I know the closer I get to my Beloved and during my training, both my mind and body will slowly starts to change and excepting who and what I am.
Each night and even in the morning as I wake, i kneel nadu upon the bed, naked to the flesh. Reciting the slave mantra, feeling shivers going through me each time i recite the words. A soft moan slips from me.
The other night, I was talking to my Beloved. He seems very pleased that Im taking the extra steps to please Him and learning more of myself.
I even had a dream that shocked me yet thrilled me. My Beloved just picked me up from the station, took me to His home where i stripped and presented myself to Him. He collared me as I pleasure Him. Then as He took me He branded me with His mark, not once but twice. Pain and pleasure rocked through me. Soon I woke to the dim reality, yet ive found the results of my dream upon the sheets.
I was shocked that such happened and embarrassed if someone found it. But in all of it, I was thrilled, the feeling of sheer pleasure running through me, burning and tightening me belly. Even the thought now I could feel the heat dampening my core.
Slowly I feel the lightening of my body freeing itself from the burdens that held me as I begin to be myself. My true self. Im glad and working harder to bring her out more. Soon, she be there for all to see and for the pride and pleasures of my Beloved.
