
[21:45] Gunner: her Master will
[21:45] Gunner: toni said it well a few times
[21:46] Gunner: a slave obeys and is a good girl the Master takes all the responcibulity
[21:46] toni: yes he has the hard part, all the work.. all she has to do is obey
[21:46] Gunner: toni I do love you
[21:47] toni: yes my Master, and i love you
[21:47] Gunner: sion have you learned anything in the last week
[21:48] Fox: i believe so my Master
[21:48] Gunner: has the way you think changed at all
[21:49] Gunner: have your feelings changed
[21:49] Fox: it has some, my Master, i will admit i am still a little hesitent
[21:49] Gunner: ;ets go with that
[21:49] Gunner: why
[21:50] Gunner: what is it that makes you so
[21:50] Fox: i have a little shy streak, always had since i was young my Master, so it take me a bit to jump
[21:51] Gunner: you already took the big jump
[21:51] Fox: yes my Master
[21:52] Gunner: My toni
[21:52] toni: yes my Master?
[21:52] Gunner: she has a lot to fear
[21:52] Gunner: but she is slave
[21:52] Gunner: and My slave
[21:52] toni: there is nothing to fear
[21:52] Gunner: ty Mine
[21:52] toni: i am not afraid at all
[21:52] Fox smiles
[21:53] toni: i feel at total peace
[21:53] toni: and joy... complete
[21:53] Gunner: someday soon I will have you in RL and take you as Mine
[21:54] toni: yes my Master *smiles and smiles soft*
[21:54] Gunner: sion when you obey
[21:55] Gunner: when you hear a command from your Master
[21:55] Gunner: you will feel a compoulsion to obey Him
[21:55] Gunner: a drive
[21:56] Gunner: and when you do
[21:56] Gunner: you will be filled with joy
[21:56] Fox: yes my Master
21:57] Gunner: when a slave obeys her Master
[21:57] Gunner: she is filling a need in her self
[21:58] Gunner: she is pleasing her Master
[21:58] Gunner: and in pleasing Him she is pleasing herself
[21:58] toni smiles
[21:59] Gunner: look at it like a curcle
[21:59] Gunner: in a curcle
[21:59] Gunner: joined
21:59] Gunner: in pleasing him she is pleasing herself
[22:00] toni: yes *smiles* and it is perfect and beautiful
[22:01] Gunner: sion you need to look deep inside youe self as I have said
[22:01] Gunner: in there is the slave
[22:01] Fox: yes my Master
[22:02] Gunner: ty sion
[22:02] Fox smiles
[22:03] Fox: may i kennel for the night my Master, tis growing late
[22:03] Gunner: yes you may
[22:03] toni: sleep sweet dear sion and sweetest of dreams
[22:03] Gunner: remember
[22:03] Gunner: slave mantra naked in nadu
[22:03] Fox: thank you my Master, yes my Master
[22:04] Fox: good night my Master, sweet dreams dear toni
[18:37] Gunner: sion
[18:38] Gunner: I was just thiking
[18:38] Fox: yes my Master...looks to him
[18:43] Gunner: Mine I have to talk to you
[18:43] Gunner: I have things to say
[18:43] Fox purses her lips as she looks to him...yes my master
[18:44] Gunner: you have come so far in a short time
[18:44] Fox: thank you my Master
[18:44] Gunner: for RL I have trained more then 200 slaves
[18:45] Fox: i see
[18:45] Gunner: and I onlly remember 2 that were slave as you
[18:45] Fox nods slightly
[18:46] Gunner: this may make you
[18:47] Gunner: and what I am going to say
[18:47] Gunner: may bother you
[18:47] Fox bites her lip
[18:47] Gunner: I want you to be happy
[18:48] Fox: of course my Master
[18:48] Gunner: I will protect you
[18:48] Gunner: you soni are a special female
[18:48] Gunner: you are slave
[18:49] Gunner: I will continu to train you
[18:49] Gunner: teach you top be slave
[18:49] Fox: thank you my Master
[18:49] Gunner: know this
[18:49] Gunner: I will protect yopu
[18:50] Fox: yes my Master
[18:50] Gunner: I will always be there for you
[18:50] Gunner: anything
[18:50] Gunner: I am there
[18:50] Fox nods offering a light smile
[18:50] Gunner: this is RL as well as SL
[18:51] Fox: yes my Master, blushing some
[18:52] Gunner: when I have My garden finished
[18:52] Gunner: you will plant a flower
[18:52] Gunner: this flower will be you
[18:52] Fox looks up confused
[18:52] Fox: oh
[18:53] Gunner: and as the flower needs water and food and cair
[18:53] Gunner: so do you
[18:54] Gunner: you will come to find
[18:54] Gunner: that I care
[18:54] Gunner: I can be hard
[18:54] Fox: yes my Master
[18:54] Gunner: demanding
[18:54] Gunner: but in it all I care
[18:55] Gunner: the slaves I train
[18:55] Gunner: are My floweres
