Day2:Lessons

[10:01]  Fox looks up at Him as He approaches slips down to her knees, emerald eyes glances to Him then lowers lightly
[10:01]  Gunner: come here Mine up in My lap
[10:01]  Fox: yes my Master
[10:02]  Gunner: tell Me Mine what have you been doing while I was away
[10:02]  Fox gently moves closer she slips into his lap a faint blush still crosses her cheeks
[10:03]  Fox: i've been practicing my kneeling as you have asked and repeating the verse you sent me
[10:03]  Gunner: have you been keeping up with your rightings
[10:03]  Gunner: wrightings
[10:03]  Gunner: writing
[10:03]  Gunner: cant spell topday
[10:03]  Fox: i fell behind only a little cuz i got distracted in rl...she admits lowering her gaze
[10:04]  Gunner: distracted by what?? Nothing is more importent then obeying Me
[10:06]  Fox: i..i was on the phone mostly with Him...she whispers...plus trying to find work myself atm
[10:06]  Gunner: that is OK then if you were talking to your other Master
[10:07]  Fox nods lightly
[10:07]  Gunner: what kind of work are you looking for
[10:08]  Fox: nothing to straining, used to do house keeping, but been thinking of just setting up a small booth and sell crafts that i do by hand
[10:08]  Gunner: sion I am working on a seculed for your training I need times you wull be on line
[10:09]  Gunner: some will be SL but most will be RL geared to make you a better slave in life
[10:09]  Fox nods...i have work at a club only 4 days a week, three of them mon, tues and fri is from 2-4, wed i work 6-10
[10:10]  Fox: thats a sl job
[10:10]  Gunner: is that SL time of CST
[10:10]  Fox: have to help pay teirs...wrinkles nose
[10:10]  Fox: sl time
[10:10]  Gunner: pay teirs??
[10:10]  Fox: help nessa pay for the land
[10:10]  Fox: sorry my spelling is off as well still waking up
[10:11]  Fox: tiers...smacks forhead
[10:11]  Gunner: well she gets 2000 L from Me each month I was a little behind this month had to move some money around from savings to My checking
[10:11]  Fox nods
[10:11]  Fox: she should be on later
[10:15]  Fox: but my free times are usually in the late afternoons except saturdays unless i could get on late
[10:17]  Gunner: the afterneen will work and so will late if you can manage it
[10:17]  Gunner: afternoon
[10:17]  Fox nods
[10:17]  Gunner: are you alone and behind a closed door
[10:18]  Fox shakes head....i have to take my roommate to work in about an hour and half, then im pretty much be alone after that
[10:19]  Gunner: at that time I will start workoing with you
[10:19]  Fox purses her lips lightly as she looks up at him
[10:19]  Gunner: till then twll Me when you recite the slave mantra how does it make you feel
[10:20]  Gunner: when you think about a collar on your neck how does it male yopu feel
[10:21]  Gunner: are you here
[10:21]  Fox: as i recite the mantra i get a sense of light headedness and i feel as if something being lifted from me
[10:22]  Gunner: do you know what that something is??
[10:22]  Fox shakes her head...no my Master
[10:23]  Gunner: what it is is the heavy chains that you have worn most of your life
[10:24]  Gunner: the chains that have been on you from all the thoughts you have been fed about a female and male being the same and equals
[10:24]  Gunner: when you decide that you were a slave
[10:24]  Gunner: submissave
[10:24]  Fox: i..i see
[10:25]  Gunner: that started to weaken the chains
[10:25]  Gunner: then when you came to me for training it weakened them even more
[10:26]  Fox nods...it seems to make sense
[10:27]  Gunner: think about it all your life you have been tols that Men and woman were the same equal only a few different body parts
[10:28]  Gunner: but the truth is that Men and woman are different
[10:28]  Gunner: they think differently
10:28]  Gunner: they have diferent needs
[10:28]  Gunner: Men need to own and control if they are Honest with themselves
[10:29]  Gunner: and females need to be owned and controled if they are honest with themselves
[10:29]  Fox bites her lip
[10:29]  Gunner: you have a deep need to be owned
[10:30]  Gunner: if I didnt feel it i never would have agreed to train you
[10:30]  Fox: and yet struggle with it...whispers admitting , then nods
[10:30]  Gunner: when you admitted this to first yurself
[10:30]  Gunner: then to Me you took the first step to a happy and fulfilling life
[10:31]  Gunner: sion your training has just started in time that strugglke will be gone
[10:31]  Fox: yes my Master
[10:32]  Gunner: if you fully obey Me and listen to all I say and learn what it is I am teaching you
[10:32]  Gunner: you will wake up one day soon
[10:32]  Gunner: and the first thought you will have
[10:32]  Gunner: will be "i hope i can please my Master today'
[10:33]  Fox slowly nods
[10:33]  Gunner: no matter if that Master is Me here in SL or your RL Master
[10:33]  Gunner: your need to please and serve will surface
