Day2:Journal

Even though my Master (Master Gunner), is away for sometime, I will follow his instructions that he had left me.

And I'll admit, it does seem strange, kneeling quietly, reciting the creed over and over again. 

Shivers running through me as i close my eyes. I could picture my own Beloved Master, standing over me as i kneel in perfect slave beauty, under His steady gaze.

My breath catching as the images plays out. I felt my heart pounding in my chest as emotions crashes down upon me earlier today. Shaking me. I felt helpless, frighten and confused. Im used to control my emotions, to keep them in check. But now, even as Master states. I must open myself, to let those feelings out, to let them wash over me like the rain. That I cannot and will not conceal anything from my Master.

Even though I'm lost in the emotions, I feel some freedom from it. I could bring out the right emotions and it all feels right now. Thus, even as I am now collared, I feel free. If it make any sense. I will have to ask Master about it once he returns from his trip.

"A slave girl is not permitted to conceal anything from her master. She is his. She must be completely open to him, in all ways, and at all times."

Page 84 - Hunters of Gor