[18:55] Gunner: I want to see them blossem into the best slaves
[18:55] Fox nods lightly
[18:56] Gunner: talenders one and all
[18:56] Fox blushes
[18:57] Gunner: Iwant to see you continu to blosssem
[18:57] Gunner: grew
[18:57] Gunner: and be what you are
[18:57] Fox: yes my Master
[18:57] Gunner: you know what you are
[18:57] Gunner: as I do
[18:57] Gunner: a beautiful
[18:57] Gunner: needing slave
[18:58] Gunner: the roght Master
[18:58] Gunner: can make you complets
[18:58] Gunner: the right Master can take My training and finish it
[18:58] Gunner: I am your trainer
[18:59] Gunner: I can take you only so far
[18:59] Fox nods dropping her gaze...yes my Master, i understand
[18:59] Gunner: the rest is up to your Master
[18:59] Gunner: I can teach you how to think
[18:59] Gunner: how to feel
[19:00] Gunner: hiw to feel yourself a slave
[19:00] Gunner: the differances between a Man and female
[19:00] Gunner: how to obey
[19:01] Gunner: how to want and need to obey
[19:01] Gunner: and you
[19:01] Gunner: have it in you
[19:01] Gunner: deep
[19:01] Gunner: to be slave
[19:01] Fox bites her lip
[19:02] Gunner: it shows every day
[19:02] Gunner: more and more
[19:02] Gunner: your feelings
[19:02] Gunner: your thoughts
[19:02] Gunner: they all come through
[19:03] Gunner: I have to turl ther pool filetr back on the breaker
[19:05] Gunner: Ok now
[19:05] Gunner: to you
[19:05] Gunner: sion
[19:06] Gunner: here is what you will do
[19:06] Gunner: go into your room
[19:06] Fox looks up at him
[19:06] Gunner: strip
[19:06] Gunner: and naked drop into nadu
[19:07] Gunner: and resite the slave mantra
[19:07] Fox: yes my Master
[19:07] Gunner: then come back to the keyboard
[19:11] Fox: back my Master
[19:12] Gunner: do you know why I just had you do that
[19:12] Gunner: one
[19:12] Gunner: to make you obey
[19:12] Fox: to see if i obey...she whispers
[19:12] Gunner: two
[19:13] Gunner: to make you see how far you have came
[19:13] Gunner: did you think
[19:13] Gunner: or did you just obey
[19:13] Gunner: and how did it make you feel
[19:14] Gunner: sion I can guide you show you the way
[19:14] Fox: i went and did it my Master
[19:14] Gunner: the feelings
[19:15] Gunner: must come from you
[19:15] Fox: yes my Master
[19:15] Gunner: all I do everything I command you
[19:16] Gunner: it is up to you to allow the slave to be therr
[19:16] Fox nods
[19:16] Gunner: now this is deep
[19:16] Gunner: but I must ask
[19:16] Gunner: when you obeyded Me
[19:17] Gunner: did it make you feel right
[19:17] Gunner: did it make you hot
[19:17] Gunner: deep in your belly
[19:17] Fox blushes nods lowering her eyes
[19:18] Gunner: I am your RL trainer
[19:18] Gunner: and your SL Master
[19:18] Gunner: you may find your self
[19:18] Gunner: having feelings
[19:18] Gunner: needs
[19:18] Gunner: some what sexual as you obey Me
[19:19] Gunner: this is not wrong or bad
[19:19] Fox groans softly, biting her lip
[19:19] Gunner: it comes as you feel more slave
[19:19] Gunner: OK
[19:20] Gunner: a slave
[19:20] Gunner: is all about feelings
[19:20] Gunner: the feelings guide and move throught her
[19:20] Gunner: and the strongest feelings or one of them is sexual
[19:21] Fox: yes my Master
[19:21] Gunner: this in no way takes from your RL Master
[19:21] Gunner: I would never take from Him
[19:21] Fox nods
[19:22] Gunner: but you need to knnw that these feelings will get stronger
[19:22] Gunner: as I train you
[19:22] Gunner: teach you more about what you are
[19:22] Fox: i understand my Master
[19:22] Gunner: guide you
[19:24] Gunner: you are ready to know this
[19:24] Gunner: the feelings
[19:24] Gunner: desires
[19:24] Gunner: needs you feel
[19:25] Gunner: wanting to be slave
[19:25] Gunner: are deep and primal
[19:25] Gunner: they go to your DNA what you are genetics
[19:26] Gunner: most
[19:26] Fox nods pursing her lips swallows a little
[19:26] Gunner: deny them push them away
[19:26] Gunner: the few of us that accept them
[19:26] Gunner: wrap our lives sround them
[19:26] Gunner: are happy comp;ete
[19:27] Gunner: living a slave or a Master is not easy
[19:27] Gunner: but the rewards
[19:27] Gunner: from this life choice
[19:27] Gunner: is one that cant be denied
[19:27] Gunner: the Master slave relationship
[19:28] Gunner: is the most complete
[19:28] Gunner: the most fulfilling
[19:28] Gunner: and the most trusting