[10:34]  Gunner: you will gorw and be an equesit slave one that will bring jopy and pride to your Master
[10:35]  Gunner: and in doing so it will bring Me pride and pleasure
[10:35]  Fox blushes some
[10:35]  Gunner: there will be lots of times we will just talk like now
[10:35]  Gunner: but always remember even this is training
[10:36]  Gunner: your RL Master does He have issues with you being trained and soon used in the furs by Me
[10:37]  Gunner: I see it this way
[10:37]  Gunner: He owns you in RL
[10:37]  Gunner: I am training youi for Him
[10:37]  Fox: He knows im here, seeking aid, knowing that it wont interfer with His or mine relationship
[10:38]  Gunner: it wont interfeer no but it will cross over into yours and His releationship
[10:38]  Fox swallows some nodding
[10:39]  Gunner: as you learn more and more about your self as you begen to feel more and more a slave
[10:39]  Gunner: it will move into your RL
[10:39]  Fox: i see my Master
[10:39]  Gunner: good girl
[10:40]  Gunner: it is nice to have an intelagent student and slave
[10:40]  Fox blushes more dropping her head some...and frightened
[10:40]  Gunner: "Are Men and females equal and if not how are they not"?
[10:41]  Gunner: looking softly into your warm eyes as i wate for your answere
[10:42]  Fox: men and females arnt equal, for by nature if a man should choose, he is one who is in need to control and master, as for the female by nature should she give into it wanting to be owned and controlled
[10:44]  Gunner: a small smile comes accross My face then again I look deeply into your eyes "soni do you belive this to be truth is it truth for you"?
[10:45]  Fox peeks up at him....i believe it is, even how much i struggle and fear, i know it to be truth deep within
[10:57]  Gunner: I can understand the strugle Mine but tell Me what is it that you fear
[10:58]  Gunner: be open and fullly Honest with Me
[10:58]  Gunner: do not worry about that I will be Perving you soon
[10:59]  Fox: the fear is that it might not be true and that i couldnt be myself, that i must stay hidden and bound by the rules of society
[10:59]  Gunner: soni when I know your ready I will open you for pleasure
[10:59]  Fox blushes hotly
[10:59]  Gunner: in this society we do have to hide a few aspects of our true selves but
[11:00]  Gunner: never that fact your a slave
[11:00]  Gunner: if people dont understand well that is their loss not yours
[11:00]  Fox nods slowly
[11:01]  Gunner: never allow someone or society to dictate to you who and what you are
[11:01]  Gunner: that is My job
[11:01]  Gunner: be proud your a slave
[11:02]  Gunner: wear your collar in the open and with pride in the Master that has put it on your neck
[11:02]  Gunner: for it shows ALL how much He desires you
[11:02]  Gunner: how much He wants you
[11:02]  Gunner: and in time how much He loves you
[11:02]  Gunner: about that
[11:02]  Gunner: love
[11:03]  Gunner: something you need to know
[11:03]  Gunner: a lot of Masters will not allow themselves to fall in love with their slaves
[11:03]  Fox bites lip
[11:03]  Gunner: they feel that loving them gets in the way of owning and Mastering them
[11:03]  Gunner: I talk about this often to many Masters
[11:04]  Gunner: it doesne get in the way what it does is make her more yours
[11:04]  Gunner: for the Master that loves His slave keeps her in a tighter and more complete slavery
[11:05]  Gunner: He will demand and get more from her
[11:05]  Gunner: Hw will expect her to be perficty for Him
[11:05]  Gunner: perfict
[11:06]  Gunner: your needs to serve
[11:06]  Gunner: to please and to be owned
[11:06]  Gunner: they are a part of you
[11:06]  Gunner: they are deep and will only grow and get stronger
[11:07]  Fox: yes my Master...shivers a little
[11:08]  Gunner: soni you do want to be complete and happy right
[11:08]  Gunner: for you the only way you can be is to completly give into these feelings
[11:08]  Gunner: I know this will be hard at first
[11:09]  Gunner: but I promass you in a short time it will be easy and you wil begen to feel right
[11:10]  Gunner: when I command you to do something or your RL Master commands you to do something and you obey does this not make you feel happy
[11:10]  Fox nods....yes tis what i want, and yes it does make me feel happy...blushes peeking up shyly
[11:11]  Gunner: while I was gone and you obeyd Me and praticed nadu or did your writings how did it make you feel
[11:12]  Fox: it made me feel calm, happy almost, even though i was confused starting it
[11:12]  Gunner: It will be confusing I am your SL Master and your RL trainer
[11:13]  Fox: yes my Master
[11:14]  Gunner: touch your neck feel no collar there yet and then try to feel what a locked collar will feel like (If your RL Master has placed a collar there tell Me how it feels to touch ut))
[11:15]  Gunner: at this time I uslay have the slave place a training collar on her neck in RL