[19:28] Gunner: because
[19:28] Fox nods
[19:28] Gunner: the slave gets from the Master what she needs to be complete
[19:29] Gunner: and the Master gets from the slave what He needs to be complete
[19:29] Gunner: one
[19:29] Gunner: woned
[19:29] Gunner: the other owning
[19:29] Gunner: one contro;d
[19:30] Gunner: the other controlling
[19:30] Gunner: to be a complete slave
[19:30] Gunner: you need to know how Masters think
[19:30] Gunner: what drives them
[19:30] Fox: i see my Master...nods gently
[19:30] Gunner: and you need to know
[19:31] Gunner: what slaves thing
[19:31] Gunner: what drives them
[19:31] Gunner: My job if you want to call it that is to teach you these things
[19:32] Gunner: tto show you how to think
[19:32] Gunner: your job is to learn
[19:32] Gunner: and sion you have
[19:32] Gunner: it is like everything I say to you
[19:32] Gunner: goes into your mind
[19:32] Gunner: and stays there
[19:33] Gunner: as a stubent you are a joy
[19:33] Gunner: a true slave
[19:34] Gunner: I will teach you things I dont often teach
[19:34] Fox blushes deeply
[19:34] Gunner: now listen
[19:34] Gunner: a slave is all deelings
[19:34] Fox: yes my Master
[19:34] Gunner: feelings
[19:35] Gunner: a slave gives
[19:35] Gunner: andf gives
[19:35] Gunner: a Master is all wants
[19:35] Gunner: desires
[19:35] Gunner: and takes
[19:36] Fox: yes my Master
[19:36] Gunner: when a slave gives a Master takes what she gives then takes more from her
[19:37] Gunner: the more He takes the more she gives
[19:37] Gunner: the complete each other
[19:37] Gunner: with Me you will learn to give
[19:37] Gunner: to obey
[19:37] Gunner: and to be slave
[19:38] Fox nods
[19:38] Gunner: when I send you out to your RL Master
[19:38] Gunner: you will be more slave
[19:38] Gunner: your body your mind and your heart
[19:38] Gunner: will all be His
[19:38] Gunner: because you will give it all to Him
[19:39] Fox closes her eyes shivers
[19:39] Gunner: you wiull need to
[19:39] Gunner: will
[19:39] Gunner: this is what it is to be slave
[19:39] Fox: yes my Master
[19:39] Gunner: needing to give all you are to a Mastert
[19:39] Gunner: are you sure this is what you want
[19:40] Fox: yes my Master it is...blushes
[19:40] Gunner: when you belly down naked to your Master and submit to Him
[19:40] Gunner: beg Hin for His collar
[19:41] Gunner: His complete ownership of ypu
[19:41] Gunner: you wil know deep in side that you are His peoperty
[19:41] Fox: yes my Master
[19:42] Gunner: when He locks His collar on your neck
[19:42] Gunner: takes what he now owns'
[19:42] Gunner: if ti is right
[19:42] Gunner: you will be complete
[19:43] Gunner: you will know
[19:43] Fox gently nods
[19:43] Gunner: you will feel it deeply
[19:44] Gunner: as he will
[19:45] Gunner: does any of this touch you
[19:45] Fox: yes my Master it does
[19:45] Gunner: how
[19:45] Gunner: remember feelings
[19:47] Fox: i could feel it seeping into me, making me shiver, yes i am a little frightened, but im happy for taking such a step, its like freeing all burdens i might have
[19:49] Gunner: you My sion
[19:49] Gunner: are stepping into a new life
[19:50] Fox blushes
[19:50] Gunner: sion
[19:50] Gunner: this new life
[19:50] Fox: yes my Master
[19:50] Gunner: is one of service
[19:50] Gunner: obeydance
[19:50] Gunner: and love
[19:51] Gunner: and in it you will be complete
[19:51] Gunner: you are just now feeling the completness the rightness of it
[19:51] Gunner: a heavy weight lifting from you
[19:52] Gunner: but beware
[19:52] Gunner: the past can hurt you
[19:53] Gunner: the lies that you have been taught can creap back in
[19:53] Gunner: you are getting free
[19:53] Gunner: free to be what you tru;y are
[19:53] Gunner: therer will ne doubts
[19:54] Gunner: and I want you to bring them to Me
[19:54] Fox nods...yes my Master
[19:54] Gunner: I am happy with you
[19:54] Gunner: you are one of the best I have ever had the chance to train
[19:55] Gunner: and to train you for another
[19:55] Fox: thank you my Master
[19:55] Gunner: makes me pleased
[19:56] Gunner: when I gve you a command toy obey
[19:56] Gunner: you
[19:56] Gunner: when your RL Master commands you
[19:56] Gunner: you will find that your heat may get wet
[19:56] Gunner: your nipples harden
[19:57] Gunner: again this is natural
[19:57] toni has entered chat range.