[11:16]  Gunner: you will ask your RL Master if I can have you wear a training collar in RL when I am working with you
[11:16]  Fox shivers some...i wear one of my own chains about my neck, til i get to be with Him, and yet i feel as if i do have a full collar about me, sturdy and strong such as His will upon me
[11:16]  Fox nods lightly
[11:17]  Gunner: if He allows it the collar will make My training of you more real
[11:18]  Fox: yes my Master, i'll see about it when i talk to Him next time...bites her lip blushing
[11:18]  Gunner: I will exoect and demand you to always be open and honest with Me I demand that you give Me any feelings I ask from you
[11:19]  Gunner: feelings are what guide a slave
[11:19]  Gunner: they are what makes her slave and a joy to own
[11:19]  Gunner: a slave ls not permitted to hide her feelings
[11:20]  Gunner: a slave in training must allow her feelings to control her actions and thoughts
[11:20]  Fox nods..yes my Master, is just remembering something my Master mentioned
[11:21]  Gunner: what is??
[11:21]  Gunner: a collar??
[11:21]  Fox purses her lip whimpers softly
[11:22]  Fox: that when He takes me He will collar me and marked me just as He takes me, making His kitten purr for Him begging for His milk...blushes more drops her head against his chest
[11:22]  Gunner: if He needs to know where to find some nice collars I know just the place for Him
[11:22]  Gunner: I want to talk to Him sometime
[11:22]  Gunner: it sounds like He is the right Master for you
[11:23]  Gunner: I want to assure Him I don't want to own you in RL but I want to train you
[11:23]  Fox nods lightly
[11:24]  Gunner: also He needs to understand a few things too
[11:24]  Fox: Hes rarely on the computer, cuz of work
[11:24]  Gunner: such as I will be commanding you to do things in RL that are part of your training
[11:26]  Gunner: when I collared and took dana I made her Mine I marked her and will make it a lifetime mark after we are together one year
[11:26]  Fox: i see and that is good
[11:26]  Gunner: I have a friend that will make Me a branding iron
[11:27]  Fox: sounds like Him...smirks wrinkling her nose
[11:28]  Fox: Hes taking classes to learn how to make such thing and also the delicate art of the tatoo branding
[11:28]  Gunner: when I branded My maryln it affected her in a way that made her more slave something about a Master burniing Hios mark on a slaves body makes the slave know deeply she is His property
[11:29]  Fox nods paling a little
[11:30]  Gunner: I can telll you this the pain is part of it but as in child burth the pain fades quickly and is not remembered just that pure feeling of being owned remains
[11:31]  Gunner: dana wants Me to brand her sooner but I know that if we remain together a year then she is Mine always if a releatonship is going to go bad that happens in the first year
[11:31]  Fox swallows hard nodding...i was warned what to expect and that afterwards He doesnt want me to do too much until i heal fully
[11:32]  Gunner: when it happens it will itch as it heals
[11:32]  Gunner: you need to never scratch it
[11:33]  Gunner: the branding is not just a mark on your body
[11:33]  Gunner: the mark goes deeper
[11:33]  Fox: Hes planning to have it on my back, Hes going to do it when..um...blushes hotly...as He fills me and takes me
[11:33]  Gunner: it also markes your mind your thoughts and your feelings
[11:34]  Fox: i..i understand
[11:34]  Gunner: just keep this one thought in mind a brand is forever
[11:35]  Gunner: unlike a tattoo that can be removed simply a brand cant be removed
[11:35]  Fox nods...yes my Master
[11:36]  Gunner: soni I care for you deeply you are My SL slave and as such I feel responcibule for you
[11:36]  Gunner: more then that I am also training you for RL and that makes Me more responcibule
[11:37]  Gunner: when I am finished with your training you will obey without thinking
[11:37]  Fox purses her lips, swallowing hard
[11:37]  Gunner: you will find your self needing to serve
[11:38]  Gunner: needing to be pleasing
[11:38]  Gunner: I dont train every slave that askes Me to
[11:39]  Gunner: some I feel dont have the intelagance to be slave and if I did train them they would get hurt buy others
[11:39]  Gunner: by
[11:39]  Gunner: I take and show you how to pull all these needs to serve to please to obey
[11:40]  Fox: if i may ask, how am i different from others who asked
[11:40]  Gunner: and make them the center of your life they guide your actions and your thoughts
[11:40]  Fox: yes my Master
[11:40]  Gunner: you are smart enough not toi fall for the wrong type of Master
[11:41]  Fox blushes dropping her eyes
[11:41]  Gunner: when you submit to a Master in RL
[11:41]  Gunner: it will be a full and honest submission
[11:41]  Gunner: you will be giving your self completly yo Him
[11:41]  Gunner: to
[11:42]  Gunner: what I train you will be a part of you
[11:42]  Gunner: you will ojnly be able to please and serve Him to obey Him without question but that can only happen if you trust Him
[11:43]  Gunner: Masters are not purfict we are Men and we do make mistakes but a true Master will admit when He has made a mistake or an errior in judgement this is part of Mastering your self
[11:44]  Fox nods...i see my Master
[11:44]  Gunner: you reaining will also include lessions in Masters
[11:44]  Gunner: to be slave you also need to understand how Masters think
[11:45]  Fox: i will do my best my Master
[11:45]  Gunner: yes you will
[12:07]  Gunner: are you alnoe now
[12:07]  Fox: pretty much so
[12:08]  Gunner: nadu at the keyboard
[12:08]  Gunner: dont think just obey
[12:08]  Fox: yes my Master
[12:09]  Gunner: now close your eyes for a moment and then tell Me how it felt to obey Me in RL
[12:10]  Fox: like a tightening warmth running through me, eagerness and happy
[12:11]  Gunner: you My sion are a good girl
[12:11]  Fox blushes..i try to be
[12:12]  Gunner: are your knees open as wide as you can have them or do I need to kick them open
[12:12]  Fox whimpers...im adjusting them, feels kinda strange
[12:13]  Gunner: when you pratice nadu you need to open your knees as wide as you can the nadu position is bot for you it is for your Master so if He should look at you He can see all He owns
[12:13]  Gunner: bot=not
[12:13]  Fox nods
[12:14]  Gunner: and as slave what you should desire is for your Master to look at you
12:14]  Gunner: a slave wants to be the center of her Masters world
[12:14]  Gunner: she wants her Master to notice her
[12:15]  Gunner: she also has to know that when He does He may jusrt command her to serve Him pleasure him or just push her to her knees and use her
[12:15]  Fox: oh
[12:16]  Gunner: so the slave must always be ready for her Masters use
[12:16]  Gunner: jno matter if that is sexual or just to be thee for Him to look at
[12:16]  Fox shivers some nodding...yes my Master i understand
[12:17]  Gunner: one thing you will notice as your training progresses is that your sexual side will come more and more to the surface
[12:18]  Gunner: as your slavery becomes more and more real when you talk to your Master you will feel needs
[12:18]  Gunner: you will get wet
[12:18]  Fox: thats why i feel a tightening inside isnt it...blushes hotly
[12:18]  Gunner: this mat also happen with me as I train you and it is not something to be conserned about it is normal
[12:19]  Fox nods
[12:20]  Gunner: the relationship between a slave and her trainer can get intense
[12:20]  Fox bites her lip...almost as intense as that of her and her Master
[12:21]  Gunner: she looks to Him for guidence
[12:21]  Gunner: she looks to Him for understanding of her feelings
[12:22]  Gunner: and yes it can get tahe strong and it is My responcibulity to make sure she alyaws knows I am your Trainer not your RL Master
[12:23]  Fox nods slowly
[12:23]  Fox: i see my Master
[12:23]  Gunner: you will be telling Me things that you would not tell anyone else besides your RL Master
[12:24]  Gunner: you mat sit in the chair now
[12:24]  Gunner: may
[12:24]  Fox: yes my Master, thank you
[12:25]  Gunner: ok when I command you to do something in RL
[12:25]  Gunner: what you will do is obey Me
[12:25]  Fox nods
[12:26]  Fox: i understand...offers a small smile
[12:28]  Gunner: if you dont understand you may ask
[12:28]  Fox: yes my Master, i be sure to ask if i hit a bump of not understanding
[12:30]  Gunner: I do try to make all My commands understandabule
[12:30]  Gunner: sometimes My spelling and typos can get confusing
[12:31]  Fox nods smiling some...tis only natural, i guess, for not everyone can spell right
[12:32]  Gunner: tell Mew this and be honest
[12:32]  Gunner: Me
[12:32]  Gunner: are you begining to FEEL more like a slave
[12:33]  Gunner: are you finding it more natural to obey Me
[12:33]  Fox: honestly, yes, i am starting to feel like a slave, even as awkward as it still seems at times
[12:35]  Fox: a little, even a part of me tries to struggle on the obedience part as i go to do as you command, but i guess thats natural for any who is starting
[13:11]  Gunner: that is a good start Mine
[13:11]  Gunner: I see that the feelings and needs are growing
[13:11]  Fox lowers her emerald gaze meekly
[13:12]  Gunner: tell Me exactly what you feel when you nadu naked and recite the slave mantra
[13:13]  Gunner: then I have something for you to do in RL
[13:13]  Fox: when i first did it it felt strange, like a part of me wants to regect it, but as i recited it again it seems easier and that i felt lighter, more relaxed
[13:14]  Gunner: so it is helping you come to terms with your slavery
[13:14]  Fox: so it seems my Master
[13:15]  Gunner: good some slaves it helps others it does nothing but I dont know till I have them do it then judge if it helps or not
[13:15]  Gunner: do you have a belt??