[19:57] Fox: yes my Master...blushes
[19:57] Gunner: My toni is on
[19:57] Fox smiles
[19:58] toni smiles, 'Greetings my Master'
[19:58] toni: Greetings sion
[19:58] Fox: greetings toni
[19:58] PocketPusssy kneels and hugs masterperry's hips.
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[20:05] Gunner: a slave is all about feelings
[20:05] Gunner: a Master is all desires and needs
[20:05] Gunner: one gives the other takes
[20:05] Gunner: a slave gives
[20:05] Gunner: a master takes
[20:06] Gunner: in this they complete each other
[20:06] Gunner: the slave needs to give of herself
[20:06] Gunner: a Master needs to own
[20:06] Gunner: so He takes what He owns
20:07] Gunner: when a slave
[20:07] Gunner: bellyes down naked and begs a collar
[20:07] Gunner: gives her total submission
[20:08] Gunner: this one acy complets her when the Master takes her
[20:08] Gunner: act
[20:08] Gunner: but
[20:08] Gunner: the Master neesds to understand and know what this submission truly is
[20:09] toni listens carefully
[20:09] Gunner: and He must respect it
[20:09] Gunner: for the full submission of a slave
[20:09] Gunner: is the only priceless thing left in the wro;d
[20:09] Gunner: world
[20:10] Gunner: it cant be bought
[20:10] toni: yes my Master, it is sacred
[20:10] Gunner: i cant be stoles or forced
[20:10] toni: it is love in its purest form
[20:10] Gunner: stolen
[20:10] Gunner: I told sion that I care for her
[20:10] Gunner: and I will protect her
[20:12] Gunner: sion
[20:12] Gunner: I love toni
[20:12] Fox: yes my Master
[20:12] Fox smiles
[20:12] Gunner: your Master will love you too if He is smart
[20:12] Gunner: if he is a fool send him to Me I will educate him
[20:12] Fox: yes my Master...blushes lightly
[20:13] Gunner: My wonderful toni
[20:13] Gunner: did you have a good night sleep
[20:14] Gunner: noty wanting to I gently let you down from My arms
[20:14] toni slips softly to her knees and smiles up at him with adoration
[20:14] toni: i .. had a troubled night as Alana is having troubles sleeping since school is out right now
[20:15] toni: she is having her schedule messed up from the holiday
[20:15] Gunner: did you and her take your walk
[20:16] toni: yes my Master
[20:16] toni: and i spent time dancing and did my errands
[20:16] Gunner: sion as I said as your training progresses you will find things about your self different
[20:16] Fox: yes my Master
[20:16] Gunner: you will find just the toought of your Master makes you hot
[20:17] toni grins (grin)
[20:17] toni: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
[20:17] Gunner: you sex drive will grow
[20:17] toni: yes very much so
[20:17] Gunner: do not fight this
[20:17] Gunner: imbrace it (dress it)
[20:18] Gunner: your master will desire you for your body but he will want you for your mind
[20:18] Fox nods...yes my Master..blushes lightly
[20:18] Gunner: a Master desires a slave for their bodies
[20:18] Gunner: but He wants them for their minds
[20:19] Gunner: all Mastere want a slave that they can talk with
[20:19] Gunner: any slave can please in the furs some better then othere "looking at My toni with a lick of My lips
[20:20] Fox: yes my Master, i can understand this each time my Beloved and i talk...smiles softly
[20:21] toni grins and glides her eyes up him lustily
[20:21] Gunner: when you and He talks are you finding your self more needing of His touch
[20:22] Fox: yes my Master, and it sends shivers through me
[20:22] Gunner: as you grow in your slavery this will grow also
[20:23] Gunner: My toni gets wet when she is thinking of Me as I get hard just in a simple passing thought of her
[20:24] Gunner: when a Master holds what He owns
[20:24] Gunner: knows that the femalle is His
[20:24] Gunner: his desire for her
[20:25] Gunner: if He is not in control of himself
[20:25] Gunner: can get away from Him
[20:25] Gunner: when a Master is in love with His slave this desire burns hotter then any other desire
[20:26] Gunner: and He need to own her more
[20:26] Gunner: a slave
[20:26] Gunner: has a desire to be ownde
[20:26] Gunner: property
[20:26] Gunner: controled
[20:27] Gunner: and the master gives her this
[20:27] Gunner: but
[20:27] Gunner: there is ont thing that must be there for it tp work
[20:27] Gunner: not love
[20:27] Gunner: trust
[20:28] toni: yes
[20:28] Gunner: love completes it
[20:28] Fox nods
[20:28] Gunner: trust makes it possible