[13:15]  Gunner: if so get it
[13:16]  Fox bites lip as her eyes widens some
[13:16]  Gunner: then nedu at the keyboard
[13:16]  Gunner: nadu
[13:16]  Fox: y..yes my Master
[13:16]  Gunner: not punishment Mine new lession for you
[13:17]  Fox nods pursing lips
[13:17]  Gunner: when you have it nadu wide at the ketboard and tell Me
[13:18]  Fox: yes my Master, i just have to adjust myself since i have the belt on with my jeans...blushes
[13:18]  Gunner: take the belt off nit the jeans your not ready for that yet
[13:19]  Fox: yes my Master
[13:20]  Gunner: just so you know and can adjust your thoughts soon you will be naked in nadu when I am training you sometimes
[13:21]  Gunner: now take the belt in your hand picture in your mind that you are nadu at My boots I take the belt and toss it to the center of the room now you toss it to the center of the room
[13:21]  Fox nods blushing hotly
[13:21]  Fox: yes my Master
[13:22]  Gunner: crawl to it pick it up with your teath crawl back nadu and then tell Me when you have finished this
[13:22]  Gunner: do not touch it with your hands
[13:23]  Fox: back my Master
[13:23]  Gunner: ok what do you feel
[13:24]  Fox: shaken, embaressment
[13:24]  Gunner: what I just had you do is fetch a command that sometimes goes deep having you crawl also makes you slave
[13:25]  Fox nods, swallows
[13:25]  Gunner: why embaressment?
[13:26]  Fox: to fetch like a pet, it feels strange and i usually know when im embaressed when i feel heat in my cheeks...lowers eyes
[13:27]  Gunner: not a pet Mine a slave at times your Master may have you crawl to Him
[13:27]  Gunner: there is nothing as beautiful as watching a slave crawl to you
[13:28]  Gunner: you understand why I had you do this??