[20:28] Gunner: if a slave cant have total trust in her Master he cant be her Master
[20:29] Gunner: this kind of trust cant be given
[20:29] Gunner: it must be erned
[20:29] Gunner: proven
[20:29] Gunner: tested
[20:29] Gunner: shown pure
[20:30] Gunner: sometimes
[20:30] Gunner: a Master will screw up
[20:30] Gunner: then it is His place to ern that trust back\
[20:30] Gunner: to get His Honor back
[20:31] Gunner: in My life as gorean
[20:31] Gunner: I know many even Myself that has made screwups
[20:31] Gunner: but we can regain the trust needed to make a Master slave releationship work
[20:32] Gunner: sion I am telling you this for a good reasion
[20:32] Gunner: it may happen to you
[20:32] Fox nods..yes my Master i understand
[20:32] Gunner: and I wouldnt want it to hurt you to the point you give uo on your slavery
[20:33] Gunner: I am Gorean
[20:33] Gunner: a Master and a slaver
[20:33] Gunner: and I made some of the biggest screwups any can make
[20:33] Gunner: and I know slaves
[20:34] Gunner: no one is purfect
[20:34] Gunner: but two can be purfect for each other
[20:34] Gunner: again I lookj to My toni love and desire in My hazee eyes
[20:35] toni smiles to him with love and trust
[20:36] Gunner: when I commanded you to get naked and recite the slave mantra sion what did you truly feel
[20:36] Fox: i felt the tightening in my belly, warmth running through me, my Master
[20:37] Gunner: the slave girl that had been fighting to get out
[20:37] Gunner: I think she is growing
[20:37] Gunner: getting stronger
[20:37] Gunner: My toni
[20:38] Gunner: I dreamed about you again
[20:38] Gunner: why did you bite my thigh
[20:39] Gunner: when I woke up I felt your teath
[20:40] toni giggles
[20:40] toni: i do not know that one my Master i will have to look it up
[20:40] toni: i am sure i had the wrong leg is all
[20:40] Fox smiles lightly
[20:40] Gunner: giggle all you want I want to know why you bit me
20:41] Gunner: you want to bite someone else leg hmmm
[20:41] toni: i think i was wanting the middle leg, my Master
[20:41] Gunner: maybe I need to shorten your chains
[20:42] Gunner: bite me there and we will both hurt
[20:42] Gunner: sion when a Master finds his slave
[20:43] Gunner: the one that was born just to belong to Him
[20:43] Fox purses her lips trying not to laugh, smiles looking back to him
[20:43] Gunner: something happens top both
[20:43] Gunner: to both
[20:43] Gunner: at first their wourlds collode
[20:44] Gunner: then merge into one
[20:44] Gunner: whgen I find a new student
[20:44] Gunner: and feel she is a true slave
[20:44] Fox bires her lower lip chewing it
[20:44] Gunner: I hold her tight and teach her all I can
[20:45] Gunner: wjen I bought toni in the hub I was buying for the vilage
[20:45] Gunner: but I couldnt
[20:45] Gunner: I had to buy her for Myself
[20:46] Gunner: I knew from the first she was Mine
[20:46] Gunner: as I knew from the first you are slave
[20:46] Gunner: I only hope you and your RL can find what I have
[20:46] Gunner: toni still needs training
[20:47] Fox: yes my Master
[20:47] Gunner: the kiond of training you will need when I am done training you
[20:47] toni: yes i do
[20:47] Gunner: the training only your master can give you
[20:47] Fox nods gently
[20:48] Gunner: before then you need to learn to thing and feel slave
[20:48] Gunner: think
[20:48] Gunner: toni
[20:48] Gunner: what is a slave
[20:49] toni: a slave is owned property
[20:50] Gunner: I own you
[20:50] toni: yes my Master
[20:50] Gunner: so are you a slve with a Master or the slave of a Master
[20:50] toni: i am the slave of a Master
[20:50] Gunner: what is the differance
[20:51] Gunner: beep
[20:52] toni: the difference is:
[20:52] toni: a slave with a Master implies the slave owns the Master as the word "with" implies ownership
[20:52] toni: slaves own nothing
[20:52] toni: they are owned
[20:53] Gunner: and this is why you are My slave and My fg
[20:53] toni: yes my Master
[20:53] Gunner: see her body I desire her mind I want
[20:55] Gunner: when a slave can have intelagent talks with her Master make him think entertain Him with her Mind she is a complete slave
[20:55] Gunner: ant girl can fucjk
[20:55] Gunner: qa slave is more then a fuck
[20:56] toni nods and nods
[20:56] Gunner: a slave makes her Master think
[20:56] Gunner: she intertains him
[20:56] Gunner: SHE MAKES hIM WANT TO BE WITH HER
[20:56] Gunner: damn cap lock
[20:56] Fox nods ()