[13:29]  Fox: i admit no i dont my Master besides seeing my reaction
[13:29]  Gunner: ok
[13:29]  Gunner: you need to know what if feels like to follow a command
[13:29]  Gunner: also making you crawl
[13:30]  Gunner: gives you a chance to know what it feels like
[13:30]  Gunner: a slave at times will be kept off her feet she may at times be only allowed to crawl
[13:30]  Fox: i see my Master
[13:31]  Gunner: it is a good reminder to her of her place slave
[13:31]  Gunner: now your reaction
[13:31]  Gunner: this is leftover wrong feelings and they will slowly fade away
[13:32]  Gunner: all your life you have been taught things
[13:32]  Gunner: a lot wrong
[13:32]  Gunner: now you have to unlearn and relearn new things
[13:33]  Gunner: close your eyes recite the slave mantra then again toss the belt and crawl to it pick it up in your teath and retrun crawling hold it in your teath and tell me when you have followed my Command
[13:35]  Gunner: the more I treat you as a slave the more you will feel a slave and remember what I said a slave is all feelings
[13:36]  Fox: yes my Master, tis done
[13:36]  Gunner: A slave is a lot of things to her Master she is a joy to watch
[13:36]  Gunner: she is a pleasure for Him
[13:37]  Gunner: and at times she is a pet also
[13:37]  Fox: like when mine calls me His kitten...looks up some
[13:37]  Gunner: and again what we are doing now is making you come to grips with slavery
[13:38]  Fox nods...yes my Master
[13:38]  Gunner: a simple command true but a meaningfull one
[13:38]  Fox shivers
[13:38]  Gunner: now think about what you just did
[13:39]  Gunner: you crawled to the belt picked it up in your teath
[13:39]  Gunner: by My command
[13:39]  Fox: yes my Master
[13:40]  Gunner: look deeper inside yourself see if somewere their is another feeling becides embarresment
[13:41]  Gunner: you pleased Me by folling My command
[13:41]  Fox whimpers....i..i felt teh eagerness and the pleasuring need to do so, its like a burning throb
[13:42]  Fox blushes
[13:42]  Gunner: as you lose more of the wrong feelings and the slave feelings grow that throb will also grow
[13:43]  Gunner: deep inside you I can feel the slave
[13:43]  Gunner: we need to help her grow
[13:43]  Gunner: I want you to be fulfilled in your life I want you to ne happy and content in your life
[13:44]  Gunner: I want you to feel what a slave feels as she nadus before her Master looking up at Him and wating for His commands
[13:44]  Gunner: the butterflys in your belly
[13:44]  Gunner: the beating of your heart
[13:45]  Gunner: the total need to be found pleasing
[13:45]  Fox: yes my Master
[13:45]  Gunner: when I commanded you did you thing about what I commanded you to do or did you just follow My command
[13:45]  Gunner: think
[13:46]  Gunner: what I am asking is this
[13:47]  Gunner: was there any thoughts that you didnt want to crawl and pick up the belt with your teath
[13:47]  Gunner: be Honest
[13:47]  Gunner: you may out the belt down now
[13:47]  Gunner: out=put
[13:48]  Fox: there was a little hesitation at first my Master
[13:48]  Gunner: good and you got past that didn't you
[13:48]  Fox: yes my Master
[13:49]  Gunner: that hesatation comes from all the thiings you have been taught and told about what a female should be
[13:49]  Gunner: you got past it because you know now what you are a true female
[13:49]  Gunner: a slave
[13:50]  Fox: that she is suppose to be strong and independent...she whispered then nods
[13:50]  Fox: yes my Master or the starts of one
[13:50]  Gunner: strong inderpendent females are mostly lonly and unfulfilled
[13:51]  Fox looks to him bites her lip
[13:51]  Gunner: when a female realises her ture nature and imbrases it she is free to be a female
[13:51]  Gunner: her body comes alive
[13:52]  Gunner: her heart sings
[13:52]  Gunner: she begens to truly feel
[13:53]  Gunner: lets do this
[13:53]  Gunner: look back a few weeks before you decided that you wanted to see about your slavery
[13:54]  Fox: ok
[13:55]  Gunner: now knowing your true nature and accepting it judge your feelings are you starting to feel happy about this
[13:56]  Fox nods...yes i am and i seem to become a little calmer, is that normal
[13:57]  Gunner: yes it is and the more you grow the calmness will settel in
[13:57]  Gunner: also as I said your body will come alive
[13:58]  Gunner: do you feel a need to serve others more now then before like helping your roommates
[14:00]  Fox nods..granted im considered as thethoughtful one and looking out for others well being over myself, but it seems to shift and grow
[14:01]  Gunner: you see sion as your training progresses and starts to take hold you will feel your needs to serve and please get stronger
[14:02]  Gunner: as you grow in your slavery when you talk to your RL Master you will find your self needing His touch even more then you may now need it and your need to be used by Him will also get stronger