[20:57] Gunner: sion you can fuck
[20:57] toni giggles
[20:57] Gunner: as slave you need to entertain your Master away from the furs
[20:57] Fox blushes then nods..yes my Master
[20:58] Gunner: what you cant fuck?? hmmm
[20:58] Gunner: that will make My job harder
[20:58] Fox smirks at him, wrinkling her nose
[20:58] Gunner: who says school cant be fun
[20:59] Gunner: maybe I will change the school moto from I train the mind to I tran the slave to fuck
[20:59] Fox giggles
[21:00] Gunner: come on girls I am trying to make it fun here
[21:00] Fox: yes my Master
[21:00] Gunner: OK sion you have been My student for a week or so
[21:01] Gunner: I have had long talkes with you
[21:01] Fox: yes my Master, i believe so
[21:01] Fox nods ()
[21:01] Gunner: what is the first thought a slave should have about all she does
[21:02] Gunner: pencles ready
[21:02] Gunner: I will give you a hint
[21:02] Fox: to make her Master proud in all she does
[21:02] Gunner: almost that is a c-
[21:02] toni: i think i know
[21:02] Fox blushes
[21:03] toni: may i try to answer my Master?
[21:03] Gunner: will this please my Master
[21:03] Gunner: toni you next
[21:03] toni: i was going to say that my Master only because i have already learned that one
[21:04] Gunner: and not the book answer this needs to come from you toni
[21:04] Gunner: what is a slaves first and most importent duty
21:05] toni: to please her Master
[21:06] Gunner: to be fully obeydant in this she will please her Master so toni you get a c
[21:07] toni: yes my Master
[21:07] Gunner: when a slave obeys her Master she pleases him
[21:08] Gunner: sion do you understand this
[21:08] Fox: yes my Master
[21:08] Gunner: be obeying your Master
[21:08] Gunner: you show Him He was right when He collared you
[21:08] Fox nods ()
[21:08] Gunner: and in this you please him
[21:09] Gunner: toni as you grew in My collar
[21:09] Gunner: did yopu find your sex drive grow
[21:09] toni: yes my Master
[21:10] Gunner: can you tell Me whay this happened
[21:10] Gunner: why
[21:10] toni: i think i can
[21:10] Gunner: ok (ok)
[21:10] Gunner: tell Me
[21:11] toni: i began to feel more feminine and less like having to be a man, always wearing the pants... i felt i could let that man stuff go and be fully female and it made me feel more beautiful and desirable, sexier ... and there is this tension that is created in being collared and at the mercy of another that is highly erotic, i think that had something to do with it as well
[21:12] Gunner: good very good toni A+
[21:13] Fox smiles
[21:13] toni: ohh!
[21:13] toni smiles and exhales, relieved
[21:13] Gunner: as you leyt go of all the wrong feelinngs you felt female
[21:13] Gunner: the mopre you grew the more female you became
[21:14] Gunner: females are sexual creaturs
[21:14] Gunner: hell you have an orgen that is only for sexual pleasure men dont
[21:15] Gunner: sion as you grow in your slavery you will feel more and more female
[21:16] Gunner: you will stop fighting these feeelings and embrace them
[21:16] Fox nods..yes my Master
[21:16] Gunner: and soon you will desire them
21:16] Gunner: a female slave
[21:16] Gunner: is the most beautiful desirable and wanted
[21:17] Gunner: no true Man can knoe till He has owned one
[21:17] Gunner: when you are held in the arms of youe master
[21:17] Gunner: owned property
[21:18] Gunner: He will know wjhat it is to be a Man
[21:18] Gunner: and you will know what iot is to be female
[21:18] Gunner: some Masters fight
[21:19] Gunner: the true feelings thay have for their slaves
[21:19] Gunner: as Master thay can
[21:19] Gunner: slaves cant they must give in to the feelings they are not allowed to deny them
[21:20] Gunner: a smart Master
[21:20] Gunner: will feel deeply for His slave and the smartest of them fall in love with their slaves
[21:21] Gunner: for a Master
[21:21] Gunner: His slave is a part of Him
[21:21] toni smiles looking over and up at him with her eyes shining
[21:21] Gunner: he owns her
[21:21] Gunner: she is not His girlfrined
[21:22] Gunner: she is not His wife she may be but she is more she is His slave
[21:22] Gunner: a wife is a p[artner
[21:22] Gunner: a slave is owned
[21:22] Fox nods
[21:23] Gunner: so how much more will He want her if He owns her
[21:23] Gunner: Masters
[21:23] Gunner: have a need deep drivimg
[21:23] Gunner: to own
[21:23] Gunner: when they desire a slave
[21:24] Gunner: thay Must own them
[21:24] Gunner: they may marry them
[21:24] Gunner: but they own them first last and always
[21:25] Gunner: OK
21:25] Gunner: a man may marry a female then make her His slave
[21:25] Gunner: or he may make His slave His wife
[21:25] Gunner: but she is His slave always
[21:26] Gunner: is she is a true slave
[21:26] Gunner: a marrage will not be enouugh for her
[21:26] Gunner: she needs to be slave owned comtroled property
[21:27] Gunner: only as slave does she know her Master truly desires her
[21:27] Gunner: shge knows the depth of his desire
[21:28] Gunner: He owns her
[21:28] Gunner: this is how much He desires her
[21:28] Gunner: when a slave is owned
[21:28] Gunner: contro;ed
[21:29] Gunner: property she knows her place and knows in her mind and heart what she is to her Master
[21:29] Gunner: the most desirable of females
[21:29] Gunner: as slave
[21:30] Gunner: you need to be that
[21:30] Gunner: the most deserable of females
[21:30] Fox: yes my Master
[21:30] Gunner: am I confusing you sion or you toni
[21:30] toni: no not at all my Master
[21:30] Fox shakes her head...no my Master
[21:30] toni: it makes perfect sense to me
[21:31] Gunner: to be a slave
[21:31] Gunner: you need to know Masters
[21:31] Gunner: to be Master
[21:31] Gunner: he needss to know slaves
[21:31] Gunner: a Master
[21:31] Gunner: can ,make a slaves life heven or hell
[21:32] Gunner: a smile to His slave makes her heart sing
[21:32] Gunner: a cross word crushes her
[21:32] Gunner: He as Master needs to know this
[21:33] Gunner: and you as slave needs to accept this about your self
[21:33] Fox nods
[21:33] Gunner: sion if your Master found pleasure with another slave
[21:34] Gunner: what do you think you would feel
[21:34] Gunner: remember Honest feelings here
[21:35] Fox: a little sad, but im be happy and thrilled that He is being pleased and that would also pleases me
[21:35] Gunner: I need a char with coushions for My slaves
[21:35] toni: yes my Master
21:36] Gunner: now you toni
[21:36] toni: i will need to talk to you about furnishing this place in time....
[21:37] Gunner: say I took sion to the furs and found pleasure with her how would you feel
[21:37] toni: i do not know, i answered this question before but now i do not know anymore
[21:38] toni: a part of me would feel turned on, a part would feel left out and hurt, a part would not care because it has nothing to do with my relationship with you
[21:38] Gunner: the truth is the right answere
[21:39] Gunner: I could always tie you up and make you watch :)
[21:39] toni chuckles
[21:39] Gunner: I am getting bad
[21:40] Fox smiles
[21:40] toni: it is no worries my Master, i like it when you are bad
[21:41] toni: i know dana serves you in the furs in RL and it does not bother me, i am not there and cannot do it and i am glad someone is so that you can be relaxed and fulfilled
[21:41] Gunner: thing is
[21:41] Gunner: well never mind
[21:41] Gunner: you know
[21:41] toni: know what my Master?
[21:42] Gunner: that it is you I desire
[21:42] toni: yes my Master
[21:42] toni: but still i am glad you have someone serving you
[21:42] Gunner: My desire burns deep and hot
[21:43] Gunner: sion your RL Master has this desire also
[21:43] Fox nods
[21:43] Gunner: just as a slave desires to be owned
[21:43] Gunner: a need to be slave
[21:44] Gunner: only one thing can make her slave
[21:44] Gunner: being owned
[21:44] Gunner: this
[21:44] Gunner: fills her with joy it frees her to be female
[21:44] Gunner: she no longer has to decide
[21:45] Gunner: her Master will
[21:45] Gunner: toni said it well a few times
[21:46] Gunner: a slave obeys and is a good girl the Master takes all the responcibulity
[21:46] toni: yes he has the hard part, all the work.. all she has to do is obey
[21:46] Gunner: toni I do love you
[21:47] toni: yes my Master, and i love you
[21:47] Gunner: sion have you learned anything in the last week
[21:48] Fox: i believe so my Master
[21:48] Gunner: has the way you think changed at all
[21:49] Gunner: have your feelings changed
[21:49] Fox: it has some, my Master, i will admit i am still a little hesitent
[21:49] Gunner: ;ets go with that
[21:49] Gunner: why
[21:50] Gunner: what is it that makes you so
[21:50] Fox: i have a little shy streak, always had since i was young my Master, so it take me a bit to jump
[21:51] Gunner: you already took the big jump
[21:51] Fox: yes my Master
[21:52] Gunner: My toni
[21:52] toni: yes my Master?