[14:03]  Fox groans softly
[14:03]  Gunner: a slaves body
[14:03]  Gunner: is alive with feelings
[14:03]  Fox: it all seems so complex and yet i know youre right
[14:03]  Gunner: needs
[14:03]  Fox nods
[14:03]  Gunner: it is simple if you look at it right
[14:03]  Gunner: you a slave
[14:04]  Gunner: you life is one of giving pleasure and serving
[14:04]  Gunner: you have a natural need to serve and please
[14:05]  Gunner: as these needs grow it is only natural for your bodys needs to grow also
[14:05]  Gunner: I trane you to think and feel
[14:05]  Gunner: to obey without question
[14:06]  Gunner: and also to trust this is why I refuse to train some
[14:06]  Fox nods...i see
[14:07]  Gunner: a slave that is trained to fully obey without question if she is not intelagent enough to be selictave when she gives her self to a Master can get hurt badly
[14:07]  Gunner: stand up
[14:08]  Gunner: not SL RL
[14:08]  Fox: cat ran over my keyboard...growls
[14:09]  Gunner: now you may sit on the chair
[14:09]  Gunner: again simple commands to get you used to obeying Me
[14:10]  Fox: yes my Master
[14:11]  Gunner: you have come a long way in a short time sion and this pleases Me you have not worked against Me you have done all I commanded you to do yes I am most pleased with you
[14:11]  Gunner: but
[14:11]  Gunner: you still have a long way to go
[14:12]  Fox nods
[14:12]  Gunner: Now anytime you feel the old feelings creaping up dont fight them just place them aside
[14:13]  Gunner: know in your heart and your mind what you desire
[14:13]  Fox bites her lip... yes my Master
[14:13]  Gunner: you are going to make an incredabul slave My sion
[14:14]  Fox blushes deeply..thank you for thinking so
[14:14]  Gunner: how often do you and your RL talk
[14:15]  Fox: we text everyday when we can, and talk over the phone at least once or twice a week
[14:15]  Gunner: good this helps Me in your training
[14:16]  Gunner: have you sent Him any pictures of your self
[14:16]  Fox blushes hotly nods
[14:17]  Gunner: I am thinking of having you take a nice picture of your self naked in nadu and sending it to Him let him see what He owns
[14:17]  Fox: um...bites lip more dropping her gaze
[14:21]  Gunner: now I dont know where your relatio0nship with Him is
[14:22]  Gunner: but I think that a nice picture of you naked and in nadu for Him would be nice
[14:23]  Gunner: we will just set taht aside for Now then
[14:23]  Fox: may i confess that i already sent Him a couple of pics, one tower, one nadu, not too long ago....whispers softly
[14:24]  Gunner: goos then I can ask now when you took them how did you feel
[14:24]  Gunner: you see that is what I wanted to get at what you felt when you took the picture
[14:26]  Gunner: this may scare you
[14:26]  Fox: it was daring and bold, i was very nervous doing so
[14:26]  Gunner: I need to get into your head
[14:26]  Fox looks to him
[14:26]  Gunner: I need to know what you are thinking what you are feeling
[14:27]  Gunner: I want to trane you to be the best slave you can be
[14:27]  Gunner: in order to do that
[14:27]  Gunner: I need to help guide your thoughts and feelings
[14:27]  Gunner: you understand this??
[14:27]  Fox: yes my Master
[14:28]  Gunner: you were nervious when you took the pictures but did you feel right doing so did you feel that He owns you
[14:29]  Fox: yes i did feel that
[14:29]  Fox: but i was also scared, not knowing what He would think after seeing me
[14:29]  Gunner: see the feeling of being owned will grow also
[14:30]  Gunner: OK what did He say
[14:31]  Fox: yum...blushes deeply with a soft whimper...and that i might be a little tight for Him but He will soon fix that
[14:31]  Gunner: it will be up to you to try and stay tight
[14:31]  Gunner: there are things you can do I will cover them as your training progresses
[14:32]  Gunner: OK the sexual side of your training will come
[14:32]  Fox: yes my Master...shivers
[14:32]  Gunner: and thisis just as importent as any other part of your training
[14:33]  Gunner: but I will be sure you are ready for this
[14:33]  Fox: yes my Master
[14:33]  Gunner: dont be worried it will be pleasent for you also
[14:33]  Gunner: you will orgasm
[14:35]  Gunner: that suprise you or make you nervious??
[14:35]  Fox: how about both
[14:35]  Gunner: only natural we have not talked about this aspect of your training before
[14:35]  Fox nods lightly
[14:36]  Gunner: ok you need to trust Me
[14:36]  Gunner: I do know what I am doing here
[14:36]  Gunner: and I will allow you to question a command if your not comfortabule with it
[14:37]  Gunner: does that make you feel better sion
[14:37]  Gunner: OK Now that e are this deep into training
[14:38]  Fox nods
[14:38]  Gunner: you have to keep in mind one simple fact
[14:38]  Fox: and that is....
[14:39]  Gunner: it will all be done on line so if I should comand you to do something that makes you feel wrong I cant force you can I not like I could if you were in My RL Cair
[14:39]  Gunner: care
[14:39]  Gunner: and I will say this
[14:40]  Gunner: I have trained many RL slaves some lived with Me durniing their training
[14:40]  Gunner: and I naver hurt any of them not My thing I do injoy watching a ner girl grow in her slavery that is what brings My pleasure
[14:41]  Gunner: the first time she nadus for her Master
[14:42]  Gunner: the smile on His face as He looks down at His peoperty and knows she is a true slave
[14:42]  Gunner: with you My job is to help you grow in your slavery for your RL Master
[14:43]  Fox: yes my Master
[14:43]  Gunner: soi when He sends for you you will be a full slave ready to completly give your self to Him holding nothing back from him and having a driving need to obey and please Him
[14:44]  Fox nods...yes my Master, that be good...smiles softly
[14:44]  Gunner: one thing more aboutthis
[14:45]  Fox: oh
[14:45]  Gunner: before you do go to Him I want you to be SURE he is right fopr you
[14:45]  Gunner: and that you will be safe with Him
[14:45]  Gunner: so to thar end when the time comes
[14:45]  Gunner: I will give you my cell number
[14:46]  Gunner: and I will expect a few chedck calls from you safty checks
[14:46]  Fox frowns some, then nods...yes my Master
[14:46]  Gunner: I cair about you
[14:47]  Gunner: I am training you so I feel responcibaul for your safty
[14:48]  Gunner: you can understand this cant you
[14:48]  Fox: yes my Master, i can
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[16:57]  Gunner: toni
[16:57]  Gunner: My love slave
[16:57]  toni: yes my beloved Master
[16:58]  Gunner: sion needs to hear from a slave how it is right to feel as a slave
[16:58]  Gunner: all the wrong things she has heard
[16:59]  Gunner: how it is wrong to need a Master
[16:59]  Gunner: how she should be indenpendent
[16:59]  Fox blushes lowering her emerald gaze
[16:59]  toni tilts her head, 'what sort of wrong things have you heard? wrong... who told you this?'
[16:59]  toni: hmmmm your friends i am guessing.... yes we have all been told this by others at times
[16:59]  Gunner: all her life as all girls hear Men and woman are the same
[17:00]  Gunner: inside her is a real slave
[17:00]  Fox: ive been brought up to be strong and independent...she whispers
[17:00]  Gunner: I can feel it
[17:00]  Gunner: and I am not ofetn wrong about this
[17:01]  Gunner: I want to see her a joy to her RL Master
[17:01]  Gunner: when He looks at her I want Him to see the slave I see
[17:02]  Gunner: OH and BTW I am ion love with you toni
[17:02]  toni giggles and glows up at him, her love for him an aura framing her
[17:03]  toni: sion yes i understand and have been told the same things
[17:03]  Fox giggles softly at the last statement from him then looks to toni
[17:04]  Gunner: you see sion a Master can be in love with His slave
[17:04]  toni: it is like this: it is called the paradox of the collar... have you heard of it sion?
[17:04]  Gunner: in reality it is harder on the slave
[17:04]  Fox frowns some shaking her head
[17:04]  Gunner: Ok
[17:05]  Gunner: when a Master is in love with His slave
[17:05]  Gunner: he will accept nothing less then all of her
[17:05]  Gunner: her mind
[17:05]  Gunner: her feelings
[17:05]  Gunner: and more then both of them her heart
[17:06]  Gunner: and He must always be Master
[17:06]  Gunner: never let His love for her make Hin even one second not her Master
[17:07]  Gunner: and thart is why so mant Masters fear loving their slaves
[17:07]  Fox: i see and it does make sense
[17:09]  toni: the paradox of the collar is just this sion: when we are collared to a Master we are slaves, slaves are not allowed to hold back anything from their Masters, a slave girl must show him all of her, including her passion and desire... in this manner, the collar sets her free to truly be fully feminine, a beautiful sensuous lusty beast, object of desire bonding intensely with her Master... that is the paradox of the collar, it sets a woman free to be... a woman fully
[17:09]  Gunner: and
[17:09]  Gunner: desire is what drives a Master
[17:09]  toni: and need drives the slave
[17:09]  Fox blushes deeply
[17:09]  Gunner: this is why it works
[17:10]  Gunner: slaves have a ned to be desired and controled
[17:10]  toni: the need to be his, be desired, to belong, to have her place and know she is safe and secure, the need to please him so that he will desire her still.... and once they bond, it becomes very unselfish and becomes a joy, a bond stronger than any other
[17:10]  Gunner: Masters have a need to desire and contro;
[17:11]  Gunner: as I told you sion a slave needs to understand Masters
[17:11]  Fox: yes my Master
[17:12]  Gunner: and I will answer any question you mat have even ones that would get Me kicked out of the Masters union
[17:12]  Gunner: because I belive that if a slave doesnt understand how a Master thinks
[17:13]  Gunner: she cant fulfill all His needs