[21:52] Gunner: she has a lot to fear
[21:52] Gunner: but she is slave
[21:52] Gunner: and My slave
[21:52] toni: there is nothing to fear
[21:52] Gunner: ty Mine
[21:52] toni: i am not afraid at all
[21:52] Fox smiles
[21:53] toni: i feel at total peace
[21:53] toni: and joy... complete
[21:53] Gunner: someday soon I will have you in RL and take you as Mine
[21:54] toni: yes my Master *smiles and smiles soft*
[21:54] Gunner: sion when you obey
[21:55] Gunner: when you hear a command from your Master
[21:55] Gunner: you will feel a compoulsion to obey Him
[21:55] Gunner: a drive
[21:56] Gunner: and when you do
[21:56] Gunner: you will be filled with joy
[21:56] Fox: yes my Master
21:57] Gunner: when a slave obeys her Master
[21:57] Gunner: she is filling a need in her self
[21:58] Gunner: she is pleasing her Master
[21:58] Gunner: and in pleasing Him she is pleasing herself
[21:58] toni smiles
[21:59] Gunner: look at it like a curcle
[21:59] Gunner: in a curcle
[21:59] Gunner: joined
21:59] Gunner: in pleasing him she is pleasing herself
[22:00] toni: yes *smiles* and it is perfect and beautiful
[22:01] Gunner: sion you need to look deep inside youe self as I have said
[22:01] Gunner: in there is the slave
[22:01] Fox: yes my Master
[22:02] Gunner: ty sion
[22:02] Fox smiles
[22:03] Fox: may i kennel for the night my Master, tis growing late
[22:03] Gunner: yes you may
[22:03] toni: sleep sweet dear sion and sweetest of dreams
[22:03] Gunner: remember
[22:03] Gunner: slave mantra naked in nadu
[22:03] Fox: thank you my Master, yes my Master
[22:04] Fox: good night my Master, sweet dreams dear toni
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Day2:Administration Slave Wine, Serve
[16:12] Gunner: sion
[16:12] Gunner: you are exquisite
[16:12] Fox: thank you my Master
[16:12] Gunner: your beauty comes from inside you
[16:13] Gunner: the slave I see
[16:13] Gunner: is more then the slave you feel now
[16:14] Gunner: the fire that burns inside you
[16:14] Gunner: the slave you are
[16:15] Gunner: moving close to you I reach into the pouch on My belt and remove a small green vile
[16:15] Fox looks to him shrinking back some
[16:15] Gunner: holding it up to you "this is slave wine"
[16:16] Gunner: I take a fistfull of your hair and pull your head back as I break the seal
[16:16] Fox pales as her eyes widens a little as she looks to teh vail, struggles hisses at the grip
[16:16] Gunner: "swollow it all" I place the opening to your sweet lips and pour it into your mouth
[16:17] Fox gasps gagging a little, whimpers as she swallows the contents, coughing
[16:17] Gunner: dropping the vile I cover your mouth with My hand
[16:17] Fox shakes her head, tears forming looking at him helplessly trembling
[16:17] Gunner: "sion tonght you have had slave wine
[16:18] Gunner: the time for your opening is close
[16:18] Fox pants heavily, clenching her small fists
[16:18] Gunner: "tell Me how does it feel knowing that I will be opening you soon"
[16:20] Fox: frightening, uncertainty...she looks to him swallowing hard still tasting teh bitterness in her mouth
[16:20] Gunner: berin Me a bowl of paga and you may have a small sip of water
[16:20] Fox: yes my Master
[16:26] Fox moves pass him with care, rubbing a little at the back of her head where he had gripped her hair, entering, she moves to teh kitchen salon, finding the bottle of paga upon the shelf she gently uncorks it, remembering he prefers it heated, she pours it lightly into the kettle before returning it to the shelf, reaching up upon the top shelf she found the blue and gold bowl of his, her muscles tight as she stretches, she coukld feel the warmth from the hearth, causing her to flush and small beads of sweat formed upon her pale flesh, wiping out the bowl with the edge of what was left of her silks she sets it down upon the counter, carefully picking up the kettle she fills the bowl with the paga, she was shaking a little, shakes her head to calm herself she sets the kettle back down.....<c>
[16:30] Fox picks the bowl with care she turns upon her feet, emerald eyes gazes out as she moves with sensual care, approaches him, purses her lips lightly as she steps lightly, gently melting down to her knees she brought the bowl up, lowering her head as she proffers it to him, her arms stretched before her as she spoke softly....your paga my Master, hope tis to your liking and that it refreshes you...she whispers trying to keep calm under his gaze